Chameleon
Fever (3)
Chapter
27-37
The
Story of Oskar Danzig
Master
of Disguises, Famous (Female) Impersonator
&
Esteemed Leader of the Underground
(wip)
Guard
"You're
very quiet tonight."
"Mm..."
He just put his arm a little tighter around her.
She
raised her head from his shoulder to look at his face. But so up close, with
her nose practically touching his jaw, she just couldn't resist the temptation
of pressing a sweet little kiss on the smooth skin in front of her.
He smiled
and turned his head to look his girl-friend in the eye.
"Tired?"
she probed.
Carefully,
mindful not to collide with hers, he shook his head. "Just thinking."
He watched as her eyes studied his face – sometimes he got the impression that
even after all these years, she was still searching for the features with which
she had originally gotten to know him. "Why – is there something you'd
like to talk about?"
"Not
really." She sighed, and nestled up to the curve of his neck again.
"I just love lying in your arms like this. And I'd wish we could have
evenings like this more often, that's all."
After a
moment, she felt a soft nuzzle in her hair, and then a kiss. It seemed to be an
awfully melancholy one, and in return, she pulled his arms even closer around
her. Karl – her dear, dear Karl... How much longer would they have to wait?
She was
well aware of the reasons why they shouldn't get married under the
circumstances. She understood those reasons, and agreed with the decision to
wait. But sometimes, she almost – almost
– prayed that if God for some reason couldn't bring this horrid war to an end
yet, that at least he'd let something happen that would force Karl to flee the
country. To Switzerland or something, or maybe to England. And she'd follow (or
better still, go with him right away), and there, far away from the clutches of
the SS and the Gestapo, they would finally be free to marry and live their
happily ever after together in peace.
Karl
didn't talk about these things much. Perhaps it was his way of focussing his
mind on the tasks at hand – tasks that without exception could get him killed.
But she
needed the dreams. The dreams – and the memories. Memories of evenings like
this. For she was painfully aware that there was every chance that when all was
said and done, dreams and memories would be all she'd have left.
As usual
when her conscious thoughts reached that point, tears suddenly stung behind her
eyes, and she quickly turned to hide her face in the lapel of his jacket.
He didn't
even ask what was wrong. He'd seen this reaction so often – by now he knew exactly
what was going through her mind. So he merely rubbed her back a little, and
after a short silence he said, "You know, I've been thinking about this.
And what goes for Udo, goes for me, too."
She
pushed herself up with a frown. "What do you mean?"
"The
army." He sighed. "The way things are going, they're going to need
more and more men. So sooner or later, they're bound to get me, too, no matter
what excuses I come up with. And I refuse to get killed in some pointless
battle like my father did. More so since I'd have to fight for something I've
been fighting against
for so long."
It took
but a moment for Maryse to make the connection. "You want to try and
volunteer as a guard in the prison camp."
He shrugged
a little. "It's a Luftwaffe camp, and I'm a Luftwaffe soldier 'unfit' for
regular duties. It makes sense, doesn't it?" He stroked her hair behind
her ear. "But I admit I have a secondary objective: to keep an eye on that
Colonel Hogan. From what I've seen, the man is absolutely brilliant, but he's
so confident in his abilities that he gravely underestimates what he's up
against. If I can keep him under surveillance, at least I might have a chance
of deflecting disaster for him."
Maryse
studied his calm, almost resigned expression. "He impressed you, didn't
he." It wasn't even a question.
Karl
nodded. "To the point that I even started to question the continuation of
our own work. They've got so much expertise, so much training, so many
people... And one word to London and they can get anything they need. For a
while there, I seriously considered becoming an auxiliary team for them – sort
of an outside assistance team."
"But?"
"In
some things – like sabotage – I think we should. They simply have the superior
material for it, and possibly even superior information. But as soldiers under
orders, their main goal is to rescue Allied flyers and help escaping POWs to
return to England. Helping civilians is not included in those orders, and
that's something we've
done a lot. So maybe we should concentrate on that part from now on. That way
we can complement Colonel Hogan's work, instead of getting in each other's way
like we did with that munitions train last week."
Maryse
nodded thoughtfully. "You're probably right. And of course you're going to
have your freedom severely curtailed if you're becoming a guard, so you
couldn't continue on full steam anyway. Just look at how much Udo has had to
miss out on this past year."
"Oh,
that shouldn't be so bad. I should be able to get time off whenever I
want." He chuckled. "If only by faking an asthma attack."
She hit
him playfully in the chest. "You're the worst hypochondriac I've ever
seen."
A grin.
"And proud of it, too! No," he continued. "My main worry in this
scheme is Udo. I'd really rather not
have him know that Danzig and I are one and the same. But that means I'm going
to have to be two different people for him. That could get tricky."
Maryse
frowned. "Couldn't you become a guard under another identity?"
He shook
his head. "That'd be really complicated with the paperwork. Besides, it
would defeat the object: then they'd still be after Karl Langenscheidt."
"And
if you pretend you don't know him? Udo, I mean?"
"I
can try, but I doubt it will hold up in the long term. Who doesn't recall his
best friends from childhood?"
"Karl?
Karl Langenscheidt, is that really you? What in the world are you doing here?"
"Guarding
prisoners, I suppose." Karl sighed inwardly. The planned strategy of simply
staying out of Udo's way couldn't hold up for ten seconds against Schultz
getting Private Steinmetz to show him around and introducing them in the
process.
Schultz
looked in surprise from one to the other. "You two know each other?"
"Yeah,
we used to play together a lot when we were kids." But suddenly awareness
clamped down on Udo's enthusiasm. This was Nazi Germany after all, and there
was no way of knowing where his childhood companion's loyalties lay.
Schultz
didn't seem to notice. "Ach, that is nice. Then you two will have a lot to
talk about, nicht wahr? So why don't you show your friend around the camp and
make sure that he knows everything he needs to know?"
"Jawohl,
Sergeant."
"And
have him report to Fräulein Helga in the office no later than nine o'clock.
There is a lot of paperwork to catch up on," he explained to the new
guard. "You can start today by typing up reports. Fräulein Helga will tell
you what to do."
"J...
jawohl, Sergeant." A nervous salute.
"Good.
I'll see you later then." With a friendly nod Schultz waddled off, leaving
the two erstwhile friends in the awkward embarrassment that comes with nearly
twenty years of no contact.
The air
was thick with tense silence as they both studiously avoided to look at each
other.
"Hi,"
Karl ventured at last.
"Hi,"
Udo echoed, still looking away from his old playmate.
Silence.
"So
how've you been?"
"Okay.
How about you?"
"Fine."
Silence.
Karl
gulped; Udo glanced at him, and averted his eyes again.
"How
come you're a corporal? Have you been at the front?"
A shake
of the head. "I got promoted on account of technical expertise."
Udo
smiled a little, as if enjoying a little private joke. It emboldened Karl to
ask after his military experiences.
"How
about you – have you been at the front?"
A shrug.
"I'm not much use as a regular soldier. Didn't you notice the way I walk
when the Sergeant called me?"
Karl
nodded. "So what happened?"
"Got
my leg shattered in an accident a few years ago."
"Ah."
Karl grinned inwardly. Apparently, Udo had moved on from the 'official' story
of falling down the stairs. 'Shattered in an accident' sure sounded more
impressive, that was true. And accidentally, it was closer to the truth as
well.
Another
spell of awkward silence separated them. And Karl felt bad for leaving his best
friend in the dark. A few lines of explanation from him would have been enough
to cut through this awkward stalemate, showing Udo that his old playmate was
still to be trusted.
But he
couldn't. It was safer to keep Danzig and Langenscheidt separate, and if he
were to pull that off in front of Udo, the less chummy he got with him as Karl
Langenscheidt, the better his chances of successfully luring his friend.
But Udo
seemed unwilling to give up testing the waters just yet. "So what have you
been doing since I last saw you?"
Karl
shrugged a little. "In theory trying to build up a career as an actor. In
practice I've been working as an office clerk."
"No
luck, huh?"
Another
shrug. "What about you?"
Udo
grimaced. "Studied."
Karl
returned the grimace. "Why am I not surprised." The real Karl would
have added in semi-jest, "Have you made professor yet?" It had been
their private joke whenever they met back then. But now he bit down on his lip
to hold his tongue. Getting too familiar with his friend wouldn't help keeping
his distance. So instead, he looked away again.
Udo
seemed to get the hint. For after another spell of awkward silence, he
announced with a sudden brusqueness, "Come on. I'll show you around."
And in a brisk tempo – his fake limp sure didn't slow him down – he went around
pointing out the Kommandant's quarters, the VIP hut, the dog pen ("Those
dogs are monsters!"), the camp kitchen, the guards' mess and the
prisoners' mess, the non-com club, the motorpool, and anything else that was
worth mentioning. And shortly before nine they were back in front of the
Kommandantur.
Udo
nodded at the building. "Well, there's your first assignment. You lucky
dog – I never got to work with Fräulein Helga." He sighed. "I'll see
you around then."
Karl
watched with a frown as his friend limped off to his other duties. What was
that all about? Could it be that Udo...? If his memory served him right, this
Helga sure was quite pretty, yes. Slowly, a little smile came to play around
his lips. For if he'd guessed right, it'd certainly open up some interesting
possibilities...
But that
was for later. First he'd have to go and type up reports. Oh well, at least it
was better than standing guard all day long and being bored out of your mind.
He
reinforced the anxious mask he had conjured up for his guard persona and
ascended the few steps to the Kommandantur with deliberate nervosity. A scared
glance in the direction of the guy standing watch there (and who completely
ignored him), a hesitant knock, and a friendly female voice called him to
enter. A gulp, and...
Yes. The
moment he saw her there was no doubt that this was the same girl who had
advised him to try and court Maryse the old-fashioned way a few years ago. She
had matured, yes, but that was about the only difference he noted at first
glance.
"Hello
there," she smiled. "How can I help you?"
Another
nervous gulp. "Um... g-guten Morgen, Fräulein. I was... I mean, the
Sergeant... S-Sergeant Schultz said you um... needed help with the um...
p-paperwork..."
She gave
him an even warmer smile, as if she wanted to reassure the poor bumbling guard
on her doorstep. "Yes, the Sergeant told me about you. You're the new
guard, aren't you - the one who used to work as an office clerk."
"J-jawohl,
Fräulein." So that was the reason he got assigned to the office. A
fortunate side-effect of his little lie, so to speak.
"How
are you on the typewriter?" Fräulein Helga inquired.
"N-not
so b-b-bad. We used it... a lot."
"Good."
She led him to a desk where a typewriter and a stack of papers and files were
waiting for him. "Then if you can start on these?"
He
already began to sit down, but she stopped him. "You better take off your
overcoat and your helmet. You don't need those in here."
"Yes.
Of course." Flustered, the young corporal did as he was told, and she
watched his clumsiness with some amusement. Her face really was an open book,
Karl reflected.
"By
the way, I'm Fräulein Helga," the young lady introduced herself just as he
was about to sit down at his appointed desk, causing him to stumble upright
again and with a bob and a salute and a clicking of the heels to stammer,
"L-l-langenscheidt. I mean... C-corporal Langenscheidt, F-fräulein."
Another
smile, and finally they settled down to work.
Despite
the fact that his claim of being an experienced office clerk was complete
bulldust, Karl thought the typing went pretty well. Much of the reports
consisted of mere routine matters, but there were a few more interesting ones
that bore the name 'Hogan' written all over them. For example this implausible
story about the spy Wagner...
Suddenly
he jumped to his feet, sending his chair flying into the wall as one of the
other doors was thrown open and a baldish officer out of the blue yelled for
Fräulein Helga.
They both
stared at him where he stood, shaking against the wall.
It was
Helga who saved the situation with some repressed mirth. "Herr Kommandant,
may I present Corporal Langenscheidt? It's his first day, and Sergeant Schultz
has assigned him to help me type up the arrears of paperwork. Corporal, this is
Colonel Klink, the camp's Kommandant."
Yeah,
he'd figured as much. Flustered, he came to attention.
The
Kommandant hastily returned the salute and waved him away. "At ease,
Corporal. Carry on. And Fräulein Helga, I want to see you in my office right
now."
"Jawohl,
Herr Kommandant." She cast him an encouraging smile before following the
man into his office, leaving her poor assistant to pick up his chair and
reclaim some of his dignity in solitude.
With a
private grin, Karl brought some order in the papers on his desk and resumed his
typing. A few more outbursts like this and he'd be pigeonholed as the jumpiest
guard in all of the Third Reich.
The next
occasion presented itself an hour or so later, when Colonel Hogan came waltzing
into the office without as much as a knock. "Whoa!" the American
officer went as he scattered back against the wall, sending papers and chair
flying again.
This time
Helga laughed out loud. "Take it easy, Corporal. He may be the enemy, but
he's mostly harmless."
Hogan
raised an eyebrow. "Mostly
harmless, you say? Come here and I'll show you..." He picked up some of
the papers off the floor and handed them to the shaking guard in the corner.
"Gee. If you are a representative example of your compatriots, this war
will be over even sooner than I thought."
"Don't
tease him, Colonel Hogan. It's only his first day," Helga chided him.
"Ah."
A grin. "Welcome to the madhouse then."
"D...
danke," Karl stammered as he began to inch his way back to his desk.
But the
American officer had already turned back to the young lady. "Is the big
shot in?" The way he put his arms around her as he said that made Karl all
the more grateful that Maryse hadn't gotten the job.
"Mm-mm."
He made a
move as to kiss her, but she pulled deftly away. "Colonel Hogan, please...
Not in front of an audience." Which made the audience even more grateful.
What would Klink's pretty secretary have to put up with without the accidental
presence of a clerk-guard like himself? Not that she seemed to mind, but...
"We'll
send the audience to study under Schultz," Colonel Hogan decided. "If
he wants to survive Stalag 13, he'll have to learn to see nothing, hear nothing
and know nothing. Got that, Corporal?"
"J-jawohl,
Colonel Hogan."
"Good
boy." A quick kiss for Fräulein Helga, and then he let go of her so she
could announce him to the Kommandant. Yet there was little announcing to do,
for he followed her straight in.
She shook
her head with a smile when she closed the door behind him.
"Is
he always so... so..." Karl ventured.
The smile
broadened. "It's just a game. He doesn't mean any harm." She picked
up a load of files and opened the filing cabinet, and Karl went back to his
typing.
Until the
phone rang, which made him jump again.
"Can
you get that for me, please, Corporal?" Fräulein Helga asked.
He
glanced at her – yes, she had her arms full of files. "Of course,
Fräulein." He carefully picked up the receiver. "Hello?"
"Is this the Kommandantur?"
a nervous voice asked.
"Yes."
Apparently he was not the only nervous guard around here.
"This is Private Schnüffis at the main
gate. We have a Gestapo Leutnant here who wants to leave. He has a pass indeed,
but we have no record of him entering. Can you please ask the Kommandant what
we should do?"
"Yes,
of course. Please hold." He put down the receiver and cast an anxious look
at Fräulein Helga. "Begging your p-pardon, Fräulein, b-but would it be
alright for me to d-disturb the K-kommandant while he is c-conferring with
C-c-colonel Hogan? Th-there is a problem at the m-main gate."
"Sure.
Go ahead." She just kept putting away files.
Nervously
he inched past her and knocked on the Kommandant's door.
"I cannot be disturbed!"
came Colonel Klink's voice from inside.
Alarmed
he glanced back at Fräulein Helga.
"Just
try again," was her advice.
So he
gulped, and knocked again.
"Come in," sounded the
Kommandant's exasperated reply.
More
fidgety than ever, Karl entered, almost tripped over the threshold and saluted
the all powerful Kommandant, while well aware of Colonel Hogan's very intense
scrutiny of him as well. The guy seemed to look straight through him, which
made his nervous act all the more realistic.
Meanwhile,
Kommandant Klink scolded, "Langenscheidt, are you hard of hearing or do
you need a trip to the front to sharpen your senses?"
Karl
almost saluted again to appease his angry superior officer, but instead he
stammered, "Th-the main g-gate is c-c-calling, b-begging the
K-kommandant's p-pardon. A G-g-gestapo Leutnant is there."
"Tell
him nothing!" the Kommandant replied in a reflex – clearly he was as
scared of the Gestapo as everyone else. But he added as nervously as Karl felt,
"What does he want?"
"Um...
to leave, Herr K-kommandant. He has a pass, but th-they have no record of him
entering."
"What
do I care!" Klink yelled. "If he wants out, let him out – the sooner,
the better! Dummkopf!"
"Jawohl,
Herr Kommandant. Certainly, Herr Kommandant." A flustered salute as he
began to back out of the room. "Right away, Herr Kommandant." He let
go of a shaky breath the moment the door was closed behind him.
And Helga
gave him a smile. "You'll get used to it. He's not so bad."
He took a
deep breath to compose himself. "I thought he was g-going to get me c-court-martialled..."
"He
wouldn't do that. Believe me, he's all bark and no bite." She nodded to
the phone. "You better tell the guys at the main gate what he said."
"What?
Oh! Yes."
The rest
of the day went by rather quietly with a fairly decent meal in the mess hall,
and more typing and establishing his anxious and clumsy character. But when he
nearly got run over by a runaway tank when he reported to the office for duty
the following day, he realized that guard duty in a camp where Colonel Hogan
was held prisoner was not likely to be very quiet...
"Papa Bear calling Red Ridinghood. Come
in, Ridinghood."
Maryse
glanced at the radio and back to the highly feverish face of her boy-friend.
She'd rather not leave his side for a second, but with Karl gone...
She
dashed to the radio nonetheless. After all, there was a good chance they were
calling to arrange the pick-up of that miracle medicine that could save Karl's
life. "Little Red Ridinghood here. Go ahead, Papa Bear."
"We've got the medicine, but things are
very tight here. How's the patient?"
"Not
good." She glanced at him, and swallowed with difficulty. "The fever
is really bad, and getting worse. He needs that stuff, Papa Bear."
"Alright. We'll try and get it through to
you somehow. Just hold on. Over and out."
She put
down the microphone and hid her face in her hands for a moment. "And
hurry," she whispered urgently. "Please, Colonel Hogan – please hurry!"
Helga
"Udo?"
Danzig stopped his friend as the other members of their 'drama club' filed out
of the parish hall after two hours of varied improvisation and impersonation
games.
"Yeah?"
Oskar
pulled him aside a little. "Got a little task for you. Are you free any
evening this weekend?"
Udo
frowned for a moment as he recalled his schedule. "I'm on duty most of the
weekend, but I've got Friday night off."
"Good.
Now from what Maryse tells me, I think the Kommandant's secretary might make a
worthy addition to our group."
Udo
gulped. "You mean Fräulein Helga?"
"Yes.
So I want you to ask her out for Friday night and..."
"Me?" Udo squeaked.
"Yes."
Oskar raised his eyebrows in surprise. "Why – is there a problem? I
thought you said you liked her."
Udo
heaved a sigh. "That is
the problem."
His
friend chuckled. "Don't tell me Cupid has made a bumbling fool out of
you?"
"Worse."
Udo shuffled a little with his feet. "I've tried to talk to her a few
times – you know, when she comes in the morning, or when she leaves. But the
moment I set eyes on her, I get completely tongue-tied. And my legs get so
wobbly they just won't move... It's awful."
Oskar
couldn't help a grin. "I know what you mean – I was just like that with
Maryse at first. But if you seriously want to get to know her, believe me, it's
worth the mortification."
Udo
sighed. "But asking her out... She's just going to turn me down. Half the
guards have already asked her, but she won't go out with anybody."
"But
she won't refuse this time," Oskar assured him. "Because we're going
on a double date. You just tell her that her old colleague Maryse Gotthardt
from the theatre in Duisburg is coming, too – with her boy-friend Oskar Danzig. She'll accept
the invitation, I promise you. No woman will pass up the opportunity to see the
result of her matchmaking with her very own eyes."
It was
two days till Friday, and Karl watched with growing amusement how Private
Steinmetz tried time and again to work up the nerve to walk up to Fräulein
Helga and ask her out – and chickened out every single time. It was obvious
that he needed some help, unless the pressure of the final day would finally
jolt him into action.
Apparently
Udo had come to that same conclusion. For the moment he and Sergeant Schmidt
had let him in at the gate that morning, he pulled his old playmate aside and
whispered urgently, "Karl, I need you to do me a real big favour."
Karl
raised his eyebrows. "What?"
"Can
you..." Udo glanced over his shoulder at the Sergeant. "Are you
working in the office again today?"
"I
suppose so, yes. Why?"
"Can
you... I know this sounds pathetic, but can you please ask Fräulein Helga to go out with me
tonight?"
Karl gave
him an incredulous look, while biting back his all too ready chuckle. "Me?
Why don't you ask her yourself?"
A
desperate sigh. "I've tried,
but..."
He was
interrupted by Sergeant Schmidt. "Hey Steinmetz, no time for chitchat now.
Help me open the gate!"
With a
pleading look at his old friend, imploring him not to go on to the office just
yet, Udo returned to his duties and helped to open the gate for the approaching
staff car. The three soldiers saluted dutifully as it drove in, and Sergeant
Schmidt bent down to the driver's window. "Guten Morgen, Herr Major. Heil
Hitler."
The
greeting was silently returned before the man next to the driver told him to
notify the Kommandant of this place immediately that General von Platzen had
arrived.
"Of
course, Herr Colonel." Schmidt bowed and clicked his heels.
"Langenscheidt, go to the Kommandant – quickly! – and tell him that
General von Platzen and his party have arrived."
Karl
jumped to a nervous attention, "Jawohl, Sergeant," and took off as
fast as his legs could carry him.
"If
you will just wait here a moment for Kommandant Klink's permission to enter the
camp?" Schmidt told the driver.
But from
the back of the car a rather high-pitched voice spoke up. "I will not wait. Who does this
Klink think he is, that I'd need his
permission to enter this rathole? Nonsense. Drive on, Fröbel." And before
Schmidt or Udo could stop them, the General's party drove on towards the
Kommandantur, high upon the heels of the running Langenscheidt.
Karl
burst into the office and without even acknowledging Fräulein Helga he stumbled
on towards the Kommandant's door, knocked, and entered without even waiting for
a reply. "Herr Kommandant," he began half out of breath before he had
even fully come to attention.
The
Kommandant – who apparently was in a meeting with Colonel Hogan – scowled
dangerously. "Did I ask for you, Langenscheidt?"
"Herr
Kommandant Klink," he panted, messing up the form of address in the
consternation. "General von Pleisen and his party are here."
Despite
his nervous corruption of the General's name, there was no doubt the Kommandant
knew exactly who he was talking about, for his eyes narrowed and he barked,
"Here? Where – how?"
"J-just
outside the building." Seeing how close upon his heels they had been, they
were probably about to enter this very room...
The
Kommandant however didn't seem to realize that yet. With two threatening steps
he stood in front of him, forcing Karl to take a surreptitious step back, and
he thundered in his face, "I gave strict instructions I was to be notified
the minute they came in the gate! Now I will find those responsible
and..." A gasp suddenly ended the outburst as realization hit him.
"Did you say 'just outside the building'...?"
Karl
nodded anxiously. "On their way in, Herr Kommandant," he stammered as
he heard the tell-tale commotion on the porch.
The
Kommandant instantly seemed to have forgotten about him, and with a nervous
glance at the enemy Colonel by the desk, Karl backed out of the room as fast as
he could. For he suddenly realized he didn't have his gun anymore – probably
dropped it in his mad dash over here. But the mere thought of the consequences
if the prisoners got hold of his
gun...
Frantically,
poor Corporal Langenscheidt sped right out of the office again, almost knocking
the General off the porch in his haste.
Now where had he lost that
blasted gun?
But he
already saw Udo waving him over to the gate. Perhaps Udo...?
Indeed.
"Here you are, you fool. You dropped this."
"Thanks."
Karl was breathless with gratitude.
"That's
okay. Just don't let it happen again." He pulled his old playmate aside
again. "But you can make it up to me right away. Can you please ask Fräulein Helga to
go out with me tonight? It's important!"
Karl
pulled away a bit. "Look, I'm really grateful that you saved my hide by
taking care of my gun. But why don't you ask her yourself? You're the one who
wants to go out with her!"
"I've
tried, really, I
have! But she's... I don't know – just... But I need to go out with her tonight. Tell her that
an old friend of hers is..."
"Look
mate." Karl stepped back and threw his retrieved gun over his shoulder.
"I'm sorry, but this is ridiculous. If you want me to pass on a note to
her – fine. But I'm not going to ask her out in your name. That's preposterous,
and you know it."
Despite
the refusal, Udo's face suddenly brightened – exactly as Karl had intended.
"A note! Why didn't I think of that?" He grabbed his old friend by
the shoulders. "Would you really do that for me – pass on a note to
her?"
But
before Karl could answer, a fierce explosion rocked the ground, and in a reflex
the two friends dove to the ground.
"What's
happening?" a panicky Karl yelled, but the next explosion drowned out any
reply Udo might have given.
Three...
four... five... six... No seven? No, it seemed that was all.
As soon
as he dared to lift his head, he heard Sergeant Schultz yelling across the
compound. "Herr Kommandant, I beg to report – a prisoner is missing!"
That
certainly got the Kommandant to his feet in a flash. "Sound the alarm! Let
loose the dogs!"
Hurriedly,
they scrambled to their feet, and Karl, who had yet to get training in this,
decided to simply follow Udo's lead.
Behind
him he heard the Kommandant shout, " The truck with the dogs! After them!
Go!"
The vet's
truck was just about to leave. In a moment they had surrounded it and... Karl's
jaw dropped. For there was Colonel Hogan, pulling open the back door of the
truck just as it started up, and out spilt not only a prisoner, but a whole
bunch of the monsterdogs as well! He and his fellow guards couldn't back away
from the beasts fast enough, but what was that...? One of the dogs walked up to
Colonel Hogan and... licked his face as he lay there on the ground? ! ?
He didn't
believe his eyes. Those killer dogs licked
a prisoner in the face? A prisoner,
of all people? What use were those dogs for guard duty if they were friends
with the prisoners? How had Colonel Hogan managed that?
Once
things had returned to normal, he finally was able to retreat to the office and
get a start on today's typing work. Fräulein Helga however was nowhere to be
seen – perhaps she was in with the Kommandant and the General.
The
morning passed with some more excitement when first Colonel Hogan exited the
Kommandant's office with a scowl the size of a scorpion on his face, followed
shortly afterwards by the visiting General, with the Kommandant – proud as a
peacock – strutting in his wake.
"He's
been promoted to Berlin, to be in charge of all prison camps," Helga
replied to his hesitant inquiry. And she grimaced. "The General wants me
to come along, too, but I'm not going anywhere near that creep again. There are
limits to what a girl will put up with for the Fatherland!"
He nodded
in compassion, but couldn't help worrying a little, too. Hadn't Colonel Hogan
said the Kommandant was a great asset to their work? He wasn't quite sure in
what way that was, but the scowl on the American's face just now spoke volumes.
He clearly wasn't happy about the Kommandant's promotion.
Perhaps
he could find a way to keep the Kommandant here after all? Perhaps if...?
A wild
roar outside made them both jump.
"What
was that?" Karl shuddered. "Are we attacked by monsters?"
Helga
sniggered, and then they both recognized the sound of some irate tirade
outside. "I'd say it sounds more like an angry Inspector General,"
she said with a touch of humour. She went over to the window. "Yep. He's
fallen down a collapsed tunnel."
Five
minutes and another explosion that had Karl diving under his desk later, an
utterly dejected Kommandant Klink came into the office again.
Fräulein
Helga addressed him right away. "Herr Kommandant, about what the General
said regarding my coming to Berlin with you..."
The
Kommandant raised a tired hand to forestall any further effusions. "I will
not be going to Berlin, Fräulein. You may as well consider me shot." And
with a visible shudder he disappeared in his office, closing the door behind
him with a decisive click.
Anxiously,
Karl raised his eyebrows at her, but she merely shrugged in return. "Don't
ask me. I know nothing – nothing!"
"Did
you ask her yet?" The moment he entered the guards' mess, Udo sidled up to
him.
And Karl
sighed. "No. I said I'd pass on a note, remember? And you haven't given me
any note yet."
"But
I don't have pen and paper on me!" Udo yammered.
Another
sigh. "Then let's have lunch quickly, and then you can come to the office
with me. We've got lots of paper and pens there."
Udo
groaned. "And what if she's
there?"
"Then
I guess you won't need that note. Now come on."
They
quickly finished their bowl of well-filling peasoup and returned to the office.
"No
one there," Karl murmured over his shoulder as he opened the door. "I
just hope I won't get in trouble for this. What is the punishment for guards
breaking the rules?"
Udo
shivered. "Walking a post outside the fence if you're lucky. Or
else..."
Karl
gulped. That was clear enough... "Well, we better be quick then. Before
anyone comes back."
Udo nodded,
and ready to run, the two guards crept inside. "I'm really not supposed to
be here, you know," Udo whispered. "If Sergeant Schultz catches me
here, or worse – the Kommandant... I'm dead meat."
"Then
you better write that note quickly." And nervously, Karl placed a paper
and a pencil in front of him. "Hurry up."
Perched
on the edge of Fräulein Helga's chair, Udo began to scribble his message to
her. But he didn't get far, for the door opened and... Fräulein Helga herself
walked in.
Udo's
startled reaction was remarkably similar to Corporal Langenscheidt's trademark
scramblings on such occasions, and as always, it made Fräulein Helga chuckle.
"So
there is two of you nervous rabbits now, eh?" She granted Udo a
knee-wobbling smile. "Hello, Private." She picked up the paper that
had fluttered to the floor and handed it back to him.
Apart
from accepting his note on autopilot, Udo stood absolutely petrified in his
corner, staring at her with big, anxious – yes, rabbit eyes.
She gave
him a friendly nod. "Please, don't let me disturb you." And she
picked up a pile of files and opened the filing cabinet in the far corner.
He
gulped, and glanced at his old comrade in the other corner.
"So ask her alright,"
Karl mouthed to him with equally large eyes.
A
difficult gulp, closing his eyes for a moment and... "Fräulein, c-can I...
Would you... I mean... I have ehm..."
"Yes?"
Fräulein Helga prompted neutrally as her suitor fell silent.
A deep
breath for courage, and, "I have a friend who would like to see you again,
and I was wondering if you'd want to go out with me tonight to meet her,"
he rushed out.
She
raised her eyebrows rather skeptically. "A friend, huh?"
Udo
nodded fervently. "So will you go out with me tonight?"
But
Fräulein Helga was not so easily drawn in. "And who is this 'friend' of
yours?"
Udo
didn't get a chance to reply, for the door opened again (making the two
soldiers jump in their respective corners), and in stormed a sour-faced
Kommandant Klink. But he stopped in his tracks when he noticed Udo hovering
against the back wall. "Private, what are you doing here? Out!"
And
tethering on the end of his nerves as he already was, poor Udo simply fled...
As soon
as the Kommandant had disappeared in his office slamming the door behind him,
Helga shrugged and resumed her filing work.
Karl
watched her for a moment with indecision. Should he interfere, or...? It was
unlikely that Udo would be able to muster the courage to approach the young
lady again after
this debacle, so perhaps... "Aren't you going to ask the Private who this
friend was?" he ventured at last.
Fräulein
Helga shrugged. "It's probably all eyewash anyway. Half the guards have
been asking me out already, and you wouldn't believe the outrageous excuses
they come up with to entice me to accept."
Karl swallowed.
That didn't bode well... "But how do you know Steinmetz doesn't really know an old friend of
yours? The least you could do is hear him out – that only seems fair."
She
turned to him with a sigh and put down the last files. "Alright, I'll hear
him out. Where is he supposed to be?"
Karl
picked up the duty roster. "I think he should be guarding the
motorpool."
"Alright."
She picked up her cardigan and put it on. "Back in five."
It was
nearly ten minutes however before she returned – with a radiant smile on her
face. "You were right," she told him without being prompted. "He
does know an old friend of mine. And
her boy-friend, whom I happened to help to get together with her. That'd be
really neat seeing them again – I haven't seen them for years!"
And Karl
smiled to himself. Once again, his insight in the female mind had been spot on.
Despite
the fact that they had worked together for a mere two months, Maryse and Helga
greeted each other as long-lost friends at the Hofbrau that evening.
"Maryse!
It's so good to see you again!" Hug, kiss, kiss.
"You
don't look so bad yourself either. I was so surprised when I heard that you had
gotten the secretary job in the prison camp! So tell me – what's it like?"
"Oh
well, just another job. A girl's got to make a living somehow." She looked
over Maryse's shoulder to where the two gentlemen were watching the reunion
scene. "And to think that you're still with him! I confess I had never expected that! I guess he wasn't so
bad after all, was he?"
Danzig –
in the same southern-looking disguise with which Helga had always known him –
smirked. "No, I believe she's quite content with me." They all
laughed, and Oskar continued, "Which reminds me – I don't think I've ever
properly thanked you for your advice at the time, have I? Then let me do so
now, for without your invaluable help, I would never have been able to 'secure
her affections' as they say."
Helga
beamed at him. "I'm glad I could be of service. But to see you two still
being together after what – three years? Four? That's thanks enough for
me."
They
settled down at a table for four, and ordered a good meal. There was talk and
laughter all through dinner as the three old acquaintances indulged in
reminiscences of Oskar's courting the girl of his dreams, and to some degree
caught up with the others' lives since then. In the course of the evening, even
Udo got over the worst of his timidity with the girl of his dreams, and he, too,
began to join in their happy discourse.
But when
dinner was well over, Oskar suddenly stood. "It was a real pleasure
meeting you again, Helga, but unfortunately Udo and I still have some business
to attend to tonight."
Udo
scowled at him – he certainly didn't want to leave yet.
But
Maryse jumped right in. "Then why don't you come back to my place? I've
got some real coffee saved for a special occasion. I think this qualifies as
such, don't you?"
Helga
nodded eagerly. "And then we can have some proper girl talk, too, just
like the old times." She gave Oskar a teasing grin. "And gossip about
you men, of course."
But he
merely chuckled. "Sounds indeed like you two don't need us to amuse
yourselves. Well, ladies, if we may help you into your coats then?"
A few
minutes later they parted on the doorstep of the Hofbrau, and shortly
afterwards Helga found herself in the tiny kitchen of Richterstraβe 18, watching Maryse
grind a handful of precious coffeebeans.
"Nice
place," she commented appreciatively. "You don't know how lucky you
are to have a place all to yourself. I live in a boarding-house for now. It's
okay, and it's close to the camp, but still..."
Maryse
nodded. "Yes, I was very lucky to get this. It's small, yes, but I have a
lot more privacy here than I'd have in a boarding-house." She put the coffee
in the filter and poured the first dose of boiling water on before joining her
former colleague at the small kitchen table.
Helga
rested her chin on her fists. "So tell me all the details now: how come
you two aren't married yet? At least you're not wearing a ring, so..."
Maryse
looked down at her ringless fingers for a moment. She knew she had to watch
herself in what she revealed tonight, especially since Helga had proven more
than once that she was exceptionally perceptive – exactly the reason why Karl
would like her to join their team. "Well..." she hesitated.
"It's a long story, really. And by the time I finally came to realize that
I loved him, too, we were living in a world at war."
"So?"
Helga grimaced. "That's three years ago. Don't tell me you've been engaged
for three whole years?"
Maryse
shrugged a little. "It just didn't seem right to get married with so much
horror around us. We talked about it of course, but we simply decided to wait
until the war is over."
"You're
kidding... That could be years!" Suddenly Helga hesitated. "Are you
sure he really does
want to marry you? That he's not leading you on, I mean? He seems nice enough
for sure, but... Has he even asked you?"
All of a
sudden Maryse froze. "Now that you mention it – no, I don't think he's
ever really asked me. Not officially, I mean. But we've talked about it quite a
lot and believe me, he's absolutely serious about wanting to marry me. Always
has been, too, from the very beginning." She got up and poured some more
boiling water in the filter, using the distraction to force the sudden frown
from her face. Of course Karl
wanted to marry her... How could there be any doubt?
"So
how about you?" she inquired as she sat down again. "Do you have a
boy-friend or anything?"
Helga
shook her head. "So far the men seem to be mainly interested in my looks,
and I hate that. I want someone who likes me for who I am – not just because of
my pretty face."
Maryse
chuckled. "Yeah, I heard you've already turned down half the guard corps
in camp."
Helga
sighed. "I barely know these guys – why would I want to go out with them?
And besides, I don't want to play favourites by accepting one invitation and
turning down another. That would only cause envy among them, and then I'd have
to accept them all to make peace again, and where would that leave my
reputation? I'd be known as the local army-whore – no, thank you!"
"But
you accepted Udo's invitation tonight."
"Yes,
but I told him right away that I'd only come because I wanted to see you and
Oskar again." She frowned. "How did you know Udo by the way?"
"He's
a friend of Oskar's."
"Ah."
Silence,
in which the filter was filled up a third time.
"And
what about that Colonel Hogan?"
Helga
raised her eyebrows. "What about him?"
Maryse
smirked. "I hear you're pretty flirtatious around him whenever he comes into
the office."
Helga's
blush went all the way up to the roots of her hair. "Who told you
that?"
"Udo
of course."
"How
would he know?
He's never in the office."
"Maybe
not, but the guy who's been assigned as your assistant is an old friend of
Udo's." She chuckled as she saw Helga roll her eyes and teased,
"Welcome to the country, my dear – this isn't exactly anonymous
Duisburg."
"So
I see," Helga muttered.
Maryse
chuckled, and finally poured the coffee and pushed the milk and sugar in her
friend's direction. She certainly proved to be as open and talkative as she
remembered her – hopefully the coffee would help in furthering the confidential
atmosphere.
"Mm,"
Helga mused with her eyes closed as she took her first sip. "Haven't had
this in a long time..."
For a
while, they just sipped their steaming hot treat in silence, but at last,
Maryse repeated, "So what about this Colonel Hogan?"
"What
about him?"
"Well,
do you like him, is he handsome... You know, the usual."
Helga
smiled. "He's handsome alright. And a little crazy, too."
Maryse
chuckled. "I once knew a few Americans, too. When I lived in England.
They, too, were a little... odd. Crazy, as you say."
Helga
grinned. "Maybe that's the American trademark?"
They both
chuckled at that, and another companiable silence ensued as they enjoyed their
coffee.
Helga was
the first to break it this time. "Do you know many Americans?"
Maryse
thought for a moment. "Half a dozen maybe. But that was in England. I
don't think I've met any since we came back to Germany."
"Colonel
Hogan was the first American I've ever met," Helga told her somewhat
dreamily. "And some specimen he
is... I've always been fascinated by anything American – already when I was a
little girl. I'd love to go to America after the war."
Maryse's
expression wavered between worry and skepticism. "Don't tell me you're
trying to get that Colonel Hogan to be your ticket to America?"
"No,
nothing like that." Helga folded her hands around her coffeemug.
"It's hard to explain, but..." She halted, and looked up in her
friend's eyes. "Do you recall how we sometimes used to talk about what was
going on in this country?"
Maryse
nodded silently.
And Helga
searched her face. "And do you still think there is... you know... what we
agreed about back then?"
"A
lot wrong," Maryse quietly completed, never letting go of her friend's
eyes.
"Yes."
Helga let out a sigh of relief. "And to be honest, I don't want Germany to
win this war. We don't need Hitler ruling the world, so I want the Allies to
win. So I'm helping Colonel Hogan in any way I can. Even if I can but guess at
what I'm actually helping him with. But whatever he asks, I give to him as far
as it is within my possibilities."
A long
silence ensued, punctuated by their sips of coffee. Talk about being honest almost to a fault,
Maryse reflected. If that went
for her, it seemed to go even more for young Helga Lindner. Would she...?
A deep
breath. "Helga... would you like to do more
to help the Allies win?"
Helga
looked up. "You mean...? Of course I would. But I..." Suddenly she
sat up. "You mean you
are part of the Resistance?" Highly perceptive as always...
A silent
nod was all the reply she got.
Helga just
stared at her, struggling with her disbelief. "I had no idea women did
that, too! I thought it was more something for young men."
Maryse
had a sad shrug. "Young men are sent off to die at the front. And someone has to stand up and
make a difference. So why can't we women help to make that difference?"
Helga
frowned. "I suppose you're right. So what do you do?"
"Basically,
we help civilians who've gotten in trouble. And we try to sabotage the German
war effort wherever we can."
"And
how can I help?"
Maryse
shook her head. "That's not for me to decide. Do you like acting?"
Another
frown. "Like in the theatre? What's that got to do with it?"
A smile.
"Because we're meeting under the pretense of being a drama club. And up to
a point, we are."
A sudden
grin lit up Helga's face. "With a certain Herr Oskar Danzig as the
director, I bet."
Maryse
had a rather tense smile, for that was not something she had intended to reveal
just yet. That exceptional perception of Helga's sure did have its downsides...
"So
when and where does this drama club meet?" her guest inquired.
A deep
breath. "I'll meet you under the trees at the Wilhelmsplatz, Tuesday
evening around seven, okay?"
Helga
grinned. "Okay."
But
Maryse remained deadly serious. "And not a word to anyone, understood? This is
not a game, Helga," she emphasized, stressing every word. "And we're
not an ordinary drama club either. One casual word to the wrong person and
we're all dead. Is that clear?"
Helga
nodded. "Don't worry – I know how today's world works. They won't hear a
peep from me."
"Good."
Maryse let out a sigh.
And
suddenly Helga reached out across the table, and quietly she said, "And
I'm really sorry for doubting Oskar's intentions with you. Now I understand why
you two can't get married yet. Far too dangerous for both of you."
Maryse
bit her lip and looked away. "I just want this horrid war to end,"
she whispered. "For the people, for the soldiers, for the world... But if
I'm really
honest..." She closed her eyes as in agony. "Most of all for
me..."
Water
The moment
Udo walked into the parish hall he let go of his limp, and with a much
promising grin he walked over to the drama group's director.
Oskar
raised his eyebrows. "What's up?"
Udo
pulled him away from the others. "I ran into a guy from my student fraternity
in Düsseldorf today – Michael is his name. And when he heard that I pass my
days as a lowly prison guard, he got a little too talkative for his own good –
and for the good of his company. It turns out that he's working on nuclear
experiments with heavy water. You know, the stuff they use to try and make an
H-bomb."
Oskar
nodded. "I know. And?"
"He
told me they'd gotten that water especially from Norway – a whole barrel of it!
And believe me, that stuff isn't so easy to get hold of. So I thought perhaps
we could steal it and get rid of it – that'd set them back a fair bit."
A glint
appeared in Oskar's eye. "Nice thinking. Where is this place – do you know
it?"
"The
IG Fröbel laboratory in the village of Erkelenz, just west of here, close to
the border. To avoid the bombing obviously. I wouldn't be surprised if they
were into all kinds of nasty weapons."
Oskar
nodded. "Probably, yes. Anything else you can tell me about the
laboratory?"
"Only
that he mentioned that the Fröbel complex was heavily guarded, so it might not
be so easy to get in."
"Unless
you're one of them,"
Oskar smirked.
"What
do you mean?"
But his
friend shook his head. "I'll have to think this over properly first. But I
think I've already got an idea as to how to get hold of that water."
Oskar
wouldn't say anything else on the subject, so Udo let it be and enjoyed their
drama games for the night. Once again, Oskar made him act out leadership roles
over and over again. He'd been doing that a lot lately – clearly he was
training his friend to be able to take command of a mission if necessary.
And a few
days later, Udo found his friend on his doorstep one evening. "Care for a
walk?" Oskar asked casually.
"Sure.
Why not." Udo grabbed his jacket, stuck his head around the kitchen-door
to tell his mother he was going for a walk, and the next minute the two friends
sauntered off along the road leading out of town.
As soon
as they'd left the town behind them, Oskar switched gears from casual chitchat
to the problem at hand. "I've been looking into that project of yours.
It's certainly viable – we should be able to get hold of that water."
Udo
grinned. "Good work."
"Question
is..." Oskar remained completely serious. "What do we do with the
stuff once we got it? Can it be used for anything but bombs?"
Udo shook
his head. "Not that I know of. Its only value – its immeasurable value –
lies in the making of those bombs."
"So
we'll have to destroy it somehow. Or simply get rid of it." Oskar frowned.
"It is pretty much water, isn't it. Perhaps if we just empty that barrel
somewhere along the road...?"
Udo
chuckled. "I wouldn't do that, if I were you. You'd kill off the entire
area. Heavy water," he went into lecturer's mode, "Causes all living
things to stop growing. Cells aren't regenerated anymore, and propagation
systems will be damaged beyond control. Within one generation, all life will
cease to exist if it gets seriously poisoned with heavy water."
"And
what if we water it down with normal water? Like pouring it into the
Rhine?"
"Not
good enough. It'd simply affect a larger area to a lesser degree."
"Then
how can we destroy
it?"
"I
don't know."
"Well,
you're the scientist."
"That
doesn't mean I know how to destroy heavy water. Look." He spread out his
hands. "The whole point of heavy water is that it doesn't exist in nature.
You have to go through a whole lot of trouble to make it, and that I can do. But it's so
darned valuable, that I don't think anyone has ever bothered to try and
discover how to safely destroy it effectively. Why would they want to do that
when they've got hard-earned gold on their hands?"
"Can't
you simply reverse the process?"
"I
don't know." Udo pondered the question for a moment. "It's doubtful,
but it might be possible. It'd be worth a try if you got the equipment for it.
But I can hardly show up in Düsseldorf with a barrel of heavy water in tow, and
tell my professors that I want to experiment with turning it into regular water
again. Who's ever heard of turning wine into water?"
Oskar
sighed. "But I can hardly hide that barrel of wine of yours in the cellar
either, can I."
Udo
agreed, and they walked on together in silence for a while.
"Alright,
here is what we'll do," Oskar said at last. "We'll go in together,
with you as the officer and me as your aide."
"Why
not the other way around?" Udo inquired.
"Because
I don't know the first thing about this stuff, and it's right up your alley of
expertise – that's why. Besides, I want you to get some serious practice in
taking on the part of the leader, and what better opportunity than to do so in
a situation where you outclass me in the first place? And you've been taking on
leader roles a lot in our drama games lately. I think you're ready to try it
out for real."
Udo cast
him a sharp glance. "Why? Is there something you're not telling me?"
Danzig
shrugged. "Merely that I'm not immortal." He forestalled his friend's
protest with a curt gesture. "Face it, Udo – you guys are far too
dependent on me. My own fault, I suppose, but where does that leave you guys if
I'd be the one to
get caught or shot one day? I'm no more immune to that than any of you are, you
know. So if it should happen, it'd be good if there'd be someone who can take
over right away. And from what I've seen in our group, I think that should be
you."
Udo
remained silent.
"And
I'd rather give you a chance to practise that role with me at your side to back
you up if necessary. To let you build up your confidence." He grimaced.
"Believe me – being promoted out of the blue to be the leader of a
resistance group is no picnic."
Udo glanced
at his friend. "Is that what happened to you?" Oskar hardly ever
opened up about his past.
And
Danzig nodded. "And I was quite a bit younger than you are now. And still
raw from watching our leader being killed the night before."
They walked
on in silence, Danzig with his head in the past, and Udo eager to learn more,
but hesitant to ask for his friend's confidence.
"We've
been incredibly fortunate so far," Danzig at last continued. "Your
broken leg is the only serious injury we've ever had to deal with. But the way
things are, that can't possibly keep up forever. Some day, someone is going to
get shot, or caught by the Gestapo... And that may just as well be me. We need
to be prepared for that."
Udo
nodded. "I understand. And I'll do my best." He hesitated. "So
what do we do with Erkelenz? And with that barrel of heavy water once we get
hold of it?"
Oskar
smirked. "We'll drop it in Colonel Hogan's lap. For he's got something
that we don't: access to experts in London. Let them figure out how to get rid
of the stuff."
The small
truck squeaked to a halt at the closed gate of the IG Fröbel complex in
Erkelenz.
"Heil
Hitler," the driver greeted as a guard emerged from his box.
"Heil
Hitler," he returned. "What is your business here?"
"I
am Captain Harold Müller," the fortyish officer next to the driver took
over. "And I am here to conduct a surprise inspection to determine the
progress being made in the development of the H-bomb." He frowned.
"Our beloved Führer is getting impatient."
The guard
looked doubtful. "Can I see your orders, bitte, Herr Kapitän?"
Without a
word, the Captain reached into this pocket and pulled out a small stack of
neatly folded papers.
The guard
scanned them thoroughly before handing them back. "In Ordnung, Herr
Kapitän. You can park the truck to your right here, and report to the reception
desk. I will inform Dr. Streichholz of your visit."
He opened
the gate for them, and slowly, the small truck turned into the compound. The
car was parked as directed, and within minutes, Captain Müller and his aide
strode into the main entrance and announced themselves at reception.
"Dr.
Streichholz is on his way down," the lady behind the desk informed them.
"He'll be just a minute. If you gentlemen perhaps would like to sit
down?"
But
before they could, the lift door opened and an agitated man in a white lab coat
stepped out into the reception area. "What is this? Are you this Captain
Müller?"
"Yes,
Herr Doktor." The Captain brought the Hitler salute, and it was hastily
returned.
"What
is this nonsense about a surprise inspection? Why wasn't I notified of
that?"
Captain
Müller's mouth twitched a little. "My good man, if you had been informed
in advance, it wouldn't be much of a surprise
inspection, would it?"
The
doctor had to grant him that, but he continued to object nonetheless. "But
how are we supposed to do our work with inspectors hanging over our shoulders?
We are making good progress, and we dutifully report our findings to the
National Science Board. This inspection is a waste of time – both yours and
mine!"
Captain
Müller shrugged apologetically. "I have my orders, Herr Doktor. I'm just
doing my duty."
"Hmpf."
"Now
if you could please show us around your laboratories? Your time clearly is very
valuable, so we better get this over and done with."
Another
grunt. "Alright then. But under protest."
The
Captain nodded. "Your protest is noted. Now if we can just get on with
it?"
Still
grumbling, the doctor led them into the elevator. And behind his back, Udo
stole a quick glance at his friend. He got an almost imperceptible nod in
return, and relieved that he was doing fine so far, he followed Dr. Streichholz
into the laboratory on the third floor, where he clearly surprised the man by
asking exactly those questions that showed his considerable expertise in the
field.
"Are
you a scientist yourself perhaps?" Dr. Streichholz inquired with
curiosity.
Captain
Müller nodded, and took out a small notebook. "I've got a degree in both
chemistry and engineering. It wouldn't do to send in an inspector who doesn't
have a clue what he's looking at, would it?"
"No.
Of course not," the doctor agreed. He suddenly seemed a bit more
positively disposed towards his unannounced visitor, and began to garnish their
tour of the lab with scientific gibberish that went way over Karl's head, but
judging by the doctor's reactions to Captain Müller's remarks and questions,
apparently Udo had no trouble following the man's explanations.
And there
was the sign: Udo rubbed his chin. Karl waited patiently for the two to finish
discussing this particular part of the project, and when they finally moved on,
he followed right in their wake – but not without his hand unobtrusively
reaching out to the dial and turning it oh so little to the left. Not enough to
draw immediate attention, but enough to mess up whatever experiment they were
conducting with it...
The
procedure repeated itself a few times as they wandered purposefully around the
third floor labs, and then onto those on the fourth floor. Karl saw Udo stiffen
once – probably because he detected his old study comrade among the lab
personnel. But he recovered himself immediately, and by the looks of it, Dr. Streichholz
was so engrossed in his scientific elaborations that he hadn't noticed the
momentary break of character.
And so
came the tour to an end.
"Well,
I hope you'll be able to give a positive report about us to your superiors,
Herr Kapitän," the doctor said.
Captain
Müller nodded absent-mindedly as he added the last few notes to his list. He
frowned, and let his finger run by his notes. "I will certainly report
that you are doing mighty good work here, Herr Doktor. But
unfortunately..." He swallowed quickly. "The Weinbach research
complex in Berlin has a higher efficiency rating than the IG Fröbel. They've
made considerably more progress than you have here." He saw the doctor
turning purple, and quickly dealt his final blow before the man could get a
word in. "Therefore, in order to force a speedy break-through, the Führer
in all his wisdom has decided that all the available heavy water will be
assigned to the most efficient research complex." He looked up. "That
means the Weinbach facility will get your full supply of heavy water."
Dr.
Streichholz exploded. "What? They can't do that! We got that water from
Norway with our own funds!"
"Herr
Doktor." Captain Müller calmly put his notes away. "Are you standing
in the way of scientific progress that is likely to help us win the war?"
"Of
course not! But...!"
"Then
you will agree that resources should be allocated where they are used in the
most efficient manner, do you not?"
"Yes,
but..." Dr. Streichholz heaved a sigh. He knew when he was outmanoeuvered.
"It seems so unfair. Why can't they get their own heavy water? Why do they
have to take ours?"
"I'm
sure it's nothing personal, Herr Doktor," Captain Müller assured him.
"We all have to make sacrifices for the war effort."
"Yes,
but to lose to Weinbach...
What makes them so much better than us?"
The
Captain took out his notes again and consulted them. "They work faster for
one thing. Which also means they go through their supplies a lot faster than
the IG Fröbel does. I suspect that there lies the secret of their
success."
"Hm.
Speed in scientific discovery is not necessarily a good thing, you know."
Captain
Müller sighed. "I know. But our glorious Führer wants to see results, and
he wants to see them fast. I'm afraid they grasped that idea a little better at
Weinbach's."
Dr.
Streichholz nodded in defeat. "Alright then. And what are we at IG Fröbel
to do in the meantime?"
"I
expect the National Science Board will get back to you soon with new
orders." The Captain nodded to his aide. "If you would be so kind
then, Dr. Streichholz, as to show my aide where you keep your supply of heavy
water? We are expected back in Berlin, so we can take it right with us."
The
doctor's eyes narrowed. "Just the two of you? To protect such valuable
cargo? Isn't that asking for trouble, Herr Kapitän?"
"We'll
be alright," Udo assured him. "The less attention we attract, the
less chance of someone getting interested in our cargo. And what can be more
inconspicuous than a mere Captain and his aide in a small truck?"
"I
still don't like it," Dr. Streichholz insisted. "No offence, Captain,
but this is heavy water
we're talking about." He drew himself up. "I'll send ten guards with
you to make sure you get this valuable cargo safely to Berlin."
"Really,
Herr Doktor." Udo glanced nervously at his silent companion. "That
won't be necessary." He saw Oskar give him a tiny shake of the head. What
the heck did that mean – did he want him to keep protesting, or did he want him
to give in and accept the impractical offer?
"But
I insist," the doctor was saying. "Remember – it's still my heavy water you're
handling, Captain. So..."
"Alright
then," Udo sighed, hoping he did what Oskar wanted him to do. "Send
along your guards if you have to. But hurry along now, will you? It's a long
way back to Berlin, and we'd like to get going."
Fifteen
minutes later they drove out of the gate, with a dejected Dr. Streichholz
staring after them. He had personally made sure that the barrel with heavy
water was properly secured in the back of the truck, and had ordered two of the
guards to ride in the back with it, one on the roof, and guards on motorcycles
in front, behind and on either side of the truck. It looked as if they were
transporting a shipment of diamonds...
"Good
work," Oskar said quietly as he turned onto the main road to Düsseldorf.
"But
did you really want those guards to come along?" Udo inquired uncertainly.
"Honestly, I had no idea what you meant!"
"I'd
rather not, of course, but the guy was right," Oskar explained. "A
shipment like this would
be heavily guarded, so it would only make him suspicious if you kept resisting
the offer."
"So
what do we do now?"
Oskar
shrugged. "Exactly what we planned to do. It'd be way too risky to be on
the road with this valuable cargo in the dark, so we'll have to find a safe
place to stay the night."
"And
what safer place than a POW-camp?" Udo filled in with a grin.
"Exactly."
Oskar reciprocated the grin. "And what do you know – there happens to be
one only a good dozen miles from here, right along the road from Erkelenz to
Berlin!"
Of course
– nothing in life is quite that easy. Instead of a calm ride to Stalag 13, they
ended up in the middle of an air raid, with most of their assigned guards
scattering into the bushes at the wayside.
But Oskar
nudged his 'boss'. "Come on – take charge!" he hissed.
Udo shot
him a panicky glare – he'd much rather dive for the bushes himself. But there
were still some of Dr. Streichholz's guards within sight and earshot, so
clearly he had to say something.
"Sergeant, go check on our cargo!" was all he could come up with.
Immediately,
Oskar lifted the canvas behind him and crawled into the back of the truck. Udo
himself got out the normal way – anywhere was better than in a truck during an air
raid – and scurried around to the back. Other than the bushes, there was no
cover in sight.
"Sergeant!"
he called when he got to the back of the truck. Surely Oskar didn't mean to
stay in there?
"Jawohl,
Herr Kapitän?" he heard Oskar's voice from behind the canvas.
"Come
here."
Danzig
jumped out the back.
"Give
me the map," Udo ordered. Those two guards inside the truck stubbornly
remained, and neither the one lying on the roof had fled, so he had to put on a
bit of a show, even with bombs falling around his ears.
He
struggled nervously to unfold the map, but even then, the wind made it
difficult to hold it steady enough to make out its features in the semi
darkness. So he knelt down to hold it down on the ground, and Oskar – producing
a cigarette lighter that was in constant danger of being extinguished in the
wind – followed his example.
"The
bombing is much to heavy to continue," Udo stated the obvious through
gritted teeth.
"Should
we take cover here?" Oskar deliberately asked the silly question to set up
for the desired outcome.
And it
felt so totally wrong to say this, but... "Dummkopf! With what we are
carrying? Do you realize what will happen to us if we do not deliver this cargo
to Berlin safely?"
The
little flame was blown out just as Danzig shivered, "The Russian
front..."
"Ja.
We will be just in time for the winter sports."
Danzig
snickered, but Udo favoured him with another glare. With bombs still whistling
through the air, he was in no mood for jokes. Even though the bombs didn't seem
to be aimed in their direction, all he wanted was to get to safety. And the
sooner, the better.
"Ah!
We're only a few minutes away from a POW-camp. That is where we will go."
He folded the map and got up.
"Will
our cargo be safe there, Herr Kapitän?"
Udo
rolled his eyes at his friend's innocent tone. "The Allies would never
bomb their own men." He tapped the map in his hands. "Stalag 13 – the
toughest POW-camp in all of Germany!" And under his breath he added,
"And stop acting so bloody stupid, will you? That's probably the one thing
you don't do very
convincingly."
Danzig
merely grinned. "Let's go then."
After having
impressed upon the guards that no matter who was asking, they were to reply
that they were guarding a mere barrel of water, it was time for the charade
that Udo feared the most: meeting Kommandant Klink. It was a scene he had
rehearsed for hours in multiple variations with his friend (Oskar could do such
an uncanny impersonation of the camp's Kommandant that it was hard to believe
he only knew the man from hearsay), and fortunately for him, once he managed to
wedge in his opening line, the situation pretty much evolved along the script
of one of his practised variations, and ended with him being offered the use of
the guest quarters.
"Now
we only need to wait until Colonel Hogan takes the bait," he whispered to
his friend once he had placed the guards around the truck with machineguns and
sandbags and all.
Oskar
grinned and nodded towards barracks 2, where Colonel Hogan and some of his men
were lounging against the wall. "I don't think we'll need to wait long.
Now go and enjoy your guest quarters – I'll handle Colonel Hogan."
And
handle him he did. In no time, the hapless American Colonel had 'conned' him
into obtaining a sample of the so-called water – and then it grew quiet. It was
mainly Kommandant Klink who kept up an avid interest in their cargo, insisting
on inspecting it regularly. But apparently, Colonel Hogan had lost interest.
Had he
perhaps been unable to establish that this was precious heavy water? From what
they'd seen of the man's resources so far, that seemed highly unlikely.
Or were
they guarding it a bit too
closely for the Colonel to chance it? Considering what he'd seen the man pull
off, that was highly unlikely as well – but at least that was something that
was easily remedied.
So with
Udo pretending to have his ulcer acting up, requiring him to stay put for an
extra day or so, Danzig got Schultz to take over his duty of guarding the truck
for the second night, and the two friends hid in the guest quarters, taking
turns at watching the nearby truck from behind the curtains.
And right
as rain, in the darkest hours of the night the Kommandant showed up.
"Ah, good evening, Sergeant,"
Udo heard him say. He peeked around the curtain, and gestured for Oskar to join
him.
"Jawohl, Herr Kommandant. Good evening,"
came Schultz's voice floating back to them through the open window.
"I want you to give me a hand with this
barrel."
Udo
raised his eyebrows.
"And what are we going to do with it,
Herr Kommandant?" they heard Schultz's puzzled inquiry.
"We are going to take it to my office,
and then we're going to replace it with another barrel of water."
"How
did he find
out?" Udo mouthed annoyed to his friend.
But
Danzig merely shrugged, focused as he was on the ongoing discourse outside.
"But it is supposed to go to Berlin, Herr
Kommandant." Schultz.
"Now that will be just between you and
me, Sergeant." Klink.
"I don't know, Herr Kommandant..."
they heard Schultz hesitate.
"Obersergeant," Klink
interrupted him smugly.
"Obersergeant?" Schultz
practically squealed. "Thank
you! Thank you, Herr Kommandant!" Only to erupt in excessive
hushing noises as the Kommandant's frantic gestures for silence got through to
him.
"Schultz, we must be fast."
The two
struggled to climb into the truck, and Oskar whispered, "I guess Colonel
Hogan somehow piqued the Kommandant's interest in the water, because he figures
it'd be easier to take it from him
than from us."
Udo
nodded.
But there
were the voices again – slightly muffled through the canvas of the truck, but
clearly discernible in the quiet of night.
"Schultz! Take a look at it first... Did
you know that this water comes from Norway? The Fountain of Youth?"
Oskar's
snort drowned out whatever reply Schultz might have given, but Udo's forehead
was suddenly creasing.
"Did you notice a spring in my walk? A
little dandruff on the shoulder?" Klink continued.
"Oh ja, ja, of course, Herr Kommandant,"
they heard Schultz gush. "Just
last night I said to my wife how wonderful you look."
"It's the water," Klink
announced. "Schultz, have
a little drink."
"The
fools!" Udo muttered, and he stormed outside, leaving his friend in the
front seat to see how he was going to improvise handling the man he'd feared
dealing with the most.
"Have another one," he
heard Kommandant Klink say when he reached the truck.
But Kommandant
Klink wasn't the one who was supposed to guard the truck, so, "Sergeant
Schultz?" he barked.
Shocked
silence – then there was some shuffling in the truck and Kommandant Klink
appeared. "Ah, Captain Müller!" He jumped down, followed – more
laboriously – by Schultz.
"Colonel
Klink! What were you doing?" Captain Müller demanded.
The
Kommandant floundered a bit. "Ehm... I was just checking up on our
valuable cargo." And to his subordinate, "Dismissed, Schultz."
The
Sergeant dutifully saluted and disappeared, and the next thing Udo knew, the
Kommandant was sidling up to him. "By the way," the man said under
his breath. "I found out about that water."
Udo
feigned shock. "You did? From whom?"
"Colonel
Hogan."
Of
course, who else. "He
knows?"
Klink
nodded. "The Frenchman told him."
"How
did the Frenchman find out?" Bother – he should have asked, 'what
Frenchman'...
But the
Kommandant was only too eager to show off. "Did you know that Marie
Antoinette and Louis XVI used to go to that spa in Norway for the same water?
Oh, it does wonders for you!"
Udo
rolled his eyes. Colonel Hogan alright... But he'd better put a stop to this
poisonous nonsense, before... "Colonel Klink, someone is making a fool of
you."
The man's
superior smile instantly vanished. "What do you mean?"
A sigh.
"I suppose you must know now, but this is top secret." He glanced around, and
continued in a stage whisper, "This water is for use in nuclear
experiments. It is known as 'heavy water'."
All
colour drained from the poor Kommandant's face. "I drank some of that
water," he choked out, and clutched his throat. "Will I die from
it?"
Udo gave
him a dark glare. "Only if Berlin finds out." And with that, he
stalked off, silently muttering to himself that Colonel Hogan had better come
up fast with a plan that did not
include poisoning innocent victims...
Karl
watched his friend pace the Kommandant's guest quarters with quiet amusement.
"The
fools," Udo muttered over and over again. "The idiots! Getting people
to drink heavy
water... What is that man thinking?!"
Oskar
chuckled, and crossed his arms. "Not everyone is as knowledgeable on the
subject as you are. Remember – I wanted to empty that barrel by the
wayside."
"Hm."
Udo turned to him. "But I can't believe he would have had him drink that
whole barrel!"
"I
don't think he would have. My guess is he would have gotten it away from him
before the day is over."
"But
what do we do now? We can't stay here forever."
Oskar
shrugged. "Your ulcer will just need an extra day of rest. That's probably
why you were so cranky tonight."
"But
I have to be back on duty the day after tomorrow!" He shook his head.
"This place is going to give me an ulcer for real..."
"Don't
worry." Oskar sighed. "Colonel Hogan will also realize that he'll have
to act fast now. I'm sure he'll get his hands on that barrel tomorrow –
somehow."
In the
end, the solution Colonel Hogan adopted was perfectly simple and
straightforward. And Karl played along as was expected of him.
"Feuer!"
he yelled as he noticed the smoke billowing out of the Kommandant's office the
next morning.
Colonel
Hogan was at his side in a flash. "I smell smoke. Fire! Fire! You better
get this truck out of here!"
"We
cannot move the truck!" Just for fun.
"You
know what's going to happen if this truck burns with that barrel in it?"
"You're
right. We'd better move the truck."
The
Colonel already moved to climb into the driver's seat. "I'll get the truck
out of here."
But Karl
wasn't going to let him get away that easily. "Halt!" he yelled, and
pushed him away. "I
will move the truck."
Colonel Hogan
sighed. "Alright, have it your way." He began to spout instructions,
and Karl followed them diligently. "Further, further... further... Back up
slowly, keep going... a little more... Slowly. That's it. Perfect! Here the
truck will be safe." He was probably right in front of barracks 2 now.
With a
grin, Colonel Hogan tore off to the Kommandant's office to help his men
'rescue' the Kommandant, while Karl redeployed the guards around the truck. He
was right – the back of the truck was right up against the wall of barracks 2.
"Mission
accomplished," he thought as he caught a glimpse of the barrack's wall
mysteriously hinging down.
"Too
much excitement for my ulcer, Herr Kommandant. I'm afraid I'm going to have to
brave the road – we're leaving."
Klink
came around his desk. "Are you sure, Captain Müller? You know, a glass of
warm milk does wonders with an ulcer. You're welcome to stay here as long as
you wish – and have a glass of warm milk every night before bed."
"No,
thank you, Herr Kommandant. That is very kind of you, but we must be on our
way." A silent Hitler salute that was quickly returned, and Captain Müller
marched out of the office.
A few
minutes later, the truck with the exchanged barrel of water and its ten man escort
passed through the gate, and continued on its way to Berlin.
"You
handled the Kommandant very well," Oskar praised his comrade.
"Thanks."
A grimace. "I just need to forget that he's my boss, too – then I'm
fine."
Oskar
smiled. "You know," he said with a glimmer of mischief in his eye.
"In order to keep up appearances and deflect as much suspicion from Stalag
13 as possible, we're actually going to have to deliver this water to the
Weinbach labs in Berlin."
Udo
groaned. "I'll never be back in time for duty."
Oskar
shrugged. "You can always say you got the dates mixed up."
"Easy
for you to say."
Actually,
that was exactly what Corporal Langenscheidt was planning to say himself.
They
drove on in silence for a while.
"I
just hope for one thing," Udo said at last.
Oskar
glanced at him. "What's that?"
A sigh.
"We know that Colonel Hogan has checked out all the guards' files, so he
knows our backgrounds and stuff. I just hope he won't come to me for a safe way to destroy
that heavy water..."
Fear
"Remember,
Karl?" Grasping at straws in her fear to lose him, Maryse had by now
resorted to talking to him constantly – to try and force his mind to stay in
the here and now. With her. To not
give him the chance to leave her...
She
dabbed his face and his neck again with the cold wet cloth. "Remember that
night in the shed? Our one special night together? I know it didn't start that
well, but..."
"Okay,
people, let's get started."
At
Danzig's admonition, the last cups were drained of their Ersatz coffee, and the
small chatting groups converged into one that was focused on their leader in
the center of the room.
"Everyone
here? No."
"Helga
isn't here yet," Udo pointed out what Danzig just noticed himself, too.
"Shall
I go and see if she's okay?" young Fabian immediately offered.
A smile
tugged at the corners of Danzig's mouth. "I think we can give her a few
more minutes." Boys of that age were so transparent... "Alright,
let's get started. Free improvisation – you know the rules. Setting: the Wild
West. Hasso – the sheriff. Udo, Karsten, Fabian – criminals. Franz – a
dog." A snicker welled up from the group. "Emma – the school teacher.
Maryse – behind the bar. Karl and Heike – passing tourists. I'm the wild card
to jump in wherever there's an opening. Go ahead!"
It was
one of their favourite games, and one that honed their improvisation skills,
for you had to come up with both your lines and
your actions in immediate response to what the others did. They still kept up
the old rule – 'anyone who laughs at an inappropriate moment is out' – but by
now they had gotten so good at it, that one of these games regularly occupied
them for an entire evening without anyone getting expelled.
This time
however, Danzig cut it short after a good half hour. "Udo, was Helga at
the office today?" He knew
she had been of course, but Danzig wasn't to know that.
Udo's
answer, too, was in the affirmative, his sudden frown mirroring Danzig's.
"Shall
I...?" Fabian already started again, and Oskar nodded.
"But
whatever you find, come back here right away, okay?" he ordered.
Fabian
nodded, grabbed his cap and his jacket and ran out. And as soon as the door
fell shut behind him, a tense silence descended on the group. They had a strict
rule – both for everyone's safety as well as everyone's peace of mind – that if
you couldn't make it to their meeting, you'd let somebody know. If only so the
others wouldn't have to worry about you being picked up by the Gestapo.
Helga had
had to miss out on meetings before. But she had always told Udo, or someone
else if she hadn't been able to contact Udo in camp that day.
So why
had she failed to do so this time? What had happened between half past five
when she had left Stalag 13, and half past seven when their drama group started?
Two
hours. Two short hours. But how much trouble one could get into these days in a
measly two hours...
Karl drew
in a deep breath to try and calm his jittery nerves. If Helga had been picked
up... She knew everyone in their group, and was aware – at least to some degree
– of Colonel Hogan's set-up as well. This could get real ugly, really fast. But
until they knew anything for certain...
"Alright,
everyone, no need to expect the worst. It may all turn out perfectly innocent.
So let's not panic until we have solid reason to, okay?"
It was
obvious that he fooled no one, but if they were already under surveillance, the
first thing to do was to keep up appearances.
"Karsten,
perhaps you could watch the door – just to be on the safe side." The older
man quickly complied, and Oskar continued, "The rest of you: estafette
improvisation!"
It was
another game that engaged them all. But unlike the first game of the evening,
their heart wasn't really in it, and it showed. They all kept glancing at the
door, willing for Fabian to return with news – or perhaps even bringing their
friend along in person. But Helga lived at the edge of town, on the road to the
prison camp. It'd be twenty minutes at least for Fabian to get there and back.
And
finally, there he was – totally out of breath, and his eyes wide with fright.
"She's gone!" he squeaked in between two panting breaths.
"Disappeared!"
"What?
How?" Shocked, the group gathered around him as he sank down on a low
stool.
But there
was Hasso, the calm, sturdy miller. "Calm down, son. What did you
find."
Fabian
pulled off his cap. "I rang the doorbell, and after a while, an elderly
lady opened the door. She was the landlady."
"Yes.
And what did she say?"
"She
said... she said Helga had an unexpected visitor today."
"What
kind of visitor?"
"I
don't know – I didn't ask. But they were waiting for her when she came home,
she said. And the lady checked. They were gone. And Helga had left all her
stuff, but she'd left the key in the door and the room was a bit of a mess, she
said. Like they'd been searching for something." He shuddered
involuntarily in the icy silence that followed.
"Anything
else?" Oskar asked at last.
Fabian
shook his head. "Do you think...?" He didn't finish the question, but
everybody knew what he was asking.
Feeling
everyone's eyes on him, Oskar took a deep breath. "Yes, this sounds
serious," he said quietly. "And you all know what to do: keep a low
profile, don't do anything
that'd attract attention, and keep an eye on each other. And if you want to get
out of here for a while, make sure one of us knows, and that you give the
people around you a plausible reason for your absence."
Nods all
around, and he continued even quieter, "And if you do get picked up, try to
keep your mouth shut as long as you can. No one will hold it against you if you
do break under torture, but you can rest assured that we'll be doing everything
in our power to get you out as soon as possible. And we have Papa Bear to back
us up on that. For no matter what they might want you to believe – we're a
team. We're friends, and we're not letting each other down. Understood?"
He looked
around at his friends' faces – so familiar, so dear they all were to him.
Broad-faced Hasso, sturdy Karl, young Franz, friendly Emma, pokerface Karsten,
Fabian, still catching his breath, Heike's motherly features, Udo, his best
friend, and Maryse... Maryse... Oh God, he couldn't bear the thought of her in the clutches of
someone like that Colonel Feldkamp... He had to... She had to...!
He
gulped. "I really, really hope we'll be able to see each other again and
continue our fight. But in case we won't... I want you all to know that it's
been an honour working with you – each and every one of you. No matter how
small your part was, we could not have done what we did without you. You can be
proud of yourself, for we know
that we've done the right thing. Don't we."
Everyone
agreed – scared, but sure of themselves, and sure of the choice they had made
to take a stand against the Nazis.
"And
what about Helga?" Udo asked in a small voice.
"I'll
contact Papa Bear tonight. This concerns him as much as us."
Udo
nodded, his lips pursed. "Let me know if I can do anything."
"Me
too," Fabian added, and several of the others nodded, too.
"I
will," Oskar promised. "Now go home – or wherever you want to go
tonight. Be careful, watch your back, and... God go with you," he finished
quietly.
"And
with you," Emma whispered, touching his cheek.
Without a
word, everyone took their coats and hats and filed out of the parish hall, out
into the scary unknown of the night. Only Maryse remained – her eyes, scared
but determined, glued to her boy-friend's face.
But he
just stood there, in the middle of the hall, seeing things that were well
beyond the wooden walls around him.
Josel,
Lena, Benno, Berthold, Kläre, Sanne, Tobias, Dieter, Uwe, Volker... Machine
guns rattling. His friends, dropping to the ground. Blood everywhere. The
nightmarish Gestapo dungeons. "Don't do anything stupid." Josel.
Father Werner. Schattner. "They shot most of them this morning"... Oh
God, not again!
"Karl?"
Maryse ventured, taking a hesitant step towards him.
His eyes
focused on her, and he shook his head. "Don't call me that here."
She made
no reply. Instead, she took his trembling hands in hers and stated authoritatively,
emphasizing every syllable, "It wasn't your fault."
He
squeezed his eyes shut, his hands clenching into fists.
"It
wasn't your fault," she repeated slowly. "Now let's get home and warn
Colonel Hogan. The sooner we can get her out of there, the better, right?"
He let
out a quavery sigh, and let go of her hands. "I know. I'm just...
so..."
"Scared,"
she completed quietly for him, and he nodded almost against his will. "We
all are, Karl. But we have to do something. You said so yourself: we're friends
and we're not letting each other down."
He
nodded, and suddenly he refound himself and took charge again. "Then let's
go." He grabbed her coat and helped her into it, then his own. It was work
of mere seconds to turn off the lights and lock up the parish hall, and the
next moment they stood outside in the pitchblack of night.
A few
large, threatening conifers loomed to the side of the building. Harmless? Or
was someone watching them from behind there?
Maryse
shivered – more from fear than from the cold on this April evening. Sometimes
she could even find joy in the black-out regulations, for they caused the
majestic nightsky to show itself in all its glory. But there were no stars
tonight, and the blacked-out, dead-looking buildings around them seemed to
haunt them, following their every move with thousands of evil eyes.
"Come
on," Karl said quietly, and he hooked her arm through his. "I'll walk
you home."
He didn't
take the usual route though. Instead of going through the center, he chose his
way by the wide open avenues of the richer part of the town. Avenues that were
absolutely deserted at this hour, so that every odd little sound made her heart
jump into her throat. And then the idea that someone – someone with bad intentions
– might be following their every step...
Karl
stopped every now and then in the blackest black of a shadow to listen. There
were sounds everywhere, hissing, shuffling, rustling – and occasional footsteps
that freaked the hell out of her. But at long last he whispered, "I don't
think we're being followed. Let's go home." He squeezed her hand
encouragingly, and finally set off in the direction of the Richterstraße near
the town center.
When they
finally reached her home, she felt absolutely drained, but there was no time to
indulge in rest. Quickly and thoroughly, she and Karl put up the black-out
curtains and drew the normal curtains as well before turning on the light. The
table was pushed to the side, the mat folded over, Karl pulled up the trapdoor,
and down they went into the crawl space of the plumbing cellar. By the glow of
a single candle, Maryse powered up the radio. She put on the headset, double
checked the frequency and tapped their recognition code for Papa Bear.
A moment
later, the reply came. "Papa
Bear here. Go ahead, Ridinghood."
But it
wasn't Papa Bear's usual calm and reassuring voice. Unsure, she glanced up at
Karl. "It doesn't sound like Papa Bear," she whispered.
"But
it's the right frequency?"
She
checked again. "Yes."
He
frowned. "Tell him we need an urgent meeting with Papa Bear, but no
details," Karl decided.
She
nodded. "Chameleon requests urgent meeting with Papa Bear. Repeat:
urgent."
"Sorry, Papa Bear is out. Will pass on
the message as soon as he's back. Wait for him at K6 after 0200 hours. Can't
give you an exact time - sorry."
"K6
after 0200 hours. Acknowledged. Over and out." She pulled off the headset
and turned off the power.
"What
did he say?" Karl wanted to know.
She
repeated it for him, and her frown deepened. "But it definitely was not Papa Bear. His English
was perfect, but... he was much younger," she decided.
They
climbed out of the crawl space and put the room back in order before Karl made
a reply. "I can imagine Colonel Hogan has more than one radioman. No one
can be manning the radio twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week. It could
be mere coincidence that you always happen to talk to the same guy."
"Maybe."
Maryse wasn't convinced. Especially not since... "But with Helga picked
up... How do we know Colonel Hogan hasn't been picked up as well, and now the
Gestapo is manning their radio to track down as many people as they can?"
Karl
remained silent – he simply didn't have an answer. For Maryse was right: he
could be walking straight into a trap tonight. On the other hand, he needed to
talk to Colonel Hogan if they were ever to try and get Helga out – if only to
save their own skin. It was a perfectly deadly dilemma alright...
But he
suddenly came to a decision. "I'm going. When I've got the choice of
hiding at home waiting to be picked up, or taking the chance of going out to
meet someone who might be able to prevent just that – I know what to do."
Maryse
nodded. "I'm coming with you."
"No,
you're not."
"Yes,
I am. Karl, this is the first place where they'll come looking for me! I'm not
staying here tonight!"
"Well,
you can stay at my place then. Nobody but you knows where Oskar Danzig lives,
so you should be safe there."
"No,
I want to come with you. I just want to make sure you're alright."
"And
maybe walk straight into a Gestapo trap with me? No way. You're staying
home."
"I'm
coming with you."
"Maryse...!"
"Karl,
please!"
Suddenly the tears were streaming down her face, and his irritation with her
instantly melted away.
"Hey..."
Gently, he reached out to her. "Don't cry. Please? I know you're scared,
but I just want to keep you..."
"I
just want to see with my own eyes that you're alright," she cut in, brushing at her
tears. "For every second I can see
that, my mind doesn't have to conjure up all kinds of unimaginable horrors
happening to you at that very second. So please,
let me stay with you tonight, Karl?"
He pulled
her in his arms. "Alright, I didn't think of that," he gave in. He
rubbed her back a little to calm her down. "It's just that when you come
with me, I'll be
the one worried sick about you
instead."
"But
at least as long as I'm alright, you can see
that I'm alright," she countered rather quavery.
And he
sighed. "Okay then. Although I don't like it one bit, I do see your point
about imaginative horrors. Especially tonight. So I guess it would be better
this time if we'd stay together indeed." He kissed her hair. "But I
think we'd better get ready. Like you said, this would be one of the first
places where they'd come looking for us."
The
practical demands of getting ready for a night in the woods – and more perhaps
even the momentary outlet her fear had found in her tears – pretty much
restored Maryse's usual pragmatic equilibrium. She put Karl to work in the
kitchen to make them some sandwiches, and went up to her room to change into
something more suitable for a night in a shed. Including the slender Fabian's
tight black trousers that he usually left at her place.
Karl
frowned when he saw her in those, but she was quick to head off an argument.
"If you can
dress up as a woman for years for the good cause, then I can wear trousers for
one night for the same reason. They're bound to be a lot warmer than a skirt
and stockings."
He didn't
press the point, and gratefully accepted the knitted woollen sweater she handed
him. One of her own of course, but it fitted him well enough for the night.
A dark
green knitted hat was found to hide her blondish hair, and then they stuck
their hands in the coal-hod to blacken their faces and were ready to go.
It was a
hair-raising expedition through the darkest lanes and alleyways of the town to
reach the relative safety of the woods. It was well past the civilian curfew by
now, and several times they had to duck away for passing patrols. But they
reached K6 – a small forester's shed not far from Stalag 13 – without running
into any real trouble.
They
didn't go in though. It was still hours before they could expect Papa Bear to
show up. And Karl reckoned that if this was
a trap, they'd better stay outside the shed to keep an eye on their
surroundings – and perhaps see or hear the men when they'd be arriving to
surround the shed.
So they
huddled down behind a fallen treetrunk instead, and waited and watched.
In the distance,
they could make out the ever moving searchlights of Stalag 13 through the
trees. It was an oddly comforting sight in the pitchblack of the pine forest.
Maryse
sought Karl's hand in the dark.
"Scared?"
he whispered.
She
nodded. "But at least I know you're still in one piece."
He smiled
a little, and squeezed her hand.
They were
silent again for a long while, listening to the rustle of the trees overhead
and all the small, irregular sounds of a wood by night around them. Some of the
dogs far away in the camp started a barking concert – two or three from the
town behind them replied.
But
nothing happened. No human figures came creeping through the bushes, no
commanding officer was seen deploying his men around the shed, no cars were
heard on the nearby Hamelburg Road.
"You
know," Maryse whispered at last. "Maybe Colonel Hogan was out tonight
to rescue Helga already. He could have heard the news from someone else."
"Let's
hope so," Karl muttered. At least it'd be a good reason to stop berating
himself for lying here doing nothing when he could have marched into Gestapo
headquarters himself to get her out right now. Working together with Papa Bear
sure had its advantages, but in a case like this, that concerned them both, it
would have been easier and faster if they did not have to coordinate their
actions with the American Colonel. Still, going in there when Colonel Hogan had
already gotten her out would be suicide of course.
He let
out a sigh. If only the man would come and tell them the score...
He peered
at his watch. Maryse saw the movement and asked, "What time is it?"
"Twenty
past one." He stretched his back for a moment, carefully staying below the
height of the trunk. "I guess we might as well go into the shed. They
would have shown up by now if they were setting a trap for us. And it's getting
a little chilly lying here."
"I'd
rather catch pneumonia than face the Gestapo."
Karl
grimaced. "I agree. But we'll have to get closer to that shed soon, or we
might miss Colonel Hogan altogether."
Nevertheless,
they stayed put behind their treetrunk until it was nearly 2 a.m., when they
stiffly climbed to their feet and stealthily crept from tree to tree until they
reached the dark shadows to the side of the shed.
"Okay,
here we can't miss him," Karl breathed. He sat down with his back against
the plank wall, and pulled Maryse down next to him.
They were
sitting directly on the woodland soil now, and she shivered involuntarily with
the cold seeping up through her clothes. Karl noticed, and put his arms around
her and pulled her up against his chest. She shifted a bit to get more
comfortable, but even in the security of his arms she couldn't relax. Not in
this wood full of dangers, where every snapping twig could mean the arrival of
Colonel Hogan – or trouble.
They
watched the distant dance of the searchlights in silence. From there would the
night's outcome approach them – in the best case it'd be Colonel Hogan himself,
telling them that they had already gotten poor Helga away from the Gestapo; in
the worst case an impostor who'd take them
to Gestapo headquarters for 'intensive questioning' instead. And they both
jumped when out of nowhere suddenly a gruff voice addressed them.
"Danzig?"
Karl and
Maryse scrambled to their feet. They hadn't seen or heard anyone approaching,
but from behind the nearest tree, a dark male figure appeared. Maryse felt her
heart in her throat as the dark figure came closer, and unconsciously, she
stepped half behind Karl.
"I
see you brought yourself some charming company tonight," the man chuckled
in perfect English, and she saw a flash of white teeth as he looked her over
and then cocked his head. "I was expecting to see someone with high heels
and a tight girdle though."
The
recognition code!
She heard
Karl take a deep breath and start with, "One does not wan... One does not
when... wear when's... one's disguises wan..."
"When
they are no longer disguises," she completed for him. Clearly, he needed
some more practice on that English tongue twister. Or was it sheer nerves?
"Indeed."
The dark man smiled at her – she heard the silent amusement in his voice. He
was fortyish, as far as she could determine in the dark light, with something
of a devil-may-care attitude over him. But he forced his eyes away from her and
turned his attention back to Karl. And instantly his demeanor became serious.
"What's the problem?" In German. Obviously he knew that Karl's
English left much to be desired.
She
listened as Karl started to outline this evening's discoveries regarding Helga,
but as soon as he mentioned the Gestapo, Colonel Hogan held up his hand.
"Hold
it right there. I know exactly where Fräulein Helga is. I personally put her
and her mother on a plane tonight. They should be halfway to England by
now."
"To
England?" Maryse burst out, totally forgetting the need to be quiet.
"What? Why?"
Colonel
Hogan shrugged a little. "Let's just say it's a personal favour from me.
She's gone to join her father in the U.S. I'm sure she'll be alright."
"But..."
Karl broke off, not sure what to say, but Maryse was indignant enough to take
over. "Then why didn't she say
something? We've been worried sick about her all night, and expecting the
Gestapo to pick us
up any moment, too!"
"It
was a real last minute arrangement. I suspect that in the rush, she forgot to
let you know she was leaving." He frowned. "I had no idea she worked
with you?"
"She
was our main supplier of official stationery – to forge papers and passes and
stuff," Karl explained. "And you could say she's an old friend of
ours as well." He let out a sigh and raked his fingers through his hair.
"But right now I'm just glad that she's safe. Which means so are we –
relatively speaking."
"Exactly.
And I'm really sorry for the stress this little arrangement caused you guys. I
assure you that was never our intention – and I'm sure it wasn't Fräulein
Helga's either."
"No,
but under the circumstances, I think we can forgive her for the
oversight," Maryse sighed. "I mean, if you suddenly get to go to
America..." She frowned. "I knew she wanted to go to America, but I had no idea her
father lived there?"
Colonel
Hogan shook his head. "Long story. I'd rather save that for another time
if you don't mind. And if there's nothing else you needed to see me
about...?"
Karl
shook his head.
"Then
I'd like to go and hit the sack for a few hours." He wriggled his eyebrows
mischievously at her. "Lovely to meet you, my dear. Now take care of
yourselves, eh?"
Within
moments, he had disappeared in the dark, leaving Karl and Maryse to stand by
the shed.
"Boy,
what a relief," he sighed at last. He pulled her in his arms and for a few
minutes they just stood there, relishing the respite they had gotten from the
slaughterhouse.
But at
long last Maryse looked up. "Shouldn't we go and tell the others?"
Another
sigh. "At this hour of the night? I'd love to put their minds at rest,
too, but if we go now, there's every chance that we'd be picked up instead. That's not going to
do anyone any good. I'm afraid we'd better wait till daybreak."
"You
mean stay here?"
"Yeah,
why not? In the shed? It turns out that our worries were for nought, so we know
again that it's as safe as it usually is."
Maryse
hesitated.
"And
I don't know about you, but I'm dead-beat."
Now that
he mentioned it, she, too, suddenly felt she could sleep for a week. "But
I don't know if..."
A tired
twinkle appeared in his eye. "I won't tell anyone if you won't. And I
promise I won't touch you – well, no more than I usually do. But you've never
before objected to being kissed and lying in my arms, so... Please?"
She
couldn't help it – she had to laugh. If only to let go of some of the tension.
"Alright then. If you promise...?"
She was teasing – she knew him well enough to know that he'd never do anything
like that.
"Every
inch a gentleman," he vowed, and proffered her his arm.
They
entered the small shed together, and Karl – who had been here before – sought
his way around the forester's old tools to the back of the hut. There was a
generous amount of hay in the corner there, obviously to accommodate escaping
prisoners.
He shuffled
the hay around a bit, before lying down on it and inviting her into his arms.
And after some trial and error, they settled down with her back against his
chest.
"You
know," Maryse said dreamily as she nestled a little closer to him.
"Many years from now, we're going to have to confess to our children that
the very first time their Mum and Dad slept together, it was on a pile of hay
in an old forester's shed."
She felt
his chuckle against her shoulderblades. "I thought this was to be our
little secret."
"Well,
by the time we celebrate our 25th wedding anniversary, I doubt anyone would
mind anymore to hear about this little adventure."
She felt
him nuzzle her neck; then kiss her. "I love you, Maryse."
She
turned a bit in his arms to be able to look at him. All she could make out
though in the dark were the familiarly shaped shadows of his features. And she
smiled. "I love you, too." There was not a doubt in her heart – she
knew she did.
And on
the hay in that old shed, lovingly gazing at the loved one in their arms,
exhaustion finally overtook them, and they slept the sleep of the just.
Preparations
"Hilda
Schopenhauer?"
Udo had
received the news of Helga's emigration to America with stoic equanimity. But
despite the fact that Helga had never allowed him to be any more with her than
'just friends', he had been unusually quiet for the past week. The news of her
replacement however suddenly stirred him out of his reticence. "Hilda Schopenhauer is going to be
Klink's new secretary?"
Oskar
raised an eyebrow. "I take it you know her then? Good. Papa Bear wants to
know if she can be trusted to help them like Helga did."
"I
wouldn't trust her any farther than I can see her – and not even that far!" Udo burst
out.
That got
him some curious glances from the others. But it took some prompting to get Udo
to explain his harsh judgement of the lady in question.
"She
was engaged to be married to my brother. It must be what – ten years ago or so.
But one night, when she was supposed to be at the charity sewing circle, he saw
her come out of the cinema all smooching over a colleague of his. It turned out
she had never once attended the sewing circle, and used it as a smokescreen to
go out with this other guy instead. In fact, she had been cheating on him from
the beginning. So my brother broke off their engagement, and from mutual
acquaintances we've heard she's been married twice since. But if she's looking
for a job and using her maiden name again, I guess that last guy found out
about her extracurricular activities and ditched her, too. Serves her
right," he finished bitterly.
His
explanation was met with contemplative silence, until Heike spoke up to
corroborate his story. "Well, to be honest, I don't know the girl
personally. But rumour has it that she's a bit of a gold-digger."
"She's
the biggest tart in all of Hamelburg," Udo muttered.
Oskar
nodded pensively. "It's not the kind of information Papa Bear was looking
for, I think, but we'll certainly pass it on. Who knows – maybe she intends to
go after the Kommandant? Or else all those visiting generals? If he knows of
her character in advance, I'm sure Papa Bear could turn it to his advantage.
Question remains though," he continued. "Do we know anything about
where her loyalties lie?"
Heike
shook her head, and Udo muttered that she'd probably be loyal to whoever
offered her the most.
Oskar
gave his friend an understanding nod. "Okay, we'll simply pass on the info
we do have then. At least Papa Bear will have some idea of what kind of woman
he's dealing with. Now, to get back to our drama games..."
After
having made sure that Colonel Hogan's Engländer caught sight of the remote
controlled baby tank, Maryse headed back to town.
But the
town was not the same as when she had left it a few short hours ago. For that
nearby bombing raid that had come so conveniently for Karl and the other Karl
to have the testing of the tank moved to Stalag 13 had hit the town!
Appalled,
she stared at the ruins of the town's library and the flurry of activity going
on around it. Of all the places of military interest in the area, they had
chosen to pulverize the library!
'Good
thing it was past six o'clock – at least there won't be any casualties,' it
went through her mind. And she sighed. Because a bombing is never entirely
without casualties. And in this case, the casualties were her job and Frau
Schreiber's, the librarian.
Oh well,
she'd just have to find a new one. That was one thing the war was actually good
at: creating job opportunities, even for women. With so many men away at the
front, she'd have a new job in no time.
But
suddenly she began to hurry past the rubble and down the street. For if the
library in the town's center had been hit, who says they hadn't hit...?
But no,
the Richterstraße was still intact. Thank goodness...
She
unlocked her front door and stepped into the little hall – only to be greeted
by the ticking of the hall clock.
She hung
up her coat and hat, and stopped the clock. For it was no ordinary clock – in
fact, it was a brilliant piece of ingenuity from Udo's hand, serving as her
warning signal that someone (usually Papa Bear) was trying or had tried to
contact her on the radio.
She
glanced outside. It was still too light to put up the black-out curtains
without raising suspicion. Another ten, fifteen minutes maybe. Papa Bear would
have to wait – she was not going to put herself in jeopardy for such a small
gain of time, no matter how important the message was.
Instead,
she started to unpack the leftovers from the picnic basket she had brought
along to entice Colonel Hogan's man to stay with her at that strategic point
looking out over the Hamelburg Road. She grimaced. She got the impression that
the picnic basket had had very little to do with keeping the Engländer at her
side. The things she had to put up with for her country these days!
Perhaps
she should suggest to Karl that they'd find another younger lady to join them.
Especially for tasks like this, it would be a blessing. Being the youngest female
in their group by far (even though at nearly thirty-two, she wasn't exactly a
spring chicken anymore either), the task of seducing men for their schemes
automatically fell to her now that Helga was gone. And she hated it with a
vengeance, no matter how much Karl remonstrated that she was merely playing a
part. She simply was no actress, and one of these days, the guy she was
supposed to seduce was going to notice the shudders going down her back when
she had to kiss him.
But by
now, dusk had seriously set in, so she put away the basket and began the minute
task of putting up the black-out curtains. Then pushing the table aside, roll
up the carpet and down into the crawl space she went.
Powering
up the radio was the work of a minute, and as soon as she sent their
recognition code, Papa Bear responded.
"Good to hear from you, Ridinghood. Papa
Bear would like to talk to the Chameleon. Is he available tonight?"
"No,
he's not." She glanced at her watch by the light of the candle. "I
should be able to get a message through to him though. I can't promise he'll be
able to make it tonight, but he should have enough time to organize it for
tomorrow."
"Alright. Tell him to rendezvous at K12
tonight at 2200 hours. If he can't make it tonight, M2 tomorrow at the same
time."
Maryse
did a quick mental check. K12 was close to Karl's home, and M2 was on the other
side of camp. "He'll have a better chance of making it tonight if you
could rendezvous closer to town," she told Papa Bear.
"Alright, let me check."
A momentary silence, then, "Ridinghood,
how does F2 sound?"
"Much
better. F2 at 2200 hours tonight. If he can't make that, I'll get back to
you."
"F2, 2200 hours tonight. Roger. Over and
out."
"Major
Beckenbauer?"
Karl
looked up in surprise as the Hauserhof bellboy suddenly appeared at his elbow.
"Telephone
call for you at reception, sir." The boy disappeared as swiftly as he had
come, and Karl raised an eyebrow at his companion. "I wonder what that was
about."
The other
Karl's mouth was set in a thin line. "It could be a trap. I'll cover
you."
Karl
nodded, and slid off the barstool. And with the other Karl following a few
meters behind him, he walked down to the reception. The receptionist was busy
with another guest, but he gestured invitingly for him to pick up the phone. So
Karl did.
"Hello?
Major Beckenbauer here. Heil Hitler."
"Hans, it's me – Jülchen,"
a voice he'd recognize out of thousands said in his ear. "And yes, heil Hitler."
"What's
up?" A wink to Karl that everything was okay.
"Your uncle Behrend called tonight. And
he'd really like to see you, too. Would you have time to come and say
hello?"
"Um..."
Karl frowned. "I might be able to get away for an hour or so. Where can I
find him?"
"He's staying with friends, at the
Eichmannstraße, number 2F. He said you could call on him until ten
o'clock."
"F
for Friedrich?"
"Yes, that's right."
"Okay,
I'll do my best. Thanks for calling, Liebchen, and give my love to Gisela and
Martina. I'll be home in a couple of days, okay?"
"Okay. Be careful, my love. I'll be
waiting for you."
"Love
you. Bye."
With a
jerk of his head, Karl told his friend to follow him up to their room.
"What's
the matter?" the older man asked as soon as the door was closed behind
them.
They had
no idea if the room was bugged, so, "That was my wife. My uncle Behrend
wants to see me tonight. But I can hardly show up in this outfit, can I."
The older
Karl grimaced. "That could lead to complications tomorrow, yes."
"So
if I can borrow your greatcoat and hat? And then..." He pulled a small box
from his pocket and sat down at the dressing table. A few lines of make-up was
all it took to have a completely different man look back at him from the
mirror. "I expect I'll be back around eleven. And I want you to be in the
lobby after 10.30. I don't know how alert the reception is here, but if
necessary, you'll have to persuade them to let me in."
Karl
nodded. "No problem, I'll be there." He hesitated. "Shouldn't we
swap papers as well?"
The
younger Karl shook his head. "You better keep your own. We know how
interested the Gestapo is in hotel guests, so... I'm simply going to have to
chance it myself that they won't stop me."
He donned
himself with his friend's greatcoat and hat, and mockingly saluted him.
"See you later, my friend. And stay away from trouble for me."
The elder
man grinned. "The same goes for you. Take care."
F2 was
the codename for a boulder in the curve of the Hamel, just where the brook had
some rapids due to a few large stones in its narrow bed. With the gurgling of
the water drowning out every sound, and surrounded by open beechwood where it
was difficult to hide, it was the perfect place for conversations that were not
meant to be overheard.
Carefully,
Karl climbed down to the riverbank, and walked the last meters to their
rendezvous point. Was Colonel Hogan there yet? It had to be close to ten
o'clock, so... Slowly, he moved closer to the boulder. And peeked around it.
Indeed!
A smile
tugged at the corners of his mouth. "I was expecting to see someone with
high heels and a tight girdle." That part of the code was so much
easier...
The
Colonel, all in black, jerked around. "Danzig! You devil, you got
me!" But he grinned. "Oh well. One doesn't wear one's disguises when
they're no longer disguises, right?"
"Right."
Karl came around the boulder and cautiously seated himself on one of the
smaller stones. "What's up?" he asked, switching to German.
"I've
got a big favour to ask. Would you be able to go to Paris for me?"
Danzig's
eyebrows shot up. "To Paris?"
"Yes.
We had a visiting big shot in camp a few days ago, who was carrying a detailed
map of the rocket launching sites around Paris. It's too far out for us
obviously, but the French Underground could do some nice little sabotage there.
And the sooner, the better. Would you be able to deliver a copy of that map to
Paris?"
Danzig
frowned as he tried to oversee the implications of the request. "I can't
get away right now, but I should be able to leave by Friday – Saturday the
latest. Is that good enough?"
"Good
enough for me," Colonel Hogan nodded. "I certainly won't be able to
get to Paris myself any time soon." He sighed. "Pity though, isn't
it."
But
Danzig stayed on the topic. "And do you have a specific address, a
specific person for me to deliver this map to?"
"Yep.
I'll provide you with an address, a recognition code and an introduction letter
in code, so they know you're coming from me and that they can trust you."
"And
what about a map – do you have one I can borrow? I've never been to Paris, and
my French is even worse than my English, so..." He grimaced with
embarrassment.
But
Colonel Hogan grinned in return. "Mine isn't much to write home about
either. 'Bonjour' and 'merci' and 'mon amour' – that's about it." They
chuckled together, and Colonel Hogan continued, "But yes, I can get you a
map. Probably even directions to the address in question. Anything else?"
Danzig thought
for a moment – then shook his head. "I think that's all. Except that I'll
tell my people to lay low in my absence, so I'd appreciate it if you'd refrain
from contacting them. Unless there's a real emergency of course."
"Understood.
Can you meet me here again tomorrow, same time, for the handover?"
Danzig
shook his head. "Difficult. But I can ask one of my people. They'll pass
it on to me."
"Alright."
He frowned. "That was the code about the runaway goblins, wasn't it?"
Karl snorted.
"I wonder who comes up with these things? I bet they were stone drunk that
day." He got up. "But I've got to get going. Good night, Papa Bear.
And I'll do my best to get that map safely to Paris."
The
development of the remote controlled baby tank went successfully down the drain
(though Karl thought they could have done without it using them for target
practice), the two original military supervisors attached to the project had
been shipped off to the sub with a few escapees, and that evening found him and
Maryse in the cellar under his house, surrounded by boxes.
"But
why would you want to do away with these things?" Maryse asked, delicately
fingering a diamond studded brooch.
"Because
I'll soon be running out of funds. A corporal's pay is okay to live on, but it
doesn't allow for the kind of activities we engage in."
The
diamonds sparkled in the light of the bare bulb that hung from the ceiling.
"But it's such a beautiful treasure... And I don't see why you should be
the one paying for everything. We can all pitch in, I'm sure."
"Perhaps
you can, but I consider it first and foremost my responsibility, simply because I've got the
means for it without it hurting me in any way. This lot is worth thousands,
maybe even a million marks. And face it – I'm not going to wear that stuff
anymore, so why keep it? I might as well put it to good use and sell it for the
good cause."
Maryse
sighed. She hated the idea of Karl doing away with his little nest egg, but she
had to admit he was right. "But couldn't you at least keep some of it? Who knows what
the currencies are going to do after the war."
"That's
why I'm asking you
to pick out a few things that you'd like to have for yourself. Or
maybe..."
Maryse
looked up when he fell silent. "Maybe what?"
"Maybe
I'll just keep a few myself, too. You never know when they might come in
handy."
She eyed
him quizzically as he knelt down beside her and began to sort through the many
pieces of jewelry. "What do you mean?"
"You'll
see."
He wouldn't
say anything else on the subject, but she did notice that where her own
preference tended to be for the more modest bracelets and brooches, Karl's
definitely gravitated towards the more garish and extravagant items in the
collection. What was he up to?
He
refused to explain himself however, and once they had made their choice, they
packed everything up and went back upstairs.
"Say,
Maryse," Karl began as soon as they entered the living-room. "Why
don't you come with me tomorrow?"
Her eyes
grew wide. "To Paris?"
"Yes.
After all, you don't have a job to keep you here at the moment. And what could
be more innocent than a dashing young captain bringing his girl-friend along on
his furlough to Paris?"
Her face
fell a bit. "You mean you just want me along to have a good cover
story?"
"No
– no, not at all!" He took her hands in his. "It'd be a nice side
effect, yes, but I'd just love to have you all to myself for a week or so. For
once I've delivered that map and sold the jewelry, we can turn it into a real
holiday – go see the sights and everything. With no guard duty or job or
sabotage or whatever to interfere. Just you and me."
The
heavenly smile had already returned on her face before he was halfway through
with his plea. "In that case I'd love
to come," she assured him, quickly pulling him in for a long, lingering
kiss. And her eyes beamed at him when she finally continued, "And when I
go over to Emma's tomorrow to pick up your papers, I'll ask her to draw up some
papers for me, too." She sighed longingly. "Imagine going to Paris..." Paris, the
city of romance... Who knows what might happen when two lovers went on holiday
there? At the very least Karl would have plenty opportunity to finally ask the question – on top of the
Eiffel tower perhaps, or under the Arc de Triomphe, or on one of those
picturesque bridges over the Seine... For ever since Helga had drawn attention
to it, it had bothered her to no end that she and Karl regularly talked about marriage and
knew from each other that indeed they wanted
to get married, but that he had never actually asked her to marry him. And a decent marriage
proposal was well the least a girl could expect from her suitor, wasn't it?
Besides,
there was a good chance that a city like Paris had the facilities to let people
get married in secret. So why couldn't she and Karl...? Sure, they'd still have
to live separately back here in Hamelburg to protect his cover, but at least
they'd be married.
And with their friends from the drama club alias resistance group they
certainly could be open about it. She could already hear their surprised
exclamations and happy well-wishing when upon their return from Paris they told
them she and Oskar had gotten married...
Which
brought her mind to something else. "Where will we be staying?" she
asked, rubbing her nose against his neck, ending in a little kiss.
Unaware
of his girl-friend's romantic dreams for his immediate future, Karl produced a
leaflet from his pocket while his other hand stroked her soft blond hair out of
her face. "Major Beckenbauer picked this up in the Kommandant's office the
other day: Hôtel La Fontaine in the Rue Colbert. Apparently it's for German
military personnel only, so we should be safe there from vengeful French
guests."
Maryse
snuggled up to him. "I'm not military though."
"Fortunately
not, no." He nuzzled her hair, and ended up kissing the top of her ear.
But then he pulled away a little. "But as long as you're with Captain
Dehner, I'm sure they'll let you stay there, too. We'll just ask for adjacent
rooms."
"With
a connecting door?" Maryse purred mischievously.
Karl
merely grimaced as he untangled himself from her and stepped back. He had no
idea what she was doing to him tonight, but ever since he'd asked her to come
to Paris with him, she was exuding an almost bewitching influence over him. It
was certainly a pleasant
influence, but he felt he was beginning to lose control, and before they'd do
something that they'd only regret later on... Maybe it wasn't such a good idea
to take her along to Paris after all, but there was no way he could bring
himself to disappoint her now.
And they
could both do with a break, with the constant tension and fear they'd been
living in for years on end. Just get away from it all for a while. Let the war
be the war and give in to their personal wishes for a change. And since most
(if not all) of his wishes would be greatly enhanced with Maryse at his side...
He
sighed. He'd just have to keep his head where she was concerned, for some
things would still have to remain beyond their reach for a while longer. So...
"Come
on, I'll walk you home. It's getting late."
The
down-to-earth activity of putting on coats and hats lifted the almost electric
tension between them, and it was under casual but excited banter that they took
the route from the Holzstraße to the Richterstraße. But under the large
chestnut tree a few houses from number 18, Karl came to a halt and in the
safety of the deepblack shadows he cupped her face in his hands. "Tomorrow
at this time we might already be in Paris."
Her eyes
beamed back at him. "I can scarce believe it, you know that?
Paris..." Her voice dreamt away, but she shook herself back to the
present. "Thank you for taking me along, Karl. Thank you so much!"
He smiled
– that shy smile of his that she loved so much. "My pleasure." A soft
kiss on her forehead. "I'm not sure what time I'll be able to get away,
but I hope I'll be able to pick you up sometime early in the afternoon,
okay?"
"Okay."
She pulled him in for good long real
kiss, but he resisted.
"I
believe Paris is already going to your head." He forced a chuckle into his
voice. "We don't do this in public, remember? Everybody knows you
here."
She
pouted a little as she let go of him. "I hate it when you play the part of
the voice of reason, you know that?"
He placed
a quick kiss on her nose in consolation. "Good night, Maryse. I hope
you'll have pleasant dreams."
The
darkness hid her meaningful grin. "You bet I will!" One last quick
kiss for the night, and then he watched her cover the last twenty meters or so
to her house until she was safely inside.
"Sooo,
you're going to Paris, Karl?" Schultz said as he perused through the
letter. "Paris... with wine, women, song..."
Langenscheidt
laughed a little.
"But
I didn't know you had an uncle who was a general?" He winked. "I'll
have to remember to treat you with more respect from now on!" He gestured
to the Kommandantur. "You better go and show this to the Kommandant, so he
can give you a pass."
Langenscheidt
accepted the letter back from him. "But, Sergeant..." he started
timidly.
"Yes?"
"Do
you... do you think he will let me go?"
"Of
course he will. Nothing to worry about!" He leaned over confidentially.
"Whenever a general – any
general – tells Kommandant Klink what to do, he just sits up and wags his
tail!" Schultz laughed boisterously at his own joke. "Now in you go.
Can't keep your uncle the General waiting!"
Nervously,
Corporal Langenscheidt went up the steps, knocked on the door and entered at
Fräulein Hilda's, "Herein."
"Yes,
Corporal?"
He felt
the familiar blush overtake him. "I um... I need to... to see the
K-Kommandant. Kommandant Klink," he stammered.
She
nodded primly. "Go right on in, Corporal."
Another
knock, and a few seconds later he came to attention for Kommandant Klink. Who
hardly looked up from his paperwork.
"Yes,
yes, what is it, Langenscheidt."
Langenscheidt
gulped audibly. "Herr Kommandant... Begging the Kommandant's pardon,
b-but... I met my uncle Horst yesterday, and..."
"And
what? Get to the point, Langenscheidt."
"Jawohl,
Herr Kommandant. Herr Kommandant, he wants me to come to Paris with him."
"To
Paris? Impossible. You have your duties here; you cannot be spared. You're away
more than enough as it is. Dismissed!"
"B-b-but
he s-said it's of great military v-value. His mission, I mean. Maybe if you
read his letter, Herr Kommandant...?"
"What
letter?"
Langenscheidt
handed it to him, and bit his lip as the Kommandant quickly perused its
contents. "Sehr geehrter Kommandant Klink, ladeeda, ladeeda... to release
my nephew Corporal Karl Langenscheidt to me until further notice... Until
further notice? Ha! Ladeeda... ladeeda... ladeeda... to serve as my personal
chauffeur during a top secret mission in Paris. Great military value etcetera,
etcetera, signed General Horst Goetze, Wehrmacht. Well, I..." Suddenly his
eyes flew back to the paper. "General? And you're his nephew? My dear
Langenscheidt, but of course
you may accompany him to Paris for as long as he needs you! Ha ha – of course
you realized I was only joking before, didn't you? No, you go with your uncle
the General and look after him to the best of your abilities. And remember – a
General's aide does not slouch! So pull those shoulders back, back straight and
chin up! Yes – that's the spirit! Show those Frenchies the real Corporal
Langenscheidt!"
Immediately,
Langenscheidt sagged back into his usual lankiness, and with an exasperated
sigh, Klink waved him away. "Perhaps we should let your uncle deal with
that. Here is your pass. Now get out of here and let me get on with my
paperwork."
Karl
saluted dutifully before retreating out of the room. And he was still biting back
his grin when he met Udo at the bottom of the stairs.
"Schultz
said you're going to Paris, you lucky dog." He did nothing to keep the
envy out of his voice. "I wish I could go with you."
Karl
shrugged. "You could always get yourself an uncle who's a general."
"Hm.
Not much chance there," Udo muttered. "But you will send us a
postcard, won't you?"
"Of
course. But I have to get going. Keep up the no-escape record for me, will
you?"
Udo
grimaced. "I will. Have fun!"
And as
Karl crossed the compound, he made a mental note that Corporal Langenscheidt
would have to stay in Paris quite a bit longer than the time Danzig needed to
complete Colonel Hogan's assignment, plus the time his little vacation would
take. For Udo was smart enough to get suspicious if both these friends left and returned around the
same time...
Sabotage
The
journey to Paris had been as uneventful as can be in a time of war. Sure, they
had been stopped a few times. But all they got was a mere cursory look at their
papers and 'Captain Karl Dehner' and 'Fräulein Marisa Mohr' were waved on on
their way to Paris.
The fact
that they were actually smuggling something and were getting away with it in
broad daylight for once only served to further enhance their giddy holiday mood.
And despite the numerous reminders of the war along the way, they were in the
best of spirits when – after getting lost four times in the maze of inner Paris
– they finally found the cosy, unassuming Rue Colbert where their hotel was
located.
"If
you stay here with the car for a moment, I'll go and check in."
Maryse
smiled indulgently, for he was already out of the car before she could open her
mouth to voice a protest – if she had wanted to, that is. But her Karl seemed
even more excited about this sudden holiday than she was. And with good reason,
too. From what she had gathered from his stories over the years, aside from his
frequent stays with his uncle in Hamelburg as a kid, this was probably the very
first vacation trip in his life. And once the small matters of that map and the
jewelry were dealt with, she was personally going to see to it that he would
have the time of his life. If anyone deserved that...!
And there
he was again, almost bounding back to the car. "In Ordnung. We've got two
adjacent rooms on the second floor." He helped her out of the car, and
then joined the young bellboy who had started to unload their luggage.
Together, the three entered the modest lobby again, where the receptionist
welcomed the lady of the party with typical French flourish.
"Ah,
Mademoiselle Mohr! Bienvenue à l'hôtel La Fontaine! Willkommen! Have you had a
pleasant journey? I hope the roads were not too bad?"
Maryse
blushed a little as he grabbed her hand and pressed an exaggerated kiss on it.
She glanced at Karl, but her boy-friend merely grinned.
"Um,
yes. Thank you," she mumbled.
With
equally effusive attentions she was led to the reception desk, where the man –
in between barking at the bellboy to take their luggage up to the second floor
– was almost apologetic in asking for her papers. "Procedure, you
understand, Mademoiselle. Now if you will just fill out this form here..."
While she
filled out her (fake) personal details, the receptionist promised at Karl's
request that he would bring the car around to the private parking space at the
back of the hotel, and shortly afterwards he led them up the stairs to the
second floor, and opened the two rooms for them in his excessively welcoming
style. The keys were handed over, and with a bow and the best wishes for their
stay, the receptionist hurried back down to his desk.
Maryse
shook her head. "What a character..."
Karl
laughed. "I suppose that's typical French melodrama."
She
frowned. "Collaborator's melodrama then. Didn't you see that sign in the
window that this establishment is for German military personnel only? I can't
imagine a real
Frenchman would put up a sign like that for the people who are occupying his
country."
"I
don't care." He lifted her up and to her astonishment he whirled her about
the room.
"Karl!
What...?"
He put
her down, but held her close and repeated with emphasis, "For once, I really don't care. We're in
Paris, we're on holiday, and as far as I'm concerned, the war can go to
hell!"
After a
delightfully foreign breakfast the next morning, Karl and Maryse set off on
foot to find the dressmaker shop Dumoulin in the Rue Papillon where they had to
deliver Colonel Hogan's map. They had memorized the route before they had left
the hotel. It seemed straightforward enough, but they hadn't quite counted with
the many interesting distractions on the way, nor had they fully realized just
how big Paris is. All in all it was nearly lunchtime by the time they found the
narrow alley called Rue Papillon.
They had
agreed beforehand that Maryse would be the one to make the initial contact –
first of all because it was far less conspicuous for a woman to go to a
dressmaker's, but also because Karl in his Wehrmacht uniform was likely to be
met with distrust.
But now
that he saw the seedy alley leading off from the unassuming square, he suddenly
changed his mind. "Maybe it's better if I go. You better wait here and
feed the pigeons or something."
But
Maryse was having none of it. "Don't be silly. It makes far more sense for
me to go. You
better go feed the pigeons. I'll come and get you in a moment."
She
marched off before he could stop her, and with a sigh he turned his attention
to the clucking birds at his feet. "Are all women so pig-headed?" he
asked none of them particular.
Maryse
didn't have to go far. It was only some fifty meters down the alley when she
spied the dressmaker's shop in question: Dumoulin
Couturiers. A quick mental rehearsal of her line, and in she went.
A
friendly bell tinkled as she entered, and from somewhere at the back of the
shop a voice called, "Un moment, s'il vous plaît!"
So Maryse
just stood and looked around in the semi-darkness. Apart from a counter with an
old-fashioned cash register, the small room was chockfull with clothes horses
carrying dresses in all the colours of the rainbow, and probably a few more.
She wondered fleetingly if perhaps the room was kept so dark on purpose, in
order to better preserve the colours.
And there
was the shopkeeper – all flamboyant gestures, just like the receptionist at the
hotel. "Ah, Mademoiselle, que puis-je faire pour vous?"
Maryse
opened her mouth to reply. But she never stood a chance.
"Mais...
oh là là, Mademoiselle, what a modest cut you're wearing! It doesn't bring out
your delicate figure at all! And those colours! Ma pauvre petite demoiselle...
Who's dressing you?"
Apart
from the obvious fact that the man did not like her dress, Maryse's rusty school
French wasn't quite up to par to follow this rapid soliloquy. And as her mind
feverishly searched for the words to tell him that she wasn't here to buy a
dress (if she'd ever get a word in, that is), the shopkeeper was already
rummaging through the dresses on the racks, pulling out one after another under
a continuous stream of French of which she understood at best one word out of
ten.
He was
now holding up the dresses in front of her, never pausing his rapid stream of
commendations, and Maryse was beginning to feel the urge to flee.
"Monsieur, s'il vous plaît!" she pleaded.
And
suddenly he snapped his fingers and fell silent.
The
suddenness of the silence took Maryse by surprise, and before she had gathered
her wits sufficiently to at least utter their recognition code, the shopkeeper
had already dropped the dresses on the counter and rushed to the back of the
shop.
"Mademoiselle,
I have just the dress for you. Attendez un moment, s'il vous plaît!"
Maryse
took a deep breath to try and steel her resolve. After all, how was the guy to
know that she was an emissary from Papa Bear? It was only natural that he saw a
customer in her, and apparently a badly dressed one to boot. She glanced down
at her home-made dress. Was it really that awful?
But there
was the shopkeeper back. "Mademoiselle," he whispered in a respectful
hush. "This dress simply is you."
"Monsieur,"
Maryse began stubbornly – but then she fell silent. For the dress the
shopkeeper so reverently held up for her was just... perfect. A deep dark purple,
with a single large white rose on one hip. Simple and elegant, it had class, it
had style, yet none of the extravagance of the dresses Karl kept in his cellar.
It wasn't the kind of dress she had ever seriously looked at – why tempt
yourself with something you know you cannot afford? But this creation, this
absolutely perfect
creation...
The
shopkeeper smiled a little. He knew the signs of a woman hooked. "Why
don't you try it on?"
Maryse
opened her mouth. And closed it again. "No. Pardon. I mean..." A breath.
"What would you recommend to go with bearskin?"
Monsieur's
jaw dropped. "Bearskin?"
For a
moment, Maryse feared he had no idea what she was talking about, but then he
fumbled out the required English reply. "Bearskin. Ah... oui. Bearskin. I
would say it goes perfectly with a tiger motif."
A sigh of
relief, and suddenly they both laughed.
Carefully,
the shopkeeper placed the purple dress on the counter with the others. "Ma
foi, how was I to know that you were sent here by Papa Bear? So..." He
turned back to her. "Do you have news from Tiger?"
"Tiger?"
Maryse frowned.
"Our...
Never mind. What does Papa Bear want?"
"I
think you'd better speak to his real envoy – I'm just his forerunner. He poses
as a German officer, and we figured that otherwise you might not want to see
him."
The
shopkeeper's face distorted in anger. "Those dirty Boches... Can he be
trusted?"
"One
hundred percent," Maryse calmly assured him. "He even carries a
personal letter of recommendation from Papa Bear himself, if you don't believe
me."
"Hm.
Well, I guess if Papa Bear thinks he's okay..." He looked around.
"Where is he? It's about time for lunch anyway, so perhaps you'd like to
join me?"
Ten
minutes later they all sat around a small table in the back room with a bottle
of red wine, a basket full of fresh baguette, and an array of cream cheeses.
The
initial meeting between Monsieur Antoine (as he wanted to be called) and Oskar
Danzig had been rather cool – especially in comparison to the Frenchman's
ongoing gallantry towards 'Mademoiselle Marisse'. But they were probably just
sizing each other up; something that the language barrier did not exactly
facilitate. So in order to avoid too many misunderstandings, in the end they
had settled for English as the only language all three of them spoke reasonably
well.
And now
Monsieur Antoine sat pored over the map with the rocket launching sites Oskar
had given him. "Oh, c'est fantastique, c'est formidable!" he mumbled
occasionally. "Now if only Tiger were here..."
"Who's
Tiger?" Oskar inquired at last.
"Hein?
Tiger? Tiger is the brains of our group de résistance." He sighed.
"Would you believe she is in Germany at this very moment, looking for
secret fighter bases we have heard rumours about? She could have picked up this
map from Papa Bear herself! And instead you had to come out here and..."
Karl
grinned. "We don't mind. Do we, Maryse?"
She
merely smiled, and took another piece of bread. It was delicious.
"If
only Tiger were here," Monsieur Antoine lamented again. "Quel
dommage! These launching sites should be disabled as soon as may be. But when
she's not here...?"
"Is
she such a wizz with rocket launching sites?" Maryse was getting curious
about this Tiger.
Monsieur
Antoine shook his head. "She is a woman after all. Mais oh là là, what a
woman! If she were a man, she'd be a general! Such uncanny strategy skills –
her plans never fail. Never! And a figure... oh là là!" He shook his head.
"She specifically told us not to borrow trouble while she was away. But
how could she have known something as big as this would come along? And here we
are, unable to do anything..."
Oskar sat
up. "Maybe I can help?"
Maryse
raised her eyebrows at him, but he continued, "I don't know the area of
course, but I've had quite some experience with this kind of stuff."
Monsieur
Antoine stared at him. "You are a rocket expert?"
"No."
He chuckled a little. "But I think I may safely call myself a bit of a
sabotage expert. I'd be happy to help you plan the thing."
"But..."
Maryse began, but her protest was drowned out by Monsieur Antoine's
enthusiastic response.
"Would
you really? Oh, Monsieur Danzig, I am sure we would all be infinitely grateful
if you would help us here. You are a real godsend!"
"You're
not happy about this, are you," Karl observed as they walked back to their
hotel a few hours later to pick up the car for a leisurely reconnaissance tour.
She
sighed. "Not really, no."
He
squeezed her hand in understanding. "It's just that it'd be so much more
convincing with a native German speaker, you know. And..."
"I know, Karl," she
interrupted him. "And I agree. But that doesn't mean I have to like it." She cuddled
up to him a bit as they walked, and he put his arm around her. And she
continued, "Instead of spending a lovely relaxing time together and go and
see the sights, I'm going to have to worry again
about you getting caught or shot." She shook her head. "You just
can't stay away from trouble, can you."
To that,
he made no reply, and they walked on in silence until Maryse tackled a new
subject. "Did you see that beautiful purple dress by the way?"
"Where?"
Karl looked around.
"Back
at Monsieur Antoine's shop." She frowned. "I wonder why the maker of
such beautiful dresses has his shop in such a humble backstreet. I didn't look
at the prices, but his dresses look awfully expensive. Would ladies from the
upper classes really go into a dark little shop like that?"
"I
don't know. Maybe they think it's eccentric?"
"Maybe.
Anyway, I'm going to ask him for the sewing pattern; then I can make it myself.
That's the least
he owes me for stealing you away from me and getting you into trouble."
She paused as she recalled something else. "Karl, what do you think about
this dress? Is it really that awful?" She stepped away from him, and
slowly turned around to grant him a good look.
A broad
smile lit up his face. "You could be wearing a gunny-sack, and I'd still
think you're beautiful."
"I'm
serious, Karl. What do you think? Is it really that awful?"
He
shrugged. "I don't see anything wrong with it. Why?"
A sigh.
"Monsieur Antoine was absolutely appalled when he saw me in this. I
couldn't follow everything he said, but..."
"Maryse,
Monsieur Antoine probably only sees dresses, not the people wearing them. After
all, that's his job. But let me teach you something Oskar Danzig learned a long
time ago. In a dress like the ones in Monsieur Antoine's shop, every woman can look
beautiful. But to look beautiful in a simple dress like this one – now that
takes real
beauty."
Laughter
twinkled in Maryse's eyes. "Real beauty and the eyes of a lover, you
mean."
"Well...
yes. That helps, too, I suppose," he had to concede.
And with
a laugh and a kiss they continued on their way.
Early the
next morning they were back at Monsieur Antoine's shop.
"Entrez,
entrez," he greeted them as he opened the door for them. "Did you
bring the car?"
Karl
nodded. "It's parked in the courtyard at the back, just as you said."
"Good.
Then let's get you changed. The earlier you can get started, the more you can
do today."
As he led
the way to the back room, Maryse pulled at Karl's sleeve. "Look."
"Where?"
"That
dress. The purple one. The one I was telling you about yesterday."
Karl
frowned for a moment as he tried to recollect what she was talking about.
"Oh. Yes. It's nice," he replied vaguely.
And
Maryse grimaced. Clearly his mind was already focused on the task ahead. She
cast another wistful glance at this dress of her dreams, fingering the
intricate rose and the expensive material for a moment, and then followed the
two men into the room at the back.
But the
moment she entered, she was nailed to the floor by two pitchblack piercing
eyes. The eyes of a predator,
it went through her mind, and almost unconsciously, she stepped back.
But
Monsieur Antoine took her by the hand and led her closer to the dark, intense
man. "Mademoiselle Marisse," Monsieur Antoine said with a touch of
inexplicable pride, "This is Monsieur Dubois – Maurice for his friends in
the Résistance. Maurice – Mademoiselle Marisse, envoy from Papa Bear."
The man's
sudden smile negated much of the initial fearsome impression he'd made on her,
but she was still a bit wary in shaking his hand.
"Enchanté,
Mademoiselle," he greeted her with a curt bow. But instead of the
exaggerated flamboyance she had come to expect from French men after thirty-six
hours in Paris, he remained all business-like and turned back to Karl to
discuss a few final details of their trip today. Monsieur Antoine produced two
Luftwaffe uniforms from somewhere and shooed Maryse back out to the shop so the
men could get changed. She used the time to study how the purple dress was put
together (apart from the rose, it looked like she'd have no trouble copying it
if she'd manage to persuade Monsieur Antoine to give her the pattern), and when
they called her back in, Karl was just putting the finishing touches on
Dubois's disguising make-up.
"C'est
formidable!" Monsieur Antoine exulted, seeing how little it took to give
his comrade a completely different look. "Monsieur Danzig, you must stay with us in Paris.
We could use a man with your magic fingers!"
Karl
grimaced. "Thanks, but I've got my own people to take care of." He
got up, double checked his papers, and cut into a renewed panegyric from
Monsieur Antoine with a decisive, "I think we need to get going."
"Oui.
Of course." Monsieur Antoine switched gears in an instant, and handed the
two fake officers their hats.
But Karl
turned to Maryse first. "You know I'll be careful," he promised,
squeezing her shoulders with affection.
She
nodded, and sighed. "Just make sure you make it back here safely tonight,
okay?"
"I
will." A kiss on her forehead, and with an encouraging smile he took his
hat and followed Dubois out the back door.
"Now
remember – I'll handle the talking," Danzig reminded his French comrade as
the car approached the entrance to the first rocket launching site on their
list.
Dubois
nodded. "Understood. I'm the high brow scientist – I don't stoop to talk
to mere guards."
"Exactly."
He reduced the car's speed until it came to a halt in front of the closed gate,
drawing a young guard from the guardhouse.
"Guten
Morgen, Herr Colonel, Herr Leutnant."
"Morgen."
A silent Heil Hitler salute was exchanged, and then the young guard asked what
their business was.
"I'm
Colonel Mück from Luftwaffe Headquarters in Berlin. My companion here," he
nodded to Dubois, "Is Lieutenant Wegner – Dr. Dr. Paul Wegner from the
University of Frankfurt, to be exact. And we need to speak to the man in charge
of this site."
The guard
saluted respectfully. "May I see your orders, Herr Colonel?"
Silently,
the orders were handed over. And the next moment, the young guard gasped.
"From Reichsmarschalk Göring himself? Oi! I'd better... Moment mal, bitte,
Herr Colonel!" He scurried into the guardhouse, and a moment later they
heard him talking on the phone. "Major
Schmalz? There are some men from Berlin to see you, sir. With orders from
Reichsmarschalk Göring himself! ... Yes. Of course, Herr Major. Right away.
Heil Hitler!"
He
scrambled back out. "In Ordnung, Herr Colonel. If you just follow the
driveway, and at the end you turn left, you'll find Major Schmalz's office."
He hurried to open the barrier, and then stood at attention until they passed.
"Um...
Corporal?" Colonel Mück cleared his throat.
"Jawohl,
Herr Colonel?"
"Could
I have my orders back, please?"
"What?
Your..." Frantically, the young guard turned his pockets inside out, and
then dashed back into the guardhouse.
"Here
they are, sir," he breathed as he thrust them into the Colonel's hand a
moment later. "Ich bitte um Verzeihung, Herr Colonel. Ich hatte sie nur
auf dem..."
But
Colonel Mück waved him away. "It's alright, boy. Heil Hitler!"
"Heil
Hitler!" was the utterly relieved reply as they finally moved on through
the gate.
Following
the guard's directions, they arrived at some barracks in the woods a few
minutes later. The first one carried a sign saying, 'Kommandantur', so that's
where Karl parked the car. They got out, waltzed by the guard on the porch as
if he wasn't there, and the next moment they were in Major Schmalz's office.
"Heil
Hitler!" the little man chanted.
Mück and
Wegner answered the eager greeting in silent superiority.
"Major
Schmalz," the cool colonel began. "We've been sent here from
Luftwaffe Headquarters in Berlin. My companion here – best known as Dr. Dr.
Paul Wegner from the University of Frankfurt – has developed an improved aiming
mechanism for our rockets. And Reichsmarschalk Göring wants this to be
installed on all the rockets in the area. Here are our orders."
Major
Schmalz gave the papers a cursory inspection, while he already nodded, "Of
course, Herr Colonel. An improvement is always welcome. If you wait here a
moment, I'll send for one of my men to accompany you to the launching
pads."
He
stepped outside for a moment to talk to the guard on the porch, and within a
minute they were joined by an elderly sergeant.
"Sergeant
Klaus Klötzl reporting, sir."
"At
ease, Klötzl." Schmalz quickly informed him of the situation, and ordered
him to take the two gentlemen from Berlin to the launching pads and provide
them with anything they needed. "And remember – they are acting on the
orders of Reichsmarschalk Göring himself!"
"Jawohl,
Herr Major." And turning to the visitors, "Bitte, Herr Colonel, Herr
Leutnant, follow me."
He led
them through another patch of beautiful, bird infested wood to a large
clearing, where the beauty of nature was defaced by six grim-looking rockets,
ready to go.
"Here
you are, gentlemen. Do you need any help?"
Colonel
Mück shook his head. "No, thank you, Sergeant. Dr. Wegner brought along
everything he needs."
They
climbed up on the first launching pad, with Klötzl on their heels. An
apprehensive round around the rocket – after all, neither Karl nor Dubois had
any idea where they might be able to sabotage the thing – but fortunately,
there was a panel on the other side.
Dubois
put down his bag with tools and took out a Phillips screwdriver that seemed a
good fit for the screws that kept the panel's cover in place. "Can you get
that guard away?" he mumbled from the corner of his mouth as he started to
loosen the panel. "Especially this first time. I have no idea what I will
find and what I can do."
An
imperceptible nod, and Colonel Mück took the hovering sergeant by the arm.
"Come on, Sergeant. Let's grant the genius some space to do his
work." He led him away and off the pad, and struck up a conversation with
him that could have been taken for an informal evaluation of the base's
procedures. Until the 'genius' called him and motioned for him to join him at
the panel again.
"Excuse
me, Sergeant." And with a few long strides he was back at Dubois's side.
"What's up?"
"I
have taken out a handful of wires as you suggested, and moved several of the
others. But where do I put in that extra piece we brought along? There is no
room for it!"
Karl
studied the panel inside. The opening was but small, and the area was indeed
chockfull with incomprehensible electronics. If only Udo were here...
"Perhaps..." He glanced over his shoulder, but no, the sergeant was
still where he'd left him – a safe five meters or so away. "Here." He
took the screwdriver. "If we take off the casing of one of these dials,
and remove one of its communicating nuts..."
Dubois
grinned. "Then it will not communicate anymore. And they will not find out
until it is too late. Excellent idea!"
"A
friend of mine taught me," Oskar said modestly. "But you better take
over. After all, you're supposed to be the rocket expert."
He walked
back to the waiting sergeant. "He's almost done with this one."
Klötzl
nodded. "I suppose he'll have to tinker with all the rockets here,
right?"
Colonel
Mück nodded and looked around at the launching pads in the clearing. "We
should be done here within the hour, I think."
The
sergeant looked surprised. "Won't the ones in the depot get the
improvement?"
Karl
instantly caught on. "Of course they will. How many do you keep in stock
here?"
The
sergeant's answer was immediate. "Fifty, sir."
Karl only
just managed to maintain his pokerface...
It was
well past ten o'clock in the evening (with Maryse getting close to tearing her
hair out) by the time the two sabotaging officers showed up again at the back
door of Dumoulin's couturier shop.
"What
took you so long!" Maryse reproached them as she flung herself in Karl's
arms the moment he entered.
"It
was a lot more work than we thought," Karl replied. He threw down his hat,
untangled himself from his girl-friend with a mere token kiss, and sank down on
a chair by the table. Dubois followed his example, and immediately, Monsieur
Antoine placed a mug of hot Ersatz coffee in front of them.
"So
how far did you get? Are you nearly done?" he inquired.
"Not
by a long shot." Oskar sighed. "We only got around to three sites
today – and we shouldn't even have done that last one. Not only was it getting
too dark to see what we were doing, they were getting suspicious as well about
our doing this in the evening."
"So
what's taking so long?" Maryse wanted to know.
Another
sigh. "We thought they had just a few rockets at each site, but it turns
out every site has its own rocket depot. We couldn't very well leave those
intact, could we?"
"So
in that first place I had to do it all by myself," Dubois filled in.
"For that's what we had told the Boches – that I was the rocket expert.
But once we knew about those depots, we said I had instructed him to do the preliminary
work, and I'd put on the finishing touches. That went a lot faster of course.
But if they have something like seventy rockets lying around, that still takes
an awful lot of time."
"And
we're almost out of petrol," Oskar added. "Monsieur Antoine, do you
happen to have some coupons for petrol lying around? Or better still: a letter
requisitioning it for military purposes?"
Monsieur
Antoine nodded. "We have some military stationery. But if it has to be in
German, you better type it up yourself tomorrow morning."
"Alright."
Karl emptied his mug and stood. "And do you have water and soap and a
mirror somewhere? I'd rather not have to argue with the hotelier tonight to let
me in."
"So
what have you been up to today?" Karl asked as they briskly took the route
back to the Rue Colbert.
"I've
helped Monsieur Antoine a bit. Pinning patterns, cutting, even sewing a little.
In the end he declared I was a decent seamstress after all."
Karl let
out a tired chuckle. "High praise no doubt, coming from him."
"Definitely!"
Maryse was silent for a moment, and then she asked hesitantly, "Karl, how
many more days do you reckon you need for those rockets?"
He
shrugged a little. "We still have five sites to go, and those are a bit
further out, too. So I guess three more days should do it." He pulled her
close. "I'll make it up to you, okay? There is no specific date that
either of us has to be back, so I'll ask the hotelier tonight if we can stay an
extra week. And that week is going to be dedicated entirely to you!"
She
smiled wistfully, and hugged him. "It better be..."
The days
dragged with Maryse. As always when Karl was out on a mission, she was too
tense and too engrossed in her worries to do anything that required serious
concentration. At home at least she had her job and her housework to help her
kill the time till he got back. But all she could do here was assisting
Monsieur Antoine in his sewing work. And it wasn't that she disliked sewing,
but for days in a row when you're on tenterhooks already...
A few
times Monsieur Antoine had suggested that she'd go out into town. Who knows –
perhaps he wasn't too happy with her help after all. But nothing could get her
to leave the place where she would learn whether or not Karl had made it back
alright in this unknown megacity with its foreign language.
"The
last day," Monsieur Antoine said, clearly trying to cheer her up as he put
a mug of Ersatz coffee in front of her. "It is quite far out, this one,
but Maurice and Monsieur Danzig should be back late in the afternoon."
Maryse
let out a sigh. "It's been going so smoothly so far – I really hope they
won't run into trouble with this last one."
"They
will be fine," Monsieur Antoine assured her. "So what will you two be
doing tomorrow? Finally going to see all the famous sights?"
She shook
her head. "We've got one more matter to take care of first. No, don't
worry," she added quickly, seeing his startled, somewhat guilty reaction.
"There's no real hurry with that one. I hope we can get that sorted out in
one day, and then
we can..." She hesitated. "Monsieur Antoine, I suppose you know Paris
very well, don't you? I mean, you'd know where to go for things."
A grand
gesture. "Anything you need. What can I help you with?"
Maryse
swallowed. Hard. "Do you... Would you know where we could go to get
married in secret?"
Monsieur
Antoine's eyes distended. "You are here for your honeymoon?"
"Well,
not quite." She sighed, suddenly feeling an uncontrollable urge to vent
her frustration with the situation. It should be safe to do so with a fellow
member of the Underground whom she'd never see again after today, shouldn't it?
"The problem is that I can't really
marry him and be his wife in public. For then I'd have to marry him under his
real name of course – Oskar Danzig is just one of his aliases." A grimace.
"One of the many. And no one – and I really mean no one but me – is aware of
his true identity. But far too many people in the Underground know me as Oskar Danzig's
girl-friend, so it'd be a dead giveaway if I'd marry him as himself. He has
already survived the Gestapo wiping out his entire resistance group once, for
the sole reason that none of his people was able to tell them who Danzig really
was. It's dangerous enough that I
know – I won't put him at extra risk by giving away that secret to
others." She hesitated. "But I do want to marry him. Soon. It's not
that I don't trust him or anything; it's just... Everything is so uncertain. I
just... I think I just want to have some tangible, undeniable proof that he's
mine, that he'll be at my side for the rest of my life. That even if..."
She gulped with difficulty, her hands restlessly clawing in the table cloth.
"Even if he wouldn't survive this rotten war, at least this time I...
I'd..." She faltered, suddenly close to tears.
Monsieur
Antoine watched her with compassion. "I understand. Marrying him in secret
would not really change anything in practice, but it is the idea that gives you
comfort in those long hours waiting for him to return from danger."
She
nodded. "Something like that, yes. I wouldn't mind keeping up the charade
at home, living separately and all. But just knowing
that we're married..." Her hands clenched into fists. "All I want is
to keep him safe. Alive."
Suddenly,
Monsieur Antoine sat down across from her and placed his hands over her
restless fists. "Mademoiselle Marisse, I am really sorry that I dragged
your amoureux into danger here, too – I really am. But perhaps I can ease your
distress a little, for I know just the place you are looking for!"
Maryse
looked up, wide-eyed. "You do?"
"Indeed
I do! Secrecy guaranteed – the guy is a first class patriot, who would never
breathe a word of it to the Boches if we ask him not to. With a bit of luck,
you should be married to your Oskar within a week!" A beaming grin crossed
his face. "And you know what?" He jumped up and out into the shop,
and returned with... "Your Oskar is going to have the most magnifique
bride in the world!"
Maryse
stared. In the doorway to the shop stood Monsieur Antoine, holding up the dress. The purple and
white dream to which her eyes were irresistibly drawn every time she was in the
shop. That absolutely perfect creation that made every dress she'd ever had
pale in comparison. Would he really...?
But she
forced herself to shake her head. "That's very kind of you, Monsieur
Antoine, but I really couldn't accept something like that."
"But
I insist!" He came into the room and spread out the purple dream on the
table. "Besides, I have observed you this week. You do not fool me: you
just cannot stay away from this dress. Admit it!"
"It's
the most beautiful dress I've ever seen," Maryse conceded quietly.
"But I can't acc..."
"Yes,
you can. It is my expiatory sacrifice for causing you so much distress this
week. So in order to soothe my conscience, will you please accept it? S'il vous
plaît?"
His face
was such a picture of innocent plea that she couldn't help laughing – laughing
with a few stray tears escaping as well. "Alright then." She quickly
wiped the tears away, and added with sincere gratitude, "And thank you.
For I really do love that dress. So much in fact, that I was going to ask you
for the sewing pattern."
"Nix
pattern," he grumbled. "This dress was destined for you from the
moment you first walked into this shop. Ah, oui! I saw the way you looked at it
that first time! Now why don't you finally
try it on, so we can see if it needs altering? Believe me." He grinned
from ear to ear. "Your Oskar will be absolutely speechless when he sees
you in this. Secret or not, we'll make sure you two will have a wedding to
remember!"
Caught
Knock
knock.
An
unintelligible reply, and Maryse pushed open the door. "Karl, there is
something I have to talk to y... Oh, pardon!"
With a
face as red as a beetroot, Maryse quickly retreated to the corridor and pulled
the door shut. This wasn't Karl's room at all – how could she get so turned
around? Hopefully that lady she barged in on wasn't the quarrelsome type,
but...
She
looked around. And frowned. There was her room, number 6. And Karl's room was
right next to hers, number... Huh? Wasn't that the room she just left? With the
blond, long-legged beauty at the dressing table?
Suddenly,
the door of number 7 was pulled open and the long-legged beauty appeared. She
was a beauty indeed, of Slavic or Eastern European origin, Maryse noted as she
instinctively stepped back for this intimidating woman.
"I...
I'm really sorry," she began, feeling her blush overtake her again.
"I must have gotten the room numbers mixed up. I didn't mean to..."
A chuckle
rose from the woman's throat. "Come on in," she said in a sultry
tone, and held the door invitingly open.
Unconsciously,
Maryse took another step closer to the stairs. "But I... Honestly, Madame,
I didn't mean to intrude upon your privacy! It was a mistake!"
Another
chuckle. "Maryse, calm down. It's me."
"What?!"
All she could do was stare at the woman as she felt her jaw slowly dropping.
The
long-legged Slavic beauty jerked her head, and then gestured for her to come
in. But Maryse was too astonished to move, and after a quick glance down the
deserted corridor, the lady stepped out and grabbed her arm to pull her into
the room.
"What
are you doing dressed like this?" Maryse refound the power of speech just
as the female Karl had closed the door behind them. "I thought you had
given up your female impersonating years ago!"
"I
did." It was definitely Karl's voice that answered her now. And somehow,
the Slavic beauty seemed a little less convincing all of a sudden as she
continued, "And I have no intention of repeating this little encore. But
it'd be stupid not
to use my skills to get a much better price for that jewelry than Karl
Langenscheidt ever could as himself."
"What
do you mean?" Maryse hadn't quite recovered sufficiently from seeing him
like this to be able to follow his reasoning. Sure, in the early days of their
courtship when he was still performing, she had seen him dressed as a woman and
made up as a woman often enough. Even in that show of Charlie's Aunt that Karl had
invited her to. But it had always been 'Karl dressed up and made up as a
woman'. Never before had she seen him in his full glory as female impersonator,
playing his role with such conviction that the audience instinctively saw him as a woman. It was
disconcerting, to say the least. 'Creepy' was probably a better description.
"Hey."
She
flinched as the lady took her by the shoulders in a shockingly familiar manner
and tried to pull her into an embrace. Instinctively she backed away – until
she realized again that it was Karl standing in front of her. Karl – looking
like some Slavic beauty queen. A Karl she seriously had to look up to, for he
was suddenly nearly a head taller than she was. She always had to look up to
him a little, but this was ridiculous. Was he...? A quick glance at his feet
confirmed her hunch: he was wearing high heels, and seemed more at ease in them
than she herself was.
She
swallowed. "Why, Karl?"
A
well-shaped eyebrow was raised. "I just told you that."
A sigh.
"I don't think I heard a word you said."
"I
see." An indulgent smile. But as the lady's hand lifted in a gesture
Maryse immediately recognized as Karl going to lovingly stroke her hair behind
her ear, she quickly stepped out of his reach. "Don't."
The hurt
was obvious in his – the lady's – eyes, but she just couldn't bring herself
to... She took a quavery breath. "Sorry, Karl, but not like this. You know
how much I love it when you caress me as yourself, and I've learned not to mind
when you do it even if you don't look anything like yourself. But
this...!" She shook her head. "No. This is too wrong."
He nodded
his understanding, suddenly reminding her much more of her Karl than of the
Slavic beauty queen her eyes registered.
And she
repeated her question. "Why, Karl? Why are you dressing up like
this?"
He heaved
a sigh – yes, he.
"There are things in which Marya simply outclasses Karl Langenscheidt.
Karl Langenscheidt will always be an underdog when bargaining for a good deal,
and he's fairly easily intimidated. And I'm afraid Captain Dehner wouldn't be
far behind. But Marya – she intimidates them,
and can get the most outrageous things done simply by twisting men around her
little finger. So I'm sure I can get a much better price for this jewelry when
I try to sell it as Marya than I ever would as myself."
Maryse
frowned. "That's ridiculous. You are
Marya, so you must be able to do anything she can."
He smiled
a little. "Not quite. Most of all because I'm not a woman."
She
studied his appearance in silence. And finally she sighed. "If you really think it makes a
difference?"
He nodded
solemnly.
Another
sigh. "Alright then. If you promise
me this will be the very very last time for you to dress up as a woman."
"I
promise. The very very
last time. Once this jewelry is sold, I'll be ever so glad to behave and dress
like the man I am for the rest of my life."
If only
he knew...
It was
with mixed feelings that Maryse kept watch while 'Marya' quickly negotiated the
fire ladder and disappeared out of sight. Seeing her Karl like this really had
shaken her – as if even after all these years, there were still sides to him of
which she was completely unaware.
Then
again, his fame as female impersonator could not possibly have been based on
what he had showed her
in their off-stage encounters in the theatre at the time. Knowing how she
despised his job, he probably had taken great care to be himself around her
even when he was dressed up as a woman. And she had seen him morphing into
other characters dozens of times – she knew his skills in that field were truly
extraordinary, and disturbing as it was, she admired him for it nonetheless.
But to
see those same skills being used to turn him into to a real woman, and a not
particularly likeable woman to boot...
She shook
herself. At least he had promised that today would be the very last time. And
besides, she had more fun things to do today, like...
She
froze. In the consternation, she still
hadn't told him about this friend of Monsieur Antoine's – the man who held the
necessary power to marry them in secret. Karl had been so tired last night that
she had considered it wise to wait with springing the news on him until
morning. And now...
Oh well.
She sighed. Then she'd have to tell him tonight. Or depending on the mood he
was in after a day of haggling for a good bargain, perhaps tomorrow morning
would be better. She chuckled to herself. It sure seemed like she was
procrastinating...
But first
things first: she had promised Monsieur Antoine to stop by this morning for
another fitting of the purple dress, and then perhaps she could celebrate this
being her last day solo in Paris by going shopping the female way – to spare
Karl the aggravation later on.
Monsieur
Antoine received her in full French state of course. "Ah, Mademoiselle
Marisse, entrez, entrez! You are just in time – I have just put the last
stitches in your dress, so it is ready to be fitted. Come!" He led her to
the spacious fitting cubicle, and handed her the dress. "Take your time,
Mademoiselle. Dressing should not be done in haste – it should be
savoured!"
Maryse
grimaced behind the curtain, but once she took the dress off its hanger to
slide it over her head, she thought she understood what he meant. The soft, yet
slightly stiff fabric on her skin, the distinct smell of new clothes, and the
look of something so rich on her really was something to be savoured.
"Are
you alright?" came Monsieur Antoine's voice from behind the curtain after
a prolonged silence from her side. "Do you need some help with the hooks
and eyes perhaps?"
"Yes,
please." A smiling Maryse appeared. "I was just admiring myself
already."
His face
beamed. "I told you: this dress simply is you!"
"It
sure is." She turned her back to him, and as he quickly and professionally
hooked up the dress, Maryse was struck by the realization that very soon now,
Karl would be the one doing this. And a lot less professionally, too, she
hoped. The mere image of him doing up (or undoing) those hooks and eyes on her
back sent an expectant shiver down her spine. Especially if it'd be one of
those days when he simply couldn't keep his hands off her. The idea of them
soon being able to give in to those feelings of physical desire was as
tantalizing as it was...
"There,"
Monsieur Antoine cut into her exciting little daydream. "Now let's have a
look at you." Slowly he turned her around, straightening something here,
adjusting something there. "Superbe!" he proclaimed, before leading
her to the grand mirror in the corner. "I'd advise you to get some white
flowers for your bouquet. And shoes – do you have suitable shoes?"
She shook
her head. "Back home I've got a pair of high-heeled sandals that could go
with purple. But although I did sort of plan to get married in Paris, I didn't
exactly expect to do so in a dress like this."
"Maybe
I have something for you." He looked intently at her feet as if to study
them.
"Why
– do you run a shoe shop as well?" Maryse inquired somewhat sceptically.
"Sort
of." He disappeared behind another curtain in the back and returned with
two pairs of white pumps. "You see," he explained as he put the two
pairs down in front of her, "With the present scarcity of shoes, it is
difficult for women to find shoes that go with their new dresses. So to make
sure the Parisian ladies keep buying my dresses, I have gathered a supply of
fashionable shoes for them to go with the dresses they buy. Some are new, some
are second hand that still look like new."
Maryse
tried them on, and instantly decided to go with the left pair.
Monsieur
Antoine nodded his appreciation. "Très jolie. Your Oskar will not be able
to keep his eyes off you!" He chuckled. "Alors, what did he
say?"
"I
haven't told him yet," Maryse confessed. "I figured he was too tired
yesterday, and this morning he was gone before I had a chance to talk to him.
But to be honest... I'm afraid I'm going to have to talk him into it."
Monsieur
Antoine's eyes distended. "Comment?
You mean he does not know you want to marry him?"
"Oh,
he wants to marry me alright. I believe he's been dreaming about that ever
since he first set eyes on me. But even with all the secrecy and anonymity of
Paris, there's a good chance that he'll still consider it too dangerous."
"Balivernes!"
Monsieur Antoine exclaimed. "Nonsense! There is no danger whatsoever. You
just bring him here, and together we will talk him around."
Maryse
grimaced. "It wouldn't be very romantic though – literally having to talk
him into marrying me."
"Ah,
ça!" Monsieur Antoine threw up his hands. "Mademoiselle Marisse, a
man will always find excuses not to get married just yet. It's in our genes!
But take it from a man with nearly twenty-five years of experience in marriage:
in the end, the lady always gets her wish. So don't you worry – we will get him
to the altar."
At that
moment, the door of the shop opened and Maurice Dubois came barging in. A quick
glance around, a cursory nod at Maryse and he blurted out his news. "Tiger
a été arrêtée par le Gestapo!"
"Quoi?
Mon Dieu!"
But
Maryse had only understood one word. "Gestapo?" she echoed,
blanching. "Did they find out about those rockets already?"
"No,
no." Dubois took a calming breath. "Nothing that concerns your
friend. It is Tiger, our leader. The Gestapo in Germany has arrested her."
"And?
What else did César say?" Monsieur Antoine pressed.
"He
said they are taking her to Paris today – for 'intensive interrogation'."
Dubois's voice dripped with sarcasm.
"Oh
no..." Monsieur Antoine's hand flew to his mouth. "Not that new
guy..."
"I
am afraid so – that salopard." He spat out the abusive term. "We are
going to have to get her out somehow. No
one deserves to die at the hands of cette ordure. And certainly not
a brave woman like Tiger."
"After she is made to spill
everything she knows." Monsieur Antoine started pacing in between the
clothes horses full of dresses. Suddenly his natural flamboyance was severely
toned down by a far more business-like attitude.
"She
is strong. She will hold out," Dubois stated brusquely, probably more as a
wish than as a fact.
But,
"No one holds out forever, Maurice. And certainly not in the hands of
that... that... canaille of
a Backscheider." He kept tensely pacing back and forth, with Dubois and
Maryse watching him in anxious silence. "Is she here in Paris yet?"
"Probably
not. César said they were shipping her out today. I have already asked Pauline
to keep Gestapo Headquarters under surveillance." His eyes flashed fire.
"I say we set up an ambush there and grab her before they can take her
inside."
Immediately,
Monsieur Antoine rounded on him. "Are you mad? They would shoot her on the
spot, and grab us, too! Non." He resumed his pacing. "What we need is
one of Tiger's own top crazy plans. Without having her here to think it up for
us."
Maryse
bit her lip. Should she volunteer to ask Karl to help them? But Karl didn't
know anything or anyone here. And to send him into Gestapo Headquarters... For
she knew all too well that having him help them plan a rescue pretty much
equalled having him lead the raid himself. And the absolute last thing she wanted was
for him to get involved with the Gestapo – be it here in Paris or in Hamelburg
or anywhere.
But that
Tigerlady was their leader here. Fighting against the outrages of the Nazis,
just like they were. It wasn't too far-fetched to consider them to be
colleagues, was it? So it did seem the right thing to do to offer to help them.
She'd probably expect them to help, too, if they happened to be in Hamelburg at
a time when Karl got picked up. So no matter how the idea frightened the hell
out of her, no matter how much she wanted to keep Karl away from the Gestapo,
she really should... She squeezed her eyes shut, clenched her fists so tight
that her nails seemed to cut into the palms and...
"Get
back in touch with César," suddenly Monsieur Antoine's voice ordered with
unexpected authority. "Tell him to contact Papa Bear – he is expecting
Tiger anyway. And if the man's reputation is anything to go by, he will come up
with something to rescue her – even if he cannot be here in person."
Maryse
opened her eyes just in time to catch Dubois's grim nod and to see him hurry
out of the shop.
And she
turned to Monsieur Antoine, who stood staring in the distance, abusing his
little moustache. She gulped. She really couldn't remain behind, could she...
So she cleared her throat and... "Monsieur Antoine?"
He jumped
– apparently he had forgotten she was still there.
But she
forced herself to go on. "Do you think... Would you like me to ask K...
Oskar to help you free Tiger, too?"
He gave
her a sad smile. "That is real sweet of you to ask, ma chérie, but no.
Unless Papa Bear's plan explicitly calls for a native German speaker, we should
be able to manage on our own. We have a lot of people in the French
Résistance."
Her sigh
of genuine relief did not escape him of course, and he took her hands in his.
"No, Mademoiselle Marisse. You two have done enough to help us. Now you
should just enjoy your time in Paris together. It is your lune de miel after
all – your honeymoon. That means that for once in your life, you are entitled
to a little selfishness." He squeezed her hands. "But I promise I
will contact Monsieur Aubault – mon ami the deputy mayor – and explain the
situation to him, and tell him to expect you two sometime in the coming week.
And as soon as we hear from Papa Bear, I will let you know when Maurice and I
are available as witnesses for your wedding."
Maryse
swallowed. "But I wouldn't want to get married while your friend is being
tortured by the Gestapo."
A sigh.
"Mademoiselle Marisse, there will always be war somewhere on this planet.
There will always be people who torture and kill each other in unpleasant ways.
We cannot let that stop us from living." He watched her mull that over in
her mind, and added quietly, "You love your Oskar, and he loves you. Do
not allow that prick of light in the darkness to be smothered by the evil
surrounding it."
"Ah!
My dear little doorman!"
The
receptionist of Hôtel La Fontaine already turned pink.
"Mademoiselle..." he murmured darkly as a greeting.
"Have
you missed me?" A long arm stretched out to him, and if he didn't want to
be impolite, the receptionist really was obliged to press a kiss on the hand
that hovered under his nose.
"Ah.
So passionate...!" the lady mused, but laughter lurked in her eyes.
The
receptionist turned a shade darker, and refused to look her in the eye as he
rushed out, "Captain Dehner is still working in his room. So please, go on
up, Mademoiselle. I am sure you know the way by now."
"Oh,
I do," she purred. "I do, darling. But why don't you come up with me
and we could be a threesome? This is Paris, after all."
The
receptionist's colour quickly turned to scarlet as he backed away against the
wall to avoid the lady's long-nailed indexfinger to stroke his jaw.
"Mademoiselle, je vous en prie! I am a married man!"
"Ha!"
Full of sudden excitement, the lady slammed the desk, making him jump.
"That only makes it more piquant, n'est-ce pas?" She leaned over the
reception desk with her eyes half closed and her lips pursed. "So will you
kiss me now or later?"
"Mademoiselle,
I... (gulp)... really do not think this is..."
But there
was that taunting hand again, trying to... If he could have, the receptionist
probably would have backed away through
the wall as that hand came closer and closer to... "Mademoiselle,
really...!"
"Deny
it all you want, my little doorman," the lady purred. "You know you
cannot resist me."
"No!"
the receptionist squeaked. "Go away!"
The flick
of a fur stole in his face was accompanied by a predatory smile. "Fight me
all you can, darling. It will be that much sweeter when you surrender."
And with a regal air and a sultry wink for the staring bellboy, the annoying
lady finally
marched off towards the stairs.
The
receptionist let out an audible sigh and quickly took out his handkerchief to
wipe his brow. The cloth was still wet from the previous four times when that
obtrusive lady had come in here today to bring Captain Dehner some more
messages for his top secret project.
He
glanced at the young bellboy who was still staring at the stairs with his mouth
agape. "Tu, Arnaud!" he tried to get the boy back to the present.
But the
bellboy just stood there, gaping at the now deserted stairs with a vacant,
blissful grin on his face. "Boy! She sure is something!"
The
receptionist glared at him. "Yeah – trouble!" He wondered how Captain
Dehner dealt with her...?
Actually,
'Captain Dehner' had no trouble dealing with her. He simply locked the room,
kicked off those high heels, deposited the handbag and the stole on the bed and
fell down in the nearest chair. And grimaced as he stretched and rotated his
feet. He sure was out of practice when it came to walking on high heels.
He
glanced at his bag on the bed. The fifth considerable sum of money he'd gotten
for Marya's jewelry today. Dubois's advice the other day to try and sell the
stuff in small amounts to different merchants instead of everything at once
seemed to be paying off well. It just took more time and effort.
Two batches
still to go, and it was past five o'clock by now. Hopefully he'd get it all
done today. If not, he'd better try and sell the last batch as himself
tomorrow, or Maryse would have a fit.
He closed
his eyes for a moment and heaved a sigh. Maryse... He really owed her big time
by now. First those rocket launching sites, and then this morning...
She
really shouldn't have had to see him like this. He had honestly thought she was
going out straight after breakfast, so when she suddenly walked in on him this
morning when he was in full Marya mode, he had been as caught out as she had
been shocked. And all he had wanted to do was to take her in his arms and
reassure her that he was still her Karl; that he was merely playing a part, and
that the outside look had nothing to do with the man on the inside – the man
who loved her so much that he couldn't imagine a life without her anymore.
So to
atone for all that, starting tomorrow he was finally going to make good on
those promises of spending all their time together, and go and see the sights,
and basically make sure she'd have a wonderful time in Paris at his side. If
anyone deserved that...
Another
sigh before he hauled himself to his feet. Time to get on with it. Money put
away, new batch of jewelry in the bag, a quick look at the map, shoes back on,
stole, and ready he was to go.
Sprucely,
Marya went down the stairs, blew a kiss first to the already reddening
receptionist and then to the drooling bellboy, and then she set off for the
river Seine.
According
to Dubois, there was always some blackmarket activity going on under the
bridges there – you just needed to wander along the low-lying wharves and you
were bound to come across it sooner or later. He sure hoped it'd be sooner –
his feet hurt.
The Seine
wasn't too far fortunately, and soon Marya blended in with the myriad of casual
strollers and the necking lovers. That is – as far as Marya was able to blend
in anywhere of course. For as usual, male heads turned and female eyes glowered
wherever she showed her provocative self. But she just teased them with a
sultry smile and a little eyelash fluttering, and walked on.
The small
group of men huddling together under the fourth bridge looked promising though.
Marya approached them with slightly swinging hips to find out what they were so
interested in. But disappointment awaited her – it was merely a gambling game.
Onto the next then.
And
indeed: a few bridges further down, three men were opening their attaché cases
and furtively showing each other their contents under a pretty heated
discourse.
Slowly,
she came close, taking in the situation as best she could. One of the attaché
cases was filled with watches and small clocks. That sure screamed
'blackmarket'.
So,
"Oh, boys?" she taunted as she struck a provocative pose right behind
them.
All three
the men jumped around and stared – at the long legs, the enigmatic smile, the
promising mischief in the eyes...
"I
have something that might interest you." She shook her hand in the air,
rattling the jewelled bracelet she wore. "A real heirloom from my native
country Russia. If you like, I could tell you the story behind it?" She
came closer and tickled the man in the middle under his chin. He had to gulp
before he could croak, "Oui! Please do!"
"Alright."
A caress here, a sultry look there, and the three were all ears, crowding
around her in order not to miss a single word coming from those sultry lips.
"So..."
Marya wriggled her eyebrows as she showed them the bracelet in a little more
detail. "This bracelet and some other trinkets I have in my bag used to
belong to Her Royal Highness Yevguenia Viktorova – the eldest daughter of the
sister of the late Russian czar's uncle."
One of
the men gasped. "Really?"
"Oh
yes! You see, my mother was princess Yevguenia's governess at the time, and we
lived in the palace with them. I was still a little girl of course, but I
clearly remember all the gold and ivory and big crystal chandeliers. And thick,
soft carpets on every floor that made your feet sink in as deep as your ankles.
And the jewelry of the princess and her mother – oh! Drawers and drawers full.
You could lighten up a blacked out room with all that glitter!
"But
when things became ugly with the revolution and all, they had to flee. They hid
as much jewelry on them as they could – for later. And Her Royal Highness
Valentina Grigoryeva – the princess's mother – told my mother to take care of
the rest and guard it with her life until they'd be able to return and resume
their rightful place in the palace." She paused dramatically. "But of
course, none of them ever returned. They were murdered along with the other
Russian royals. My mother and I had to flee the country, too, and as she
promised the late Royal Highness, we brought along as much of the royal jewelry
as we could carry – to avoid having these treasures fall prey to the greedy
bolsheviks.
"But
there is no one left alive to whom we can return it. So no matter how much it
pains us to part with the gems of our beloved princess, it seems the right
thing to do to sell it to people who have use for it. After all, my mother and
I really are too humble for such riches – we'd never wear them ourselves. So if
you happen to have a wife or a mistress who loves beautiful things...?"
One of
the men gulped. "Can I see?"
"But
of course! These treasures should
be seen! After all, they belong in a museum." She fished a beautiful pearl
necklace out of her bag, followed by a golden woman's wristwatch with ivory
inlays. And a butterfly shaped brooch, studded with gems in all the colours of
the rainbow.
"Ahh..."
the men gasped in wonder.
"Magnifique!"
one of them pronounced. "Real antique, too, I bet!"
"Of
course it is. That brooch probably dates back to the middle ages," Marya
stated with a glaringly obvious lack of expertise. But the men took her on any
word that left her mouth.
"How
much for the butterfly," one of them opened the negotiations.
But
before Marya had a chance to name her (outrageous) price, the second man
boasted, "Tell me your price and I'll go a thousand francs over it."
"I'll
double it!"
the third one exclaimed, and heatedly, they started throwing out ever
increasing numbers at each other, with Marya discreetly cheering each of them
on.
"Alright
– sold!" she announced when at last two of her customers had had to back
out of the bidding match.
The
winner beamed with childish pleasure, and the other two sulked as a big pile of
banknotes and the beautiful (garish in Karl's eyes) brooch changed hands.
And then
Marya turned back to the other two. "Your friend is probably on the rocks
now," she said with a smug gesture at the guy gazing at his butterfly
brooch. "So how about you two – care for a consolation prize?"
Soon the
pearl necklace was sold in the same manner, and just when the watch and the
bracelet were handed over to the third man for a still significant sum, they
were suddenly startled by the sound of multiple cocking guns and a voice
barking, "Hände hoch."
Gestapo...
Nightmares
A jerk of
the head. "Müller."
"Sonntag."
The
youngest of the three black-clad Gestapomen pocketed his gun and deftly
relieved the suspects of their valuables and excess money.
"You
have been caught red-handed conducting black market activity," the leader
of the three intoned with an inordinate amount of emphasis in his nasal voice.
"Therefore, you shall be taken to Gestapo Headquarters to answer for your
crime."
Unnerved
as he was by the ominous black Gestapo uniforms, Karl decided it was worth a
try to bluff his way out of this upcoming nightmare. So slowly, careful not to
make any sudden moves, Marya turned her head to face the leader of the little
black troop. "Do you know what you are doing?" she asked with a
dangerous undertone.
"Of
course I know what I'm doing," the man – a colonel – barked.
Marya
shrugged a little. "Well, if you are sure...
It can be very dangerous to steal from the wrong people, you know."
"The
wrong..." The colonel instantly changed colour and almost choked on his
saliva. "I didn't..." Suddenly his eyes widened in surprise.
"But... you're that Russian astrologer! Now I see! Fräulein... Fräulein..."
He snapped his fingers at his subordinates, but neither of them could help him
out here.
So the
lady filled him in herself. "Marya, yes. Have we met by any chance?"
He didn't recall the guy at all, but if there was one thing he knew, it was
that one should never reject an opening to get out of a Gestapo arrest.
Meanwhile,
the Gestapo creep exulted, "Yes, we have! Oh, I'm sure you would not
remember me. I was a mere captain back then, on General Hellfeuer's staff. You
do remember General Hellfeuer, don't you?"
"Of
course I do! How is that charming little man?"
The
colonel cleared his throat. "Dead, I'm afraid."
Marya
wailed. "Oh, my poor little Tommy!" Serves him right, the creep. But then she
hooked her arm trustingly through his and fluttered her eyelashes at him.
"And what is your name, pussycat?"
Even with
a lady hanging on his arm, he managed to click his heels together and come to
attention. "Colonel Horatius Backscheider – at your service,
Fräulein."
"Marya,"
the lady corrected him.
"Yes.
Of course. Marya." He gave her a sickening smile, but their little
tête-à-tête was cut short by the younger of Backscheider's subordinates.
"Herr
Colonel, shall we put the prisoners in the truck and take them to
Headquarters?"
"What
on earth for?" Marya exclaimed in honest innocence. "They didn't do
anything wrong, did they?"
"Um...
they were caught conducting black market activity with you, Fräulein."
"With
me?" Marya threw up her free arm. "Impossible! What would I know
about black market activity? All I did was sell some of my jewelry to those men
here!"
"That
is a black market
activity, Fräulein," the young man ventured to point out.
"It
is?" Marya was excessively surprised. "They never said anything about
that. Did you men know you were conducting black market activity?" she
demanded of the three hovering men with their hands up.
Three
vigorous shakes of the head were the reply, and she announced in triumph,
"There. You see? They know nothing about black market activity. So please,
give them back their belongings and let them go."
"But..."
the young Gestapo guy began.
But
Backscheider interrupted him. "You heard what the lady said – give them
back their belongings and let them go!" He shook his head. "Are you
really that slow on the uptake, Sonntag, or...?"
"No,
sir. I mean yes, sir. I mean... right away, sir."
Backscheider
shook his head. "The trouble one has these days in finding decent
subordinates!"
Marya
purred in reply, while watching from the corner of her eye how her three buyers
didn't even bother to check whether they got back their own stuff – as soon as
they held an attaché case and a piece of jewelry in their hands, they took off
as fast as their legs could carry them.
"And
how about my money?" Marya pouted.
"Sonntag,
give the lady her money," Backscheider ordered.
He did as
he was told, and couldn't help staring when the lady tucked it away in her
décolleté and blew him a kiss – "Thank you, darling."
"Now
then, my dear." Backscheider patted the hand that lay on his arm to
remonopolize the lady's attention. "Now that our business here is
concluded, why don't you come back to Headquarters with me for a good glass of
champagne to celebrate our reunion."
"Oh,
I don't know." Marya gave him a coy look. "I wouldn't dream of
keeping you away from your important... whatever it is you do."
Backscheider
glanced at his gold watch. "My next appointment isn't due to arrive for
another couple of hours. I have time on my hands. It's not every day I get to
meet a famous astrologer like you. And I would be honoured if you would agree
to program the bumps on my head."
"Alright
then. To Headquarters we go. As long as there is champagne!" Karl sighed
inwardly. It didn't seem wise to object too much, but what on earth was he
getting himself into this time?
"...
so they took me straight to Gestapo Headquarters. It's a regular fortress –
really, if you'd ever get locked up in there, you'd never get out." Half
sitting, half lying on his hotelbed with Maryse at his side, he took a sip of
his coffee before continuing, "Anyway, I was treated on champagne and
oysters and salmon and I know not what. And all the while this Gestapo creep
kept talking about himself and his personal 'accomplishments' for the Reich.
The guy is deranged – really. It was sickening what he described." He
closed his eyes for a moment. What Marya had been made privy to tonight was
simply beyond the range of human imagination, and it took all his willpower to
stop the images Backscheider's tales had evoked from rushing back to his mind.
Which – of course – failed.
Maryse
read him perfectly, and hooked her arm through his for comfort. "So did he
simply let you go in the end?" she asked, offering an opening to move on.
Karl took
it gratefully. "Sure he did. After I read his lifeline and programmed the
bumps on his head (and he mine), and interpreted his chart for him." He
grinned. "I told him someone was going to make a fool of him in the
upcoming days. You should have seen the state he got himself into!" A
chuckle. "Really, those are the innocent pleasures of playing astrologer.
He did mention he does have a personal astrologer here in Paris. Some Russian
lady – how is that for coincidences? But he insists he puts more stock in one
who got a special recommendation from the Führer, even if that was years
ago." He shook his head. "Really, I could tell this guy anything. I
could have told him the world would be coming to an end tomorrow, and he'd
believe me. If you ask me, the true rulers of the Reich are the astrological
advisors of the top brass."
Maryse
made no reply, and he put down his coffee cup on the nightstand to be able to
properly take her in his arms. "And I'm really sorry you had to see me as
Marya this morning. I honestly thought you'd gone out straight after breakfast.
I never meant for you to see me like that – I know how disturbing you find my
past as female impersonator."
It
remained quiet for a while, until with a heavy sigh she replied, "It
wasn't so much that,
you know."
Karl's
eyebrows shot up in surprise. "It wasn't?"
She shook
her head against his chest, but kept her eyes on his hands. "It was a
shock, yes. But somewhere in the back of my mind, I've always known that with a
fame like yours, you must have been extremely good at playing a woman. Probably
just as good as you are at playing men, and that I've seen often enough. But
still, to actually see
you as a woman... It was a bit of a shock, yes."
Karl
frowned. "I thought you said that was not
what was bothering you."
A sigh.
"It does bother me – of course it does. But in a way I'm glad I've seen
you like this. It showed me that your fame in that field is indeed justified."
She chuckled at his indignant splutter. "Sorry, Karl. But look at it this
way: would you teach our future daughters the finer points of female
impersonating?"
"No!"
His reply was as vehement as it was immediate. "I never, ever want our kids to know that
I ever even did
that!"
"Well,
there you go. Until I saw you as Marya this morning, I, too, had but a very
vague idea of what female impersonating actually implied. Despite the fact that
I've been practically engaged to a professional one for nearly four years
now."
"Hm."
Karl seemed to mull that over for a moment, but then he got back to his
original question. "So if seeing me as a woman was not what bothers you the
most, then what is?"
She
sighed, began to speak... and hesitated again. "Seeing you like
this..." she started slowly, carefully choosing her words, "gave me
the... uncomfortable feeling that... that I don't really know you at all."
A tired
grimace. "Maryse, if there is anyone
who knows me, it's you. You're the only one on this planet with whom I can be
myself – for whom I don't
have to play a part."
She
smiled a little. "I know that. It's just... seeing you like that this
morning made me realize that... that I don't know you as well as I thought I
did. That there are sides to you of which I'm not aware. And then all those
parts you're always playing... It suddenly made me wonder..." She
hesitated, just for an instant, before looking him straight in the eye.
"Karl, have you ever lied to me? Or deliberately not told me something about
yourself?"
He held
her eyes for a long moment – then he slowly shook his head. "I can't
afford that," he said quietly. "There may be some minor things I
haven't told you about, but that's mainly because it just never came up. And I
think that goes for me as much as it goes for you." And what about your life with your first
fiancé Oskar? You've never let me in on that, even when I did ask.
Still,
that was not the issue now.
"But
lying to you... Apart from the fact that I don't want to lie to you, simply because I want you
of all people to know who I really am... there is also the matter of you being
the only person with whom I can be myself. The moment I'd start deceiving you,
I'd lose that – then I'd have to put on an act around you, too. And heaven only
knows how much I need to be myself now and then in between all those
charades."
Her eyes
searched his face – then a smile broke through and she hugged him. "Thank
you, Karl." She snuggled up a bit closer to him. "And I promise I'll
never lie to you either."
"Good."
He kissed her. "And if we both stick to a strict no-lying rule, we're
going to be the happiest couple ever. And you know what?"
"What?"
"I
just realized: we've completed everything that needed to be done here. Just a
few pieces of jewelry left, but we can get rid of those anytime – without
dressing up. Which means it's finally time for us! And we're in Paris, we're on
holiday..." With a quick move he pulled her over, and an astonished Maryse
suddenly found herself lying on top of him, with his arms tightly around her.
But
before she found the words to express her doubts regarding the propriety of
their present entanglement, he added a heartfelt, "And I love
you...!" And as he began to cover every inch of her face with kisses, her
sense of propriety quickly crumbled down to a faint, 'As long as we're both fully dressed, I
guess it should be alright', and she allowed herself the guilty
pleasure of relaxing into him, and being covered in loving kisses, and
returning the favour right away.
It was an
exhilirating game, which occasionally – when their lips happened to find each
other – was interspersed with long kisses the French way. But in the end they
really had to come up for air, and for a long while they just lay there gazing
into the bliss of the other's eyes from very close quarters.
"I
love you." Maryse traced his eyebrow, his cheekbone, ending in a caress of
his jaw. And a kiss next to his nose.
He moaned
a little, and tried to pull her even closer. "Why can't I just marry you
right now..." he murmured, before starting on another round of kissing
every inch of her skin that he could reach.
But
already after two kisses he stopped. "What's wrong?"
Suddenly
it was awkward to have those lakeblue eyes looking into hers from a mere two
inch distance, and she quickly looked away. But of course this was it – the
best opening she could possibly wish for to tell him about...
"Maryse?"
She
gulped. His questioning eyes upon her didn't make this any easier, and having
his fingers trace and fold over her left auricle proved to be a mighty
distraction for trying to gather up the nerve to bring up the fateful subject.
Why was it so darned difficult to tell him they could get married in the first
place?
A deep
breath, then forcing herself to look him in the eye again and... "Karl...
there's... something I have to talk to you about."
He just
looked at her, waiting for her to continue while he kept playing with her ear.
Maryse
gulped, and plodded on, "You remember Monsieur Antoine?"
A raised
eyebrow. "Yes." Thank God he finally left her ear in peace, but now
his other hand began stroking her back. It did little to improve the situation
in the distraction department.
"Well,
he's got a friend, and..." She never knew how it happened, but all of a
sudden her courage collapsed and she blurted out, "It's Tiger. The... the
Gestapo have captured Tiger." Dang it – why
couldn't she just tell him about this Monsieur Aubault who could
marry them in secret next week?!
Karl
wasn't quite with her as it was. "A tiger? What does the Gestapo want from
a tiger?"
"Not
a tiger – the woman called Tiger. She's
the leader of Monsieur Antoine's Underground group, remember?"
"Oh,
that Tiger."
He frowned, and his hand stopped caressing the small of her back. "That's
bad. When did they pick her up?"
"Yesterday,
in Germany, but they've brought her to Paris today." Maryse kept talking,
if only to avoid having to think about the fact that instead of revelling
together (or debating) about this one-time opportunity to get married before
that blasted war was over, she was now discussing Underground business with him
again. She had been so close, and now...! And only because she had chickened
out! So she prattled on, "I dropped in at Monsieur Antoine's today, and
Maurice Dubois came to tell him about Tiger's capture when I was there. They
were both pretty upset about some new Gestapo monster here taking on her
interrogation. I'm not acquainted with the words they used to describe this
Backscheider, but they sure didn't sound very flattering."
As if he
got stung by a hornet, so abruptly sat Karl up, causing his beloved to roll off
of him and nearly down onto the floor. He grabbed her in a reflex, just in
time, asking, "Backscheider? Did you say his name is Backscheider?"
Once she
had regained her balance, Maryse half sat up, too, and nodded.
"Backscheider, yes. Or something that sounds like it."
"That
must be the same guy who picked up Marya tonight then. His name was Backscheider –
a colonel – and he mentioned he was fairly new here." He got up from the
bed and began to pace the room.
Maryse
watched him pace back and forth in silence for a few minutes, and regretted it
all the more that her courage had failed her at that all-important moment. She
could have been discussing their wedding with him right now. Or at the very
least they could still have been enjoying that delightful novel intimacy they
had shared but a minute ago. And instead she got him all worked up about some
Gestapo guy.
"I've
already offered our help, Karl," she said at last, in a probably hopeless
attempt to get him to forget the matter. "But they said they could
probably manage. They have a lot of people in the Underground here. And they
were going to get help from Colonel Hogan as well."
He turned
to her in a flash. "Colonel Hogan?! What can he do from his faraway prison camp?"
"I
don't know. They said they were going to contact him. But Karl..." She
slid off the bed and came to stand right in front of him, effectively blocking
his pacing path. "We're on holiday here, remember? To get away from it
all. Now if Monsieur Antoine himself says that they'll be able to manage to get
this Tiger out, I think we can leave it to them without feeling guilty.
Okay?"
But she
couldn't fail to notice the haunted look on his face, the restlessness of his
eyes. That Backscheider guy really had him spooked.
And she
was hardly surprised when he objected. "I can't. Maryse, this guy is mad.
Mad! I don't want to burden you with the details, but his interrogation methods
are... are..." He gulped. "The stuff of horror movies – only worse.
Revolting! Who knows what he'll do to this Tigerwoman before Monsieur Antoine
and his people can get her out of that fortress?" He shook his head – the
dread in his eyes now laced with determination. "I'm going to have to try
and stall him or something. Keep him occupied, so he won't have a chance to
work on her until they can get her out. After all, Marya has already got a foot
in the door with him. Even an appointment for tomorrow night. Which I had no intention
of keeping of course, but under the circumstances... And if I play the
astrologer act carefully, I might be able to get the guy to do exactly what I
want."
Maryse
knew a lost cause when she saw one. "Alright then. But Marya disappears
and ceases to exist the very moment this Tiger is free. I don't want that
Backscheider guy to come after you instead."
"Of
course." He hesitated. "You don't mind, do you? I promise I'll make
it up to you."
"Again?"
She grimaced. "The way you're going, we ought to get an apartment here –
I'm sure that'd be cheaper. No, Karl." She placed her hands on his
shoulders. "Don't worry about me. Of course I'd rather spend my time with
you, but I'll find a way to amuse myself. You just do what you can to keep this
Backscheider away from the Tigerwoman."
"You
what?!" Monsieur Antoine stared at him as if he were seeing an extinct
species coming to life right here in his shop. But as soon as the sheer
possibilities began to dawn on him, he became positively ecstatic. "Mon
Dieu, c'est formidable! An astrologer, a female impersonator, and one who
already has the canaille in his grasp! Monsieur Danzig, c'est une idée
extraordinaire! But..." His face fell a bit. "Can you really pull
that off? To be like a woman, I mean? Even in close encounter?"
Karl
opened his mouth to reply, but to his surprise, Maryse beat him to it. With
words he had never expected to hear from her lips. "He's the best. He's
been the absolute top in the German female impersonating scene for nearly ten
years, and his stagename is a byword in those circles. If he decides to present
himself as a woman, then he is
a woman, and no one will ever suspect that there's anything amiss."
Karl
stared at her in astonishment, and she gave him a shy smile.
And
Monsieur Antoine nodded. "D'accord. If you say so, I believe it." And
with that, his mind and his mouth immediately set off concocting plans for
Marya to distract and manipulate that 'canaille of a Backscheider'.
But Karl
didn't hear a word he said. He was still staring at Maryse, with a bubbling
mixture of disbelief, wonder, love and gratitude whirling around inside him,
topped by a sudden overwhelming certainty that Maryse and he were ready to get
married and continue their life together – loving each other and caring for
each other till the end of their days, never to be separated again. Who knows –
maybe Maryse accepting this less respectable part of his past had been the last
personal obstacle for them to overcome. And now that she had reconciled herself
with the idea of loving a man who used to work as...
Suddenly
he pulled her close – he just had
to. A kiss, a whispered, "Thank you!" and...
"Voyons,
Monsieur Danzig!" Monsieur Antoine exclaimed in surprise, bringing even
Karl back down to earth.
But
laughter lurked in the Frenchman's eyes as he shook his head. "You were
not listening at all, were you? Ah, l'amour...!" He raised an inquiring
eyebrow at the slightly flustered Maryse, who blushed a little and
imperceptibly shook her head. So Monsieur Antoine suggested, "Perhaps I
should excuse myself for a moment? Or maybe a few hours would be better? I
would not want to disturb the private business of two... turtle-doves." He
chuckled mischievously, and gave Maryse a wink.
Karl
chuckled with him. "No, no, it's fine. It was just something I had to get
off my chest." He sighed. Marrying Maryse was not likely to happen any
time soon anyway. The danger marriage posed for the other in case either of
them was picked up for their clandestine activities was a risk he knew he
couldn't take. It would have to wait. If only this rotten war would end soon...
With a
sigh, he focused his mind back on the topic. "My apologies, Monsieur
Antoine. You were saying?"
Monsieur Antoine
was not in the least put out. He briefly repeated what he'd been thinking of,
and added generously, "Et naturellement you are welcome to borrow as many
dresses from the shop as you need. You can even change here – that would be
less conspicuous than at the hotel."
"Much
better," Maryse agreed. "You got away with it for one day, but if you
continue it, they're bound to enter your room one day for cleaning or so, and
discover that you're not there at all. And to have Marya climb up and down the
fire ladder every day doesn't strike me as very inconspicuous either."
Karl
nodded pensively. "It'd certainly be an improvement. The best thing would
be if Marya actually had her own place – a room or something. It'd give her
character more credibility if she had a home in Paris. But I don't know if such
would be feasible at such short notice."
Monsieur
Antoine beamed. "I have a souterrain – a basement. It's used for storage,
but we should be able to clear it out and make it look like a lady's quarters
by tonight."
Karl
raised his eyebrows. "Are you sure? It's quite possible that this
Backscheider guy will come and look for me for months once Marya disappears. I
don't want to lead him straight to you."
Monsieur
Antoine shrugged. "So? My tenant moved out, and she didn't leave a new
address. C'est comme ça. It happens all the time."
"Alright.
We'll do it that way then," Oskar decided. "And then perhaps the most
vital question of all: I want you to tell me everything you know about this
Backscheider. The more I know about him, the better I can manipulate him."
A grim
nod. "With pleasure."
It was
three o'clock in the morning and Maryse couldn't get to sleep. And for a
change, her worrying about Karl's dangerous escapades was not the cause. Or at
least not the main cause, since she knew him to be safely in bed in the next
room.
No. The
problem her mind kept churning around tonight was how to break the news to him
that they were expected to get married in less than 48 hours...
She could
still hear Monsieur Antoine's voice as he took her aside for a moment this
afternoon when they were clearing out the basement for Marya. "Did I now
understand you correctly – you have not told him yet?"
She had
felt the colour rising to her cheeks. "I tried, but..." An
embarrassed shrug.
"Well,
you better tell him soon. I talked to Monsieur Aubault last night.
Unfortunately he is away next week, but when I explained the situation to him,
he said he would gladly be of help, so he cancelled an appointment for Sunday
evening and agreed to do it." He secreted a scrap of paper in her hand.
"Here is the address. Sunday evening, seven o'clock. Maurice and I will be
there, too, as your witnesses, so it is all arranged. You just tell him to be
there on time, d'accord?"
But that
was easier said than done.
She had
tried, oh yes. Four times had she managed today to work up the nerve to tell
him they could get married on Sunday – totally in secret, confidentiality
guaranteed. And four times, the words had gotten stuck somewhere on the way
from her throat to her mouth, leaving her more frustrated every time. Why was
it so darned difficult to bring up this particular subject anyway? For Pete's
sake, their getting married wasn't exactly a revolutionary idea, was it? They'd
been talking about it for years! And although she was well aware that – secret
or not – Karl might not readily agree to get married right here and now, it
wasn't as if she'd have to fear getting jilted over it altogether, was it?
Maybe it
was the finality of the question. It was the beginning of a lifelong commitment
after all. She remembered how the phrase 'for
as long as you both shall live' had hammered in her own mind when
Oskar first asked her. It had been a somewhat daunting prospect, causing her to
hesitate with her 'yes' no matter how much she'd loved him.
Loved
him... in the past tense?
She
sighed, and threw herself onto her other side. Oskar... He, too, verbal artist
that he was, had stumbled and stuttered his way through his proposal. They had
been so young at the time – she'd been nineteen, he twenty-one. They had known
each other for two years, and had been courting for most of that time. He had
been such a natural fit into their family: his infectious optimism, his
literary background and interests, his delightful sense of humour...
But times
had been dark. Germany had been broke for over ten years, and now the rest of
the world had followed suit. Both the Gotthardts and Oskar's family were still
reasonably well off, but Oskar's pride demanded that he'd provide for his wife
himself – something both his and her parents commended him for. Which meant
that in order to marry her, he needed a job. And there were no jobs to be had.
Nearly
three years had passed, with him stubbornly applying for any job he came
across. And despite occasional bouts of frustration, he had never given up on
his innate optimism that surely this
time they'd hire him.
And
finally, on a Friday afternoon, she had seen him coming, running down the
street in utter excitement. She had quickly made her way to the front door, and
pulled it open just as he ran up the garden path.
"Maryse!
Will you marry me?" he brought out, his bright eyes beaming like
headlights.
"Of
course I will." She had thrown her arms around him and kissed him. And only
then did his words fully register with her. "You mean you got a job?"
"Yes!
Starting Monday!" he exulted.
"Oh,
Oskar!" Kiss, kiss. "As what?"
"Roadbuilder.
They're going to build a special long-distance road for motorcars. Isn't that
grand?"
Grand it
certainly was. Until less than three months later – eleven days before the
wedding – when a chain of the crane moving the slabs of concrete into place
snapped, dropping the ten by ten meter slab right on Oskar's head.
She
screwed her eyes shut. Karl certainly wasn't the only one who had experience
with trying (and failing) to block certain horrific images from his mind.
Karl...
Sometimes
she wondered what her life would have been like right now if Oskar had lived.
She'd never even have met Karl – that was for sure. Instead, she'd probably be
struggling to make ends meet as Frau Schmidtke, just trying to survive the war
with five, six kids to be fed and kept clothed and clean. And a husband who in
all likelihood would have been sent to the front – possibly already killed.
No. Her
present life certainly was no bed of roses – not with its ever present,
chillingly realistic fear of losing Karl, too. But whether the alternative was
really preferable...?
Still,
she would have given anything
to have been spared the black period after Oskar's death. And the bleak years
following, when realization began to set in that whether she wanted to or not,
she had a life to live.
It had
been her mother who had coaxed her into finding a job now that the economy was
beginning to boom (probably Hitler's one and only merit, if you didn't look too
closely at how he accomplished it), and thereby forcing her daughter to focus
on something else again beside her loss. And for several years she had drifted
listlessly from one low profile job to another – until she had met Karl.
Karl
Langenscheidt – the gentle, smart and surprisingly serious female impersonator
who dreamt of being a comedian, of making people laugh.
Karl
Langenscheidt – the man with the thousand faces.
Karl
Langenscheidt, who constantly put his own life at risk for the sake of others.
Karl
Langenscheidt, who took one look at her and never had eyes for other women
again.
Karl
Langenscheidt, who had carefully cultivated that last little reluctant gleam of
will-to-live in her, until she had been able to embrace life again – as long as
she could bask herself in his love.
And all
she wanted now was to make sure that he would indeed stay at her side 'for as long as they both would live'.
Marry him, before it was too late. Before he
got killed before the wedding, too.
Which
meant she had to tell him. Sunday
evening, seven o'clock, Rue d'Arcy 31.
Or was it
superstition that was holding her back? That as long as he didn't know he was going to get
married, he wouldn't get killed just before the wedding? And the longer she
held off telling him, the smaller the window of time was in which he could get
killed?
Maybe.
But aware as she was that Karl was likely to need some serious convincing to
get married here and now, she knew she had to tell him before they went to the Rue
d'Arcy tomorrow evening. She couldn't very well...
A
bloodcurdling scream stopped the thought dead in its tracks.
What was
that!?
Too
petrified to move, she lay there with her eyes and ears wide open. The silence
was made of lead. But there had been a scream – she was certain of that.
Muffled, but fairly close by. Had the Gestapo dragged one of their victims into
the alley behind the hotel? Was it...
Suddenly
she sat up. She heard it, clearly: footsteps in the next room. Karl's room. A soft moan.
Was he...?
Thinking
and doing was one in this case. She slid out of bed, grabbed her dressing gown
on the go, couldn't find her slippers in the haste and the next moment she was
out in the corridor trying Karl's door.
It was
locked.
"Karl?"
She knocked, and kept knocking with the urgency of fear. "Karl, are you
alright?" Oh God, please!
He can't die...! "Karl?"
The lock
was turned, the door pulled open and to her great relief, there he was –
dishevelled, but apparently in one piece. And alive.
"Karl!"
"Maryse?"
He wiped his hair off his forehead and rubbed his face. "I'm sorry – did I
wake you up?"
"No
– no, I couldn't get to sleep. But... Karl, are you alright? That was you
screaming, wasn't it?"
He
averted his eyes. "Just a nightmare. I'm fine."
He looked
anything but, and she certainly wasn't going to leave him alone in the night
looking as haggard as he did. So she sidled her way in and closed the door
behind her. "You want to talk about it?"
"No."
He began to turn away, but the next moment she found him desperately seeking
refuge in her arms.
"Hey,
it's okay..." she murmured. His skin was hot and damp, his hair sweaty,
his pyjama top absolutely soaked. It must have been some nightmare... He had
seemed a bit upset when he came back from Marya's date with Backscheider
tonight. Maybe that had something to do with it? But it had been late, and he'd
gone straight to bed. Considering his previous reaction to Backscheider,
perhaps that had been a mistake.
So she
murmured soothing sounds and comforting words over his shoulder, and felt how
he gradually relaxed, until he let go of her and staggered backwards toward his
bed. Heavily he sat down on the edge and rested his warm head in his hands.
Maryse
sat down next to him and rubbed his back a little. "Maybe you should
splash some cold water in your face. It'd make you feel better. And put on a
clean pyjama top." She placed a kiss on his sweaty temple. "I love
you."
A minimal
reaction was all she got, and once again she tried, "Do you want to talk
about it?"
"No."
He took a deep breath and sat up. "I just want to forget."
Nevertheless, he suddenly started talking. "That Backscheider guy, he
frightens the hell
out of me, Maryse. He's crazier than the bloody Führer!"
She
watched him in silence, noticing his quick breathing, the nervous fluttering of
his hands, the haunted, faraway look in his eyes, seeing things that apparently
he dared not put into words. Yet he needed to talk about it – so much was
obvious.
And no
prompt was more effective than silence. "The guy is deranged – really. The
things he does to his prisoners... it's... I can't... it's beyond human
imagination. The word 'sadistic' doesn't even begin to cover it. And yet he goes around bragging about it, and I
have to sit there, listening to it, looking at those gruesome pictures – and
flirt with him and pretend I admire him for it!"
His voice
broke in tears, and he hid his face in his hands. And what else could she do
but take him in her arms again?
He
moaned. "I'd wish I'd never have to see that guy again in my life."
"Then
don't," was Maryse's quiet advice. "He's not worth it, Karl. You
can't take the problems of the whole world on your shoulders. Let others deal
with him – a guy like that will get what he deserves, I'm sure. With or without
your help."
Another
moan. "I can't. What about the Tigerwoman?"
"They
said from the beginning that they'd be able to get her out themselves. They'd
have to if we weren't
here."
"But
we are here."
Karl sat up – apparently the budding argument was the final push he needed to
put the remaining shadows of his nightmare behind him. "And every minute I
can keep that monster away from her, that's one more minute she's safe from his
sick methods."
Maryse
sighed, and couldn't stop the smile that surfaced on her face. "You just
can't help yourself, can you? No matter who's in trouble, you just have to step in." She
shook her head. "What am I going to do with you?"
"I
don't know." A lopsided grin. "Love me?"
She
chuckled. "You bet I will."
"And..."
He hesitated, suddenly serious again. "Perhaps just... be there for me when...
when... I wake up screaming again..."
"Of
course." She rubbed his arm in reassurance. "And I'm also going to
have a word in season with Monsieur Antoine tomorrow. They better rescue that
Tiger on the double!" Before
you end up in a psychiatric ward right along with that Backscheider...
Maryse
felt less than chipper the next morning when they met in the corridor to go to
the breakfast room.
"Are
you alright?" a concerned Karl asked as he gave her a morning kiss.
"Yeah.
Just need a few more hours sleep." She thought he looked awfully chipper
himself. But maybe that was just Captain Dehner's make-up.
They went
downstairs to the breakfast room, filled their plates at the buffet and sat
down at what was beginning to be their habitué's table in the corner. The waiter
came to ask whether they would like tea or coffee (after a full week, the guy
still hadn't picked up that they both preferred tea in the morning), and they
enjoyed their breakfast under companionable small talk.
Until
Karl's hand with a piece of croissant suddenly froze on the way to his mouth.
"Holy smoke!" he breathed. "What are they doing here?"
Durkin
"Who?"
Maryse turned to steal a glance at the newcomers: a balding officer in
Luftwaffe blue, wildly gesticulating, followed in his wake by an elderly
oversized Luftwaffe soldier.
"I
can't understand why the Gestapo would commandeer my staff car. With all my uniforms!" she
heard the officer lament to his aide.
She
turned back and raised her eyebrows in inquiry.
"It's
Kommandant Klink. From Stalag 13. And Schultz," Karl whispered.
Maryse
had to fight the urge to take another look, and instead took another piece of
baguette from the basket. "Well, we should be alright," she observed
as she calmly began to butter it. "You may not be in any major disguise,
but it's certainly enough to fool acquaintances. And they've never met me,
so..."
Karl
breathed out. "Yes. You're right of course." He visibly relaxed and
resumed their previous small talk.
But
Maryse just focused on her breakfast and let him do most of the talking. True –
she had something important to tell him herself. After all, it was only some
thirty-five hours to the fateful Sunday
evening, seven o'clock. But with the little sleep she had gotten
last night, right now she simply didn't feel up to the inevitable debate that
would follow the announcement. Better leave it till tonight therefore, with the
added advantage that Karl wouldn't have to be somewhere at a certain time. Late
as it was to tell him they were getting married anyway, a few more hours wouldn't
make much difference.
It was
about an hour later – 9.30 sharp – when there was a brisk knock on the door of
Marya's souterrain apartment.
"Entrez!"
she called, putting down her powder puff and standing in an appropriate pose to
receive her visitor.
In came
Colonel Backscheider, followed by his two minions Müller and Sonntag. The
former gulped, the latter distended his eyes at the sight of the seductive
dream before him.
And
Backscheider removed his pince-nez glasses, took the outstretched hand and
pressed a gallant kiss on it. "Guten Morgen, my dear. You look absolutely
radiant this morning."
"I
hope so." Marya winked at Sonntag, who immediately blushed all the way up
to under his hat. She saw with satisfaction that the older Müller cast an
astonished glance at his companion – the exchange certainly had not gone
unnoticed. Good.
Meanwhile,
she guided Backscheider in a rather provocative way over to the sofa and made
him sit down. "Well then, did you bring your chart?"
"Of
course." Backscheider snapped his fingers. "Müller."
"Sonntag."
Sonntag
hurried forward with a large roll of paper, nearly tripping over his own feet
in his eagerness to please both his boss and the lady. Another wink from Marya
made him turn scarlet, but unfortunately that's where the fun ended, for
Backscheider sent both his aides outside.
"Now
then." Backscheider rolled out his chart. "What do you say?"
Marya
studied the chart in silence with half-closed eyes, but didn't make a reply.
"I
have been thinking," Backscheider said after a while. "Remember you
told me that someone was going to make a fool of me?"
Marya
nodded, refusing to look up for fear that the laughter would show in her eyes.
"Well,
I thought maybe it's this Durkin."
"Durkin?"
"The
black market man. I told you about him yesterday."
"Ah!
Yes, I remember," she purred. "The American deserter."
"Yes,
that's right. Does it say anything about him in the stars?"
Marya
spread out her hands. "My dear Colonel, the stars give indications of
events. They don't spell out names."
"Yes.
Of course." A pause. "Maybe I should just shoot this Durkin as a
precaution then. I don't trust that man."
A
graceful shrug. "Then you might as well shoot everybody. There is no
telling who the culprit will be until he does it. Or she," she added
pensively.
Backscheider
sat up as if there were a spring inside him. "She? Is it a woman who is going to make a
fool of me?"
Marya
tilted her head. "I didn't say that. But considering the comparative
division of the sexes, there is as much chance that it'll be a woman as that
it'll be a man."
"But
what do the stars
say?"
Marya
pointed out the intersection in question. "Merely that someone is going to make a
fool of you sometime soon. No 'who', no 'when', no 'how'."
"Hm."
She
patted his arm. "But do not worry, my dear Colonel. All in all, the stars
are very favourable for you at this time of month."
"They
are?"
"Oh
yes. Whatever you undertake in the upcoming days will have a positive outcome.
Especially..." She fluttered her eyelashes at him. "Especially
business deals will turn out very favourable for you." Maybe that would
make him focus on that Durkin instead of on the Tigerwoman.
And
indeed – "They will?" A happy, but greedy look spread over the
detestable man's face. "They will! Perhaps I should wait with shooting
this Durkin then, shouldn't I? Thank you, my dear – thank you!" He took
off his glasses again (odd habit) to press an ardent kiss on her hand. "I
don't know what I would do without you. What do you say we meet again for
lunch?"
Marya
smiled her languid smile. "I will be flattered." And lose my appetite
no doubt. But if it would keep the guy away from the Tigerwoman... "So
where shall we meet?"
"There
is a nice little café just around the corner from Gestapo Headquarters. 'East
Bank', it's called, in the Rue Pascal. I will meet you there at twelve
o'clock." He checked his watch. "But I have to go now. I have a
meeting with this Durkin, and with your assurances, my dear, I'm quite looking
forward to doing business with him!"
On that
note he left, leaving Karl with some time to kill before his task could
continue. But at least as long as Backscheider was busy with this Durkin, he'd
leave the Tigerwoman in peace.
He
sighed, and wondered what Maryse was up to...
After a
little extra morning nap to make up for the near sleepless night, and a long
luxurious bath in a real
bath tub, Maryse realized she really needed to get something to eat now first.
The hotel only served breakfast, but earlier this week she had seen a promising
café just around the corner. That would probably be the closest.
So once
she had dried her hair, she got dressed and went over to Café Le Mirage.
It was
surprisingly busy there for this hour of the day, and all the tables outside
were taken. But the man and the lady at one of the corner tables in the back
were just getting up to leave, and Maryse was quick to take their place. An
attentive garçon quickly cleared the table for her, and asked what she would
like to drink.
"Un
café au lait, s'il vous plaît," Maryse replied in her best school French.
"Et vous avez quelque chose à manger?"
He
quickly rattled off the available dishes, but when he saw she didn't quite
follow him, he promised to bring her the menu.
It was
nice sitting here in the sun, watching the world go by. If she'd have some
company, it would be even nicer. Karl... How long was it going to take them to
get that Tiger out?
The wait
for the croque monsieur she'd ordered was considerable, especially with an
already rumbling stomach. But just as she was about to take her first bite, a
large shadow fell over the little table and a friendly voice inquired,
"Excusez-moi, Mademoiselle. Is this place free?"
It was
Sergeant Schultz.
"Oh!
Yes. Sure." She smiled, and gestured invitingly to the empty chair. This
could get interesting. She only knew Schultz from Karl's and Udo's stories
about the prison camp. Going by those, she sure wouldn't object to getting to
know the man personally.
"Danke."
Schultz gently lowered his bulk on the rickety chair and imperiously snapped
his fingers at the passing garçon. "Young man, I would like a bottle of
your best red wine, and two glasses." He turned to his table companion. "If
the fair lady would agree to join me for a glass?"
"Well..."
Maryse began, but for Schultz, that was enough of an approval.
"Good.
And what is that you have there? It looks delicious! I will have one of those,
too," he told the waiter.
"Certainement,
Monsieur," the waiter bowed and hurried back inside to pass on the order.
And
Schultz focused his attention on the lady at his table again. "Forgive me
if I am too forward, Fräulein, but did I not see you in the breakfast room at
the hotel this morning? Hotel La Fontaine?"
Maryse
smiled, and nodded.
Schultz
beamed. "I thought so! Now what – if I may ask – is a pretty young lady
like yourself doing in a hotel for German bachelor officers?"
She cast
him a sharp glance at the insinuation, but one look at that kind-hearted face
was enough for her to realize he didn't mean it that way. So she replied
obligingly that she was there with her boy-friend who was on leave from the
Wehrmacht. "But to be honest, it's not much of a leave. His superiors keep
calling him to do things for them. All very hush-hush. We've been here for over
a week now, and so far I've hardly seen him."
"Ah,
those big shots! They take all the fun out of leaves, don't they," Schultz
commiserated with her. "Mine, too. His staff car got stolen the moment we
arrived here. And now he wants me to walk the streets of Paris to try and spot
it!" He shook his head. "But if I walk down this street, then the car
will drive up the next street, and when I walk up the next street, the car will
drive down this street. Therefore, it is much better if I remain in one spot –
that way I can't miss it."
Maryse
couldn't help a chuckle. "True."
"And
besides..." He leaned over to her a little and whispered, "Don't tell
anyone, but I know who took it. And I'm sure they'll give it back once the
Kommandant's leave is up and it's time to return to Stalag 13."
Maryse
pricked up her ears. That sounded almost as if...!
But
Schultz's ongoing prattle left her no chance to really focus on her own train
of thought.
"Ach
ja, our little Stalag 13... 'The toughest POW-camp in all of Germany', they
call it. But if you ask me, it's more like the craziest POW-camp in all of
Germany. The things that happen there! Only last month, for example. They
kidnapped a general, stole his airplane, bombed a refinery with it, and then
they made me jump out with a parachute!"
To that,
only one question was suitable. Even if she could easily guess the answer.
"Who did?"
"The
prisoners of course! Oh, they're good boys otherwise, but they can be a bit
naughty. Imagine – making me
jump out of an airplane! With a parachute! I'm too old to jump out of
airplanes! And too big to jump out of airplanes! Not to mention too
heavy!"
"But
if they were escaping, why didn't they take you along to England?"
"Oh,
they weren't escaping. They come and they go, so to say. That's why I know the
Kommandant's staff car will show up again. They're good boys – they're just
borrowing it."
That
clenched it: Colonel Hogan was in Paris. To help rescue the Tigerwoman no doubt.
He must have conned the Kommandant into going to Paris the moment he heard the
news from Maurice Dubois. That Tiger must be one formidable lady to merit such
extreme action from the American colonel!
And if
Colonel Hogan was here to take care of it...
"By
the way," the big man next to her said. "My name is Schultz. Sergeant
Hans Schultz. And you are...?"
"Take
a card." Marya held out the fan of tarot cards to the young couple across
the table.
Hesitantly,
the petite young lady took one and turned it over. She peered at the picture.
"What does that mean?"
"Ah!
The Lovers!" Marya beamed at her. "Very good choice, ma chérie. Now
you, Monsieur."
The guy
with the build of a wrestler pulled out the Sun card.
Marya
took the chosen cards from them and placed them in the center of the table.
"'Love' and 'Happiness'. A very promising combination indeed. May I read
your loveline?"
"Excuse
us, Fräulein," came a sudden interruption from a white overcoat. "May
we have a word with you?"
She waved
him away. "In a moment. Just get in line."
"It's
a rather pressing matter," the man insisted, and pulled over a chair from
a nearby table.
"In
a moment, I said!" Marya repeated with some irritation. "Can't you
see that I'm busy?" Finally getting an unobscured look at the intrusive
stranger who now sat down with them, Karl only just managed to suppress his
surprise – it was Colonel Hogan! What the heck was he doing here?
But there
was no time to contemplate on that now – action was required first. Karl felt
more than he saw that someone else appeared at his left elbow, and across the
table Marya still had her two customers to attend to. Two customers of whom
especially the male looked rather annoyed at the interruption. And he had a
right to.
So with eyes
flashing, she lashed out at the intruder, "Are you deaf perhaps? I said
I'd talk to you in a moment!
Now go away – you're disrupting my business."
"But..."
"I
said, go away! If you're willing to pay double the fee, I'll take your
'pressing matter' next. But these people were here first!"
"Alright,
alright." Visibly annoyed, Colonel Hogan got up and he and his little
friend moved to a table by the back wall.
Marya
glared after them, with all kinds of urgent questions chasing each other in
Karl's mind. What were they
doing here? How had they found him, in disguise and all? Did they even know who
they were talking to? And if not, should he reveal himself? No – better not.
Not with all the public in the café around.
He forced
his mind back to his two customers. Nonsense or not, they had paid for Marya's
services, so they deserved his full attention.
Marya
shook her head. "Some people just don't have any manners, do they."
The man
agreed.
"So..."
She spread her hands on the table. "Where were we? Love and happiness –
yes."
She took
her time telling their fortune – much more time than she usually spent on
customers of this nature. It not only served to atone for the rude
interruption, but also to show Colonel Hogan there were limits to him getting
his own way.
When at
last she bade the young couple farewell with all the best wishes for their
future happiness, she picked up her tarot cards and idly started shuffling them
with her eyes downcast.
Within a
few seconds the chairs on either side of her were occupied: Colonel Hogan on
her right, and on her left the little French cook from Stalag 13 – he didn't
recall his name, but Schultz called him the Cockroach.
"Well,"
she said in a slow disapproving tone, looking from one to the other.
"Didn't your mother teach you to wait for your turn?"
The
Cockroach just stared at her with huge calf-eyes and a heavenly smile on his
face – he seemed simply enthralled by any word that left her lips. But the
Colonel sighed and gave in. "Okay, you're right – it wasn't very polite.
But we really need to talk to you. That is – you are Backscheider's Russian astrologer Marya,
aren't you?"
"White
Russian, but yes." She eyed him speculatively. "And who might you be?
Your features are not French. Nor German."
"I'm
French," the small one put in, his hopes obviously running sky high.
But
Colonel Hogan silenced him with a look. "I'm an American deserter. The
name is Durkin."
So he was Durkin!?
Marya
nodded slowly, while Karl was feverishly trying to put the pieces together.
"So... what is this 'pressing matter' of yours?"
"I
want to make a deal with you."
"What
kind of a deal? Shall I show you what is to come?" She took his hand to
study its lines, but he pulled it back.
"I
want to make a business deal with you."
"Aha.
And what about you?" She turned to the little French cook. "You are
here to make a deal, too?"
The wide
eyes with which the little man was drinking in Marya's features spoke volumes,
and indeed, "I want to marry you."
Oh
brother... But she granted him her most bewitching smile and placed her hand
over his. And glanced back at Colonel Hogan alias Durkin. "I like his deal
better." Draw him out –
find out what this is all about...
"Now
look!" The Colonel's voice was laced with frustration when he saw the lady
he needed for his plans turn back to her undersized admirer.
"I
adore you!" the lovesick Cockroach whispered, and he brought her hand to
his lips for an ardent kiss.
"Fräulein,
I..."
"It's
Marya," she corrected the Colonel without taking her eyes off the little
Frenchman.
"Marya,
fine." Colonel Hogan sighed with impatient annoyance. He certainly wasn't
used to being deliberately ignored, but he plodded on nonetheless. "Now
look, we know you've got something going with this Backscheider from the
Gestapo, and..."
"Yes.
He has told me about you," Marya interrupted without breaking her
passionate eye-lock with the Colonel's little aide. "Durkin, the black
market man." She almost slurred the words. "He doesn't trust you
though," she added matter-of-factly. "He wants to shoot you."
"I
know."
Marya
sent him a grave glance. "Good." And turned back to the little
Frenchman who huskily declared, "Vous êtes la plus belle femme du
monde!"
She
tickled him under the chin. "And you are the cutest little man I have ever
seen! May I read your loveline?"
"But
of course!" He held out his hand to her, and Marya studied it with arch
interest.
"A
very strong line of romance. Very strong! Aha, you have been bad – very
bad!"
"Marry
me and I shall reform – I swear!" She believed him.
But
Colonel Hogan was chomping at the bit by now. "Get married on your time,
not mine. Are we going to talk business or not?"
"Unfortunate
choice of friends," Marya continued unperturbed as if she were still
reading the little Frenchman's hand.
"Yes
or no?" Colonel Hogan demanded.
And
finally, Marya graced him with her attention. "Well, my chart said to be
very careful of business transactions today. Buy a little silverware, plant
some petunias..."
"Meet
someone short," the little Frenchman filled in, and she blew him a kiss.
"Alright,
alright..." Colonel Hogan threw a rolled up bunch of French banknotes on
the table.
"Do
a little business..." Marya continued in the same tone, speculatively
fingering the bundle. Karl saw in a flash that it was quite a sum – but knowing
Colonel Hogan, he doubted it was real. So she glanced up at him, her eyes
asking what he wanted.
"Let's
not dance around – we don't have time," the Colonel began quickly, lest
he'd lose the lady's fickle attention again. "We know you've got something
going with Backscheider. I don't care what,
but he's holding a woman who works for me, and I want her sprung."
Suddenly
the pieces fell into place – hadn't Maryse mentioned something about Monsieur
Antoine contacting Colonel Hogan to help free the Tigerwoman? So they were actually
working on the same problem here! Then he'd better make sure Colonel Hogan was
aware of that, too – even if he wasn't sure yet whether or not he should reveal
himself to him as his Underground ally from Hamelburg. Considering that they
were in contact with Backscheider as well, it might be better to stick with
Marya for now.
So she
looked at the little Frenchman (who was practically drooling) and back at
'Durkin' and pretended to guess, "Tiger?"
That
certainly threw them both. "How did you
know?"
A graceful
shrug. "From the amount of money, she's a very big fish. My Colonel has
told me why she was in Germany: to find the new German fighter bases."
The
Colonel scowled. "I don't care about that. I'm in the black market and I
need her."
Marya
shook her head. "Not very convincing." What he needed were some
acting lessons. "May I read your truthline?"
But again
he pulled back his hand. "I told you – I'm an American deserter."
Yeah,
right. "I hope you lie better to men," she told him gravely, hoping
he'd figure out himself that his charade lacked credibility – and not just
because Marya happened to be aware of his true identity. But first things
first. "Look – you want something, I shall name a price."
"Name
it."
"When
you find out where the fighter bases are, you will also give me the
information."
She could
see the cogwheels in the Colonel's mind working at top speed. "Aren't you
afraid I'm going to denounce you to Backscheider?" Still keeping up the
blackmarketeer charade, wasn't he...
So Marya
shrugged with tranquil indifference. "He would not believe you. He knows
my character – from the bumps on my head."
The
sarcasm in that last line apparently was finally enough to convince the man
that she was no great fan of Backscheider's either. But still he persisted,
"I don't get it. Why do you
want the information, when we may be more or less on the same side?"
"More
on the same side," Marya explained with some exasperation – men could be
so dense – , "So that we can work together at times. Just enough less, so
that I would like the information." And if you get yourself shot by
Backscheider and we won't be able to get Tiger out, there will still be someone
with the necessary information to destroy those bases.
"I
trust her," the little Frenchman put in.
Marya
granted him her most promising smile. "I shall marry you – some
time." When the cows come home. But exchanging an airkiss was nothing
compromising, and she returned his with fervour.
"Alright,
it's crazy, but it's a deal," Colonel Hogan decided. "When will you see
Backscheider?"
She
pulled at his sleeve to be able to look at his watch. "In about a minute.
He's always very prompt. I mean..." She shrugged almost apologetically.
"It doesn't make up for everything else, but it is something."
Colonel
Hogan got up. "Well, then we'll duck out and come back later."
The
little Frenchman followed his example, and as Marya got up, too, he grabbed her
hand with burning passion and declared, "I adore you!"
Oh
brother, Karl thought. He was going to have his hands full with that one.
But Marya
dutifully took the lovesick Cockroach in her arms and told him she could not
resist short men. That would have to do for now.
At that
moment there was some commotion behind the bamboo curtain at the entrance. A
loud, whiny voice was heard over the sociable murmur in the smoky taproom.
"What a holiday!"
Karl felt
more than he saw Colonel Hogan stiffen.
"A
week in romantic Paris and I have to go out with you!"
And
indeed – it was the Kommandant who haphazardly worked his way through the
bamboo curtain, followed by an equally awkward Schultz. This was getting
ridiculous. How had they ended up here? The East Bank Café was miles from the
hotel!
"We
better get going," Colonel Hogan said tersely. And with a last longing
look, even the little Frenchman let go of his lovedream and followed his
commanding officer out the back. And Marya watched with amusement as they made
their way blatantly past the bleating Kommandant, with the Colonel even
clumsily bumping into him in the hurry.
"Oh!
A thousand pardons!" the Kommandant gushed.
He
couldn't make out the Colonel's reply, but apparently it suddenly got the
Kommandant's brain to work. "Hogan! LeBeau! Schultz! You must stop them at
once!"
"Jawohl,
Herr Kommandant."
Karl
hesitated as he saw the Kommandant go after his two so-called prisoners. Should
he interfere? But no – Colonel Hogan could handle the Kommandant. Even if
clearly the Kommandant wasn't supposed to know that he was here.
So Marya
sat down, only to turn around again right away at the sound of a frantic
Kommandant Klink running back into the room. "Schultz! Schultz!" But
just as he reached the bamboo curtain appeared... "Backscheider?"
Marya
smiled, and turned her back on the radio play that was likely to unfold next.
And she wasn't disappointed.
"What
is all the shouting about, Klink?" Backscheider demanded.
"Colonel
Backscheider, I just saw two of my prisoners from Stalag 13!"
"I
thought no one ever escaped from Stalag 13."
"Of
course not. Of course not, of course not, Colonel Backscheider. Never. Nev...
Schultz! Schultz, did I see them? Did I see them?" Funny how he repeated
everything when he was nervous.
And there
was Schultz's voice. "No. No, no, no, he saw nothing, and I... I saw
nothing!"
Schultz's
declaration of ignorance was followed by silence – Karl easily visualized the
glare the poor man got from Backscheider – and then the Gestapo colonel
appeared at her side. "Good evening, my dear." He clicked his heels
and bowed, and then took off his pince-nez and pressed a kiss on her hand.
"My apologies for the delay. As you could see, that fool Klink waylaid me
again with his idiotic claims."
Marya
pursed her lips. "But you handled him beautifully, darling.
Beautifully!" She patted the chair on which LeBeau had been sitting a
moment ago. "Sit down."
Backscheider
did as he was told, and signalled something to Müller and Sonntag at the
entrance, who made themselves scarce.
"So,"
Marya began. "Was your afternoon as lucrative as you expected?"
"Oh,
more than that!" Backscheider's eyes lit up. "I've made some
excellent business deals. And I have you
to thank for it, my dear!"
Marya
made a gesture of (not entirely truthful) modesty. "Ah, it was nothing.
It's the stars that are favourable to you."
"But
if you hadn't alerted me to their favour, these opportunities I encashed today
would have passed me by. So..." He fished in his pocket. "As a token
of my gratitude, I would like to present you with this." From his hand
dangled two small keys on a keyring.
Marya
raised her eyebrows, her eyes glittering with laughter. "A pair of keys?
Ah, that is extremely generous of you, Colonel!"
"They're
the keys to a car," Backscheider clarified. "A German staff car, to
be exact."
Now she
barely held back her merriment. "Klink's staff car!"
"Exactly."
He gave her the keys and placed his hand over hers. "Unfortunately, I'm
going to have to ignore most business opportunities for a while though."
"Oh?"
That was not good news. Or was it? "Why – has some other pressing matter
come up? You great men are always running from one emergency to another."
"It
is our duty," Backscheider replied proudly, squeezing her hand. "But
I got a phone call from my superiors in Berlin tonight. They're very anxious to
know whether this Tiger indeed found the information she was looking for, and
if so, if she's had a chance to pass it on. So I'm afraid I'm going to have to
focus on interrogating her for a while. At least until I get the necessary
information out of her."
"I
see." Marya sounded a bit absent-minded, and Backscheider hurried to
assure her.
"Do
not worry, my dear. There will be plenty of time to meet you. I wouldn't dream
of making any major decisions without consulting your knowledge of the
stars!"
"Of
course not." But I need
to come up with something on the double, or this whole charade has been for
nought!
"I'll
start with some routine questioning tonight. I still promised that Durkin
fellow that he could see her one more time tomorrow morning, so I can't start
my experiments on her yet. I don't want to upset this Durkin too much – he can
still be of use to me in business matters, you know. But once that visit is
over and done with, I'll..."
Karl
tuned out. Not only did he really not want to hear this, he also had much
bigger problems on his mind. And as long as Marya kept up the façade of
interest...
First of
all he'd have to keep Backscheider occupied tonight, to the point that the
guy's only wish in the end was to go home and go to bed. Tiresome work, but it
was manageable.
And
secondly, he'd have to come up with some emergency that carried even more
weight with Backscheider than the impatience of his superiors. Now that needed some stiff
thinking...
Meanwhile,
Backscheider prattled on and on, and was getting more excited with every new
experiment he described. His words went in one ear with Karl – allowing Marya
to react appropriately at the appropriate times – and out the other. At least
he hoped they did.
Clearly,
what he needed was something that Backscheider valued even more than the good
opinion of his superiors. A family emergency might do the trick, but apart from
Backscheider being a bachelor, they knew absolutely nothing about any
relatives. And it wouldn't do to invent a dying mother if his mother had been
dead for twenty years, would it. Monsieur Antoine's people might be able to
find out about these things, but that would take time. Time Tiger didn't have.
Now what
would a bachelor career officer want – or fear – most of all? Colonel Klink for
example. The thought of using the ever edgy Kommandant as a model for that
haughty creep Backscheider may be too ridiculous for words, but at least it
gave him a starting point.
So what
did the Kommandant want most of all? No escapes, yes. And to please his superiors,
like General Burkhalter. Or simply anyone outranking him, in the hope of...
Wait a second...
A seed
for a plan began to germinate in his mind. Backscheider was eager to please his
superiors, too, right? So what about his superiors'
superiors?
Carefully,
with a tiny little smile playing around Marya's lips, he followed that line of
thought, as Backscheider's enthusiastic descriptions became more and more
revolting, and Marya kept up her feigned interest in them...
"My
dear! Marya!"
A hand
was waved in front of his eyes, and Karl started out of his thoughts.
Backscheider
laughed a little. "I am not boring you with my business talk, am I?"
"No,
no!" Marya was back on the ball and rested her shining eyes on her
companion. "I was just talking with my grandmother."
Backscheider
managed to look both doubtful and interested at the same time. "Your...
grandmother?" He glanced around, and only now did Karl realize that the
café was pretty much deserted. It must be close to civilian curfew then. Or
even past, for of course the head of the Gestapo was exempt from such ludicrous
things as curfews.
"Where
is she?" a tentative Backscheider asked.
"My
grandmother? She's right there." Excitement glittered in her eyes as Marya
pointed at the unoccupied table next to them. "I hadn't seen her for
months, but she says she envies me my escort." She purred. "She
thinks you are a most handsome young man."
Backscheider
straightened up like a proud peacock. "She does? But..." Nervously,
he glanced at the neighbouring table, and whispered, "You mean you can
communicate with the dead?"
Marya
shrugged a little. "Only with my grandmother Natasha. And only when she initiates the
contact."
Backscheider
stared at the neighbouring table with boiling intensity. "I believe I see
her," he murmured. "Very vaguely, but..." His eyes narrowed.
"She looks just like you. Only older."
"Of
course. That's why we have this connection – because I'm so much like
her." Marya glanced at her companion. He was absolutely intrigued. Good.
"Would you like me to ask her something? About your future perhaps?"
His head
snapped in her direction. "She can foretell the future?"
"But
of course, darling! If she feels like it, that is. But she seems to like you,
so..."
"Oh
yes, please!" Backscheider was back at staring at the nothing at the
neighbouring table again. "She's Russian, isn't she. I can tell from the
clothes."
"Of
course she's Russian. She's my grandmother." Marya's fingers played with a
beerspill. "She was killed in the October revolution. We were very close.
I loved her very much."
They sat
in silence for a moment, while Marya's twirling of the beerspill made the flame
of the candle on the table waver.
"Look."
Backscheider pointed. "Her breath affects the flame."
Marya
smiled indulgently.
"So?
Are you going to ask her about me?" Backscheider pressed. "I suppose
you have to ask her in Russian, don't you?"
Oh
help... "Yes. She's never left her home country during her life." She
hesitated. "You don't speak Russian yourself by any chance, do you?"
Backscheider
shivered involuntarily. "No, I don't."
Good.
Then he wouldn't notice that Marya couldn't put a complete sentence together in
her supposed native language either.
She sat
quiet for a moment, with Karl trying to drag up some forgotten memories from
his childhood: the few Russian words and phrases his friend Peter had taught
him at the time. Who'd have thought they'd ever come in handy to fight the
Nazis?
A deep
breath, and, "Zdrasdweetse, babushka. Kak di la? Bozhe moy! Lyeva brava,
vi gavaryityu po nyemichki?"
Silence.
Backscheider stared, Marya 'listened'.
"Da,
garoshe. Minya zavut Backscheider. Adyin dwa tri chtiri, ya nye panimayu."
A longer
silence this time. Backscheider looked at her as if he wanted to ask what the
old lady was saying, but it seemed his fear of disturbing the connection was
holding him back.
Marya
smiled. "Da. Spaseeba." She turned back to Backscheider, who was
clearly on tenterhooks.
"What'd
she say?"
A languid
smile. "She said you will soon get a visit from a most important
person."
Backscheider
gulped with excitement. "When? Who? Did she say who?"
A
graceful shrug. "Just that he is a most
important person. Now who could that be?"
His eyes
suddenly distended. "The... the Führer perhaps? The Führer himself is
coming to Paris?"
Marya was
a picture of innocent ignorance. "Is he a most important person?"
"A
most important...?" Backscheider nearly choked on his indignation.
"He is the
most important person! But..." He shook his head in bewilderment. "Why
would he come to Paris? To see me?
But why?"
"I
don't know." Marya began to study her nails – clearly she'd lost interest
in the 'most important person'. But truth be told, he longed for his bed. What
time was it anyway?
But
Backscheider was still following his own train of thought. "We'll need to
get the place in shipshape. And the files will need updating – we've been a bit
lax on that. And..."
"My
dear Colonel," Marya interrupted him. "If you want to make a good
impression on this 'most important person', what you need most of all is a good
night's sleep. You've got bags under your eyes the size of a plum! No officer
who boasts about his own efficiency will ever have bags under his eyes."
Backscheider's
face lit up. "You're right!" he almost sang. "You're always
right, my dear! Getting the office ready will have to wait until tomorrow.
First I need a good night's sleep. Müller! Sonntag!"
After a
moment, the two aides came ambling over from a dark corner. Especially Sonntag
looked like he'd just woken up.
"Colonel?"
Müller stifled a yawn.
"Müller,
Sonntag – we've got a lot of work to do tomorrow. But first I need a good
night's sleep. So I will take Fräulein Marya home in her new car, and you two
will follow us, and then take me to my quarters. Understood?"
"Yes,
sir," the two men mumbled.
"So
go and get the cars. We'll see you outside in a minute. Müller?"
"Sonntag?"
"Yes,
sir." And Sonntag went outside the fetch the cars. He even forgot to
salute and click his heels...
A good
ten minutes later, Karl pulled the door of Marya's apartment quietly shut
behind him. Good heavens – he was deadbeat. What time was it anyway?
His eyes
found the little clock on the dressing table. Ten to two. No wonder.
He kicked
off his shoes, pulled off the wig and... Oh, man, did that sofa look
tempting... Perhaps just five minutes, before...?
No. He
was pretty sure that if he'd lie down, he'd be asleep within seconds. And he
wouldn't put it past Maryse to still be waiting up for him, and worrying her
head off that he wasn't back yet. So no matter how tempting it was to stay here
tonight, he really couldn't do that to her.
So with a
sigh he forced his eyes away from the alluring sofa and sat down at the
dressing table to change Marya back into Captain Dehner. Come to think of it –
if they were to arrange a visit from Hitler, he'd better give Monsieur Antoine
as much time as possible to organize a proper outfit. It wouldn't do to wake
him up at this hour of the night of course, but he could leave a note.
It took a
moment to locate paper and a pencil, but then he scribbled down, "We may need a 'Hitler' to visit B. Can
you please find suitable clothes? And please destroy this note. D."
Right.
Lights out, door locked, note in the mailbox, and out into the cool night he
went for the long walk back to Hôtel La Fontaine.
The night
porter let him in without a word, and coming up to the second floor, Karl
immediately noticed the light still coming from under Maryse's door. So she had
indeed waited up for him – or at least tried to.
He
knocked softly, unwilling to wake her up in case she had fallen asleep.
But the
reply was immediate. "Yes?"
He opened
the door and stuck his head in. "Hi. I'm back."
"Karl!"
Already she was coming towards him, dressed in nightgown and dressing-gown, but
clearly wide awake. Certainly more awake than he felt, even after his nocturnal
stroll. Oh well. He might as well come in and bask himself in her embrace for a
minute.
"How
did it go?" Maryse inquired.
"Mm,"
was all he replied at first. It sure felt good to come home into her arms. But
then he looked up. "You'll never guess who I ran into though."
Maryse
put on a mien of mischievous innocence. "Colonel Hogan perhaps?"
"Huh?
How did you
know?" That certainly woke him up!
She
chuckled. "I had lunch with Sergeant Schultz today. And he pretty much
gave away that Colonel Hogan is here in Paris, too. To help rescue the
Tigerwoman no doubt."
"Yeah."
Karl sighed. "It turns out he
is that blackmarketeer Durkin that Backscheider keeps going on about. And now
he wants to make a deal with Marya to help spring Tiger, but Backscheider has
been whistled back by his superiors that he needs to work on Tiger instead of
cutting profitable business deals for himself. So I hope I've gotten
Backscheider off on another tangent for tomorrow, but... How does Colonel Hogan
fit into all this?" he interrupted himself full of irritation. "Is he
working with Monsieur Antoine? Is that how he knew about Marya? But if he knew
that she was with the Underground – even if Monsieur Antoine hadn't told him it
was me – then why that whole silly blackmarketeer charade?"
"I
don't know." Gently, Maryse stroked back his hair to try and soothe his
irritation a bit. "But Monsieur Antoine told me they're going to have a
meeting tomorrow night." She grimaced. "Or rather tonight. Apparently they've
got a plan to get Tiger out."
"About
time," Karl muttered.
"Yes.
And they want you to be at the meeting, too."
"For
heaven's sake..." Karl laid his head in his neck with an exasperated sigh.
"Can't they do anything
by themselves? What do they need me
for?"
"Well,
you've been in pretty close contact with this Backscheider these past days, so
I reckon they want you to keep him occupied while they go in to get Tiger out.
Or something like that. And of course they'd want you to be there when they
coordinate the whole set-up."
Another
sigh. "And is Colonel Hogan going to be there, too? If he's working with
Monsieur Antoine..."
Maryse
shrugged. "I don't know. I guess so." Not.
Yet
another sigh – this one seemed to come all the way from his toes. "Alright
then. I'll be there. When? Where?"
"Tomorrow
evening – or rather this
evening, seven o'clock. Rue d'Arcy 31."
"Where
is that?"
Maryse
picked up the city map from the nightstand and showed him. "It's just a
few blocks from here, see? And Karl... I know you're rather dependent on what
Backscheider wants from you, but... please, try to be there on time. Remember
when Helga disappeared? Those same fears reign the Underground here, too. So
please, don't be late."
He
muttered something unintelligible, and then said, "I'll do my best –
that's all I can promise." He raked his fingers through his hair in
frustration. "Meanwhile I'll have to try and think up some other wild
goose chase to keep Backscheider busy tomorrow night if both Colonel Hogan and
I have to be at that meeting."
Maryse
hesitated. He was definitely not in the best of moods – and obviously very
tired. But there was still one thing she really had to tell him about tomorrow.
Maybe just...
"Karl?"
"Mm?"
"Could
you do me a favour?"
He just
waited for her to continue, and she felt bad for making even more demands on
him when he had already expressed his irritation about being summoned to a
'meeting' on top of having to keep Backscheider in check.
But this
was important. "Could you please come to that meeting as yourself – I
mean, as Captain Dehner?"
His
eyebrows shot up. "Why? It'll just take time to change back. And they all
know about Marya, don't they?"
"Yes,
but..." She lowered her eyes for a moment; then looked at him again.
"I'm just asking this for me. I've hardly seen you these past days. So now
that we'll finally have an hour or two to spend in each other's company, I'd
much rather have you
at my side than that insufferable Marya."
He let
out a tired chuckle and took her in his arms again. "You don't like Marya
very much, do you?"
"I sure
don't," Maryse muttered darkly. "She seems like the kind of person
I'd rather avoid having anything
to do with. I'd much rather have you with me."
He
sighed. And smiled. "Alright, Captain Dehner at your service, ma'am."
He rested his head on her shoulder, closed his eyes and pressed a sleepy kiss
somewhere behind her ear. Really – all he wanted now was to sleep...
But no
such luck yet. "Do you
like Marya?" his beloved still wanted to know.
"Not
really," Karl mumbled somewhere in her neck. "She's kind of fun to
play, but that's about it." A pause. "I'd never want to marry
her."
Maryse
chuckled, and hugged him tight. "Glad to hear it."
It
remained silent. Karl just leaned heavily on her, and she felt how he simply
radiated fatigue. Lovingly, she rubbed his back and kissed his hair.
Tomorrow... Tomorrow she could take him in bed with her and let him sleep in
her arms. But for now...
"Come
on. Time for bed." She tried to disentangle herself from him. But he just
moaned a little, and his passive resistance was still strong enough to let her
attempts to untangle herself fail.
She
laughed softly. "Hey, you're practically asleep on your feet! Come on, off
to bed with you."
It took
some persuasion, but in the end he let himself be guided to his own room, and
Maryse helped him to take off his boots and his uniform jacket. It'd probably
be better to take off the trousers as well, but getting married tomorrow or
not, the idea of initiating that herself still felt rather awkward. And since
Karl didn't make any attempt to do it himself and already began to lie down,
she just let it be and simply tucked him in. And he seemed to be asleep before
his head even touched the pillow.
She
remained at his side for a moment, watching him sleep. Tomorrow evening when
they'd go to bed, he'd be in her arms as her husband... That is of course, if
everything went the way it should. The first hurdle had been taken: he had
promised to be at the Rue d'Arcy tomorrow evening at seven. Now all she had to
do was to tell him that this 'meeting' was merely a smokescreen to give them a
chance to get married in secret.
She
smiled. He looked so young and sweet when he was sleeping. She bent down over
him and carefully caressed his hair. His breathing was calm and steady –
definitely asleep.
"I
love you, Karl," she whispered close to his ear. "And tomorrow, you
and I are finally going to get married."
There was
no reaction, not even when she pressed a gentle kiss on his sleepwarm cheek.
But at
least now that she had told him once,
it shouldn't be so difficult to tell him a second time tomorrow morning, right?
And with
a last loving look at her soon-to-be-husband, she returned to her own room with
a happy sense of relief.
Trouble
Maryse
woke up from a ray of sunshine peeking through an opening in the curtains,
tickling her face. She grimaced, blinked against its brightness – and smiled.
That's right: today was the day she was going to marry Karl!
She threw
off the covers and went over to the window. The day looked lovely indeed –
perfect for getting married.
But
first... She glanced at her alarm-clock. Nearly half past eight. She'd better
hurry. They cleared away the breakfast buffet at nine, but if necessary, they
could always grab something to eat at the café around the corner.
For first
of all she needed to talk to Karl now. And without any accidental or
intentional eavesdroppers. Would he be awake yet? If not, she'd have to play
princess and wake up the sleeping beauty, because it was absolutely paramount that she'd talk to
him now. So she threw on her dressing-gown and... hey, what was that?
She
picked up the note that clearly had been pushed in under the door while she was
asleep, and unfolded it.
Suddenly,
her knees buckled under her, and she had to lean against the wall for support.
Once more her eyes flew over the few lines on the paper in her hand.
'Liebchen, I
didn't want to wake you so early after yet another short night,
but I have to try and catch
C.H. this morning before he goes to see B.
I'll see you at seven tonight,
okay?
And thanks for putting me to
bed last night!
I love you – Karl.'
She was
in trouble. Big trouble...
Never in
her life had she gotten dressed so quickly. For his room may be locked, but
maybe he had left this note only a minute ago and... She practically dove down
the stairs and startled the receptionist out of his morning routine.
"Is
Captain Dehner still here?"
"Um...
no, Mademoiselle. I'm sorry. He already went out."
"When?"
"Pretty
early. Around half past six; seven maybe."
Maryse
deflated. No chance of catching up with him then. He wouldn't even be at
Marya's apartment anymore.
The
receptionist regarded her dejected expression with compassion. "You needed
to speak with him?"
"Yeah."
Maryse bit her lip. She suddenly felt like crying. How was she ever going to
catch him now and tell him about...? That stupid Tiger to let herself get
captured! If she hadn't been so careless, she'd have had Karl with her all day
for several days now, with plenty of opportunities to talk to him! Instead of
just a quick half hour in public for breakfast, and then when he came home
exhausted in the middle of the night. It just wasn't fair!
"I
don't know if it's of any help, Mademoiselle," the receptionist offered
tentatively. "But I remember he asked for directions to Hôtel Le Palais.
Perhaps you could find him there?"
Maryse's
eyes went wide. "Where is that?"
"It's
one of the most expensive hotels in the city. You go left here, and then turn
right at the Rue de la Liberté – the fifth street from here, a fairly busy
road. You follow that for a while until you get to a large green park on your
left. You go straight through that park and..."
"Can
you get me a taxi?" Maryse interrupted him.
"But
of course, Mademoiselle. I will call you one right away."
Hôtel Le
Palais clearly was one of those places where people only go to show off how
much money they have. Long brocade curtains, purple carpets on white marble
floors, huge chandeliers hanging from the high vaulted ceilings, gold, ivory,
crystal, oak – anything that has the name of being expensive had been used to
decorate the entrance hall.
But Marya
had seen it all before. On the arm of this or that big shot in Berlin, she had
been at home in such riches. So as she crossed the ostentatious room, she
merely flicked her stole over her shoulder and addressed the young man at the
reception desk.
"Young
man," she began in a sultry tone, leaning onto the counter in a rather
provocative manner. "Can you please tell me if there is a man named Durkin
staying at this hotel?"
"Certainly,
Mademoiselle." The guy remained as cool as a cucumber under Marya's
seductive ouvertures as he opened the hotel register and let his finger go by
the names. Dealing with eccentric ladies was probably the order of the day
here. "Yes, there is a Monsieur Durkin staying here. Shall I call him for
you?" He already had the phone in his hand.
"No,
no," Marya fended off. "It's way too early for our appointment. I
just wasn't sure anymore about the name of his hotel – Le Palais or La
Palace."
"Well,
he's here," the receptionist confirmed. "Is there anything else I can
do for you, Mademoiselle?"
"Yes."
She hit him teasingly in his face with the fur stole. "Give me a smile – a
real one, not that professional grimace."
The young
man chuckled and blushed slightly, despite his training.
"Much
better," Marya judged, and she turned to go. "Oh, and darling – don't
tell Monsieur Durkin that I'm here, will you? I want to surprise him."
"Of
course, Mademoiselle. I understand." And he quietly admired the lady's
figure and grace as she crossed the hall again with swinging hips and
disappeared through the huge double doors outside.
Marya got
into the back seat of her staff car – the Kommandant's staff car – to wait for
Colonel Hogan to appear.
And Karl
grinned. There was something to say for having your own means of transportation
in a city like this. Especially if the vehicle in question was in no way
related to your real self.
The car
was parked a few meters from the entrance of Hôtel Le Palais. And as long as
he'd manage to keep his eyes open, there was no way he could miss the Colonel
when he went out.
Good
thing though that he had recalled the name of the hotel correctly. Backscheider
had mentioned it in the passing a few days ago, but if Le Palais had been wrong,
there were eight other hotels in Paris with a name that sounded like it. He
knew – he had looked it up in the telephone directory this morning. Glad he
didn't have to waste time on finding the right one.
He made
himself comfortable the female way, and focused his attention on the hotel
entrance. And in the end his patience was rewarded: Colonel Hogan and the
little French cook – LeBeau – came out of the hotel and briskly walked past the
car.
He
whistled sharply – and very unladylike. It sure got their attention: they
stopped and looked around, but apparently they didn't notice Marya. Another
whistle, and yes, that did the trick.
The
little LeBeau was at the window in the blink of an eye and stuck his head in.
"You
like my new car?" Marya drawled.
"Yeah,
this is the one we stole from Klink and gave to Backscheider," Colonel
Hogan replied with a clear hint of satisfaction.
"She
bought it," was LeBeau's automatic conclusion – and only then did he ask.
"You bought it?"
"It
was not cheap." Having to listen to those horrid tales, and looking at
those gruesome photographs, flirting with a completely deranged man he both
feared and detested, nightmares, sleep deprivation... "Get in."
The
Frenchman needn't be told twice, but she stopped him. "Please. With you, I
could not trust myself." And we need to discuss something more important
than turtle-dove business. So she pointed at the Colonel. "Him."
"LeBeau,
get in the driver's seat. Keep a lookout, huh?" the Colonel ordered.
"Right."
LeBeau seemed happy enough to get out and get into the front seat – as long as
he could be close to her – while the Colonel wedged himself into the narrow
space between the lady and the door.
"Well?
Did you find time to do anything about Tiger last night? Or were you too
busy?"
Karl
flinched at the depreciating sarcasm in his tone. Clearly, Colonel Hogan had no
idea what was involved in keeping someone like Backscheider occupied. But he
resisted the urge to punch him in the nose, and instead stated coolly, "On
second thought, change places with the short one." If you can't even treat your fellow
Resistance members with respect, I'll talk to your lovesick aide instead.
But the
Colonel was not to be deterred. "I don't care what games you play with
Backscheider. I'm on my way to his office – what have you got for me?"
Alright
then. "I drew aside the curtain of time and peeked into his future. I told
him there would be a visit from a most important person."
"Well?"
She
purred like a content cat. "That is all."
"That's
all?! He could do better than that from a fortune cookie! How does that help
spring Tiger?"
She had
an indolent shrug. "Ach, details..." In fact, he had it pretty much
worked out, but...
But the
Colonel turned away in irritation. "Oh swell. Swell!"
She gave
him a rather amused look. "Had I worked it all out, you would have hated
me. Men are like that." Believe me, I know. "Now, when can I have the
location of the German fighter bases?"
"Merci
beaucoup." Maryse didn't even wait for her change – she had already
spotted Marya in the back seat of that car there. By the looks of it, Colonel
Hogan was with him.
But she
decided to wait a few meters away by the hotel entrance. She didn't want to
interrupt their conference about rescuing Tiger – she could catch Karl the
moment he'd get out of the car.
Her eyes
rested on the car. It had a German number plate from the Hamelburg area. And
with Colonel Hogan inside, there was little room for doubt that this was indeed
the missing staff car Sergeant Schultz had told her about.
A sudden
movement inside the car drew her attention. They... She couldn't believe her
eyes, but... through the rear window, she clearly saw...!
Suddenly,
the world seemed to turn upside down around her, and for a moment she thought
she was going to faint. Karl...
Marya... Colonel Hogan?
But the
spell passed as quickly as it had come, leaving her trembling all over.
With that
terrible image of Karl and Colonel Hogan burnt onto her retina.
And with
only one wish: to get away from here – as far as possible...
And she
turned, and ran.
"Klink's
coming," LeBeau hissed from the front seat.
And
before Karl knew what happened, Marya got forcefully pulled into the Colonel's
arms and his coercing lips covered his mouth.
"Hey!"
he wanted to protest, but the Colonel was simply too strong. And had pulled
their bodies way too tight in an embrace for the 'lady' to be able to do
anything more but try and push him off her. And pull his ear – hard.
"Ouch!"
But
before he had a chance to take a breath to voice a fierce Maryan protest,
Colonel Hogan's tense, authoritative hiss overrode anything he might have said.
"Play
along! Klink can't see me."
Karl gave
in. It certainly was an effective manoeuver to keep the Colonel out of sight.
And it wasn't as if Marya was totally inexperienced in this sort of thing – it
just hadn't usually happened this
abruptly.
A squeaky
boot announced the arrival of the Kommandant. "You – driver. This is my
staff car."
The
little Frenchman answered something that Karl in his tight embrace with Colonel
Hogan didn't catch. But at least Kommandant Klink didn't seem to recognize him.
"What
did he say?" came another voice – Schultz by the sound of it.
"How
should I know?" The Kommandant.
And
suddenly a small blast of air signalled that the door had been pulled open.
Marya
looked up with flashing eyes, making sure she was still blocking the view of
the Colonel's face for the intruder.
"Oh,
excuse me," the Kommandant floundered. "There seems to be a..."
"Shut
the door!" she cried, expelling him from the car with an angrily pointed
finger.
"Oh.
Yes, madam." Meekly, the Kommandant did as he was told – only to stick his
head in again through the open window. "But I thought that this might
possibly be my staff car."
"This
car is the property of the Paris Gestapo," she told him in a cutting tone.
"I'm questioning a suspect. Now go away!" She shooed him off, and
obediently, the Kommandant backed away. And the very moment his head was clear,
the motor roared to life and the car took off.
As soon
as they had turned the corner, Colonel Hogan let go of her. "Thanks."
Marya
stared at him in accusatory disbelief. "Thanks?! You assault an
unsuspecting, innocent woman, and all you have to say is, 'thanks'?"
He
sighed. "Alright, I'm sorry."
"You
better be," she pouted. Truth be told, he was surprised at the vehemence
of his own abhorrence over the Colonel's – in fact very effective – diversion.
Perhaps because it had come so completely out of the blue. Or perhaps he was
out of practice in being kissed by men. Or perhaps it felt simply wrong
nowadays to kiss anyone but Maryse.
But of
one thing he was absolutely sure: one day, he was going to pay the Colonel back
for this. Maybe... He glanced aside, a glimmer of laughter already in his eyes.
How would a ladies' man like the dashing Colonel Hogan feel if he'd be told...?
But the
Colonel already turned to her himself. "Look," he said in a most
reasonable tone. "I realize you don't like me very much, and I can assure
you the feeling is mutual. But right now, we've got a woman in the dungeons of
the Paris Gestapo, and if you've got any
idea of what happens with women in Gestapo custody..."
"I
do," Marya said quietly. "Believe me, I do. Backscheider has
been..."
"Yes,
Backscheider is a beast," the Colonel agreed. "That little 'assault'
of yours just now is child's play in comparison to what awaits Tiger. So let's
put aside our differences for now and focus on getting her out of
Backscheider's claws, okay?"
Marya
nodded slowly. "Alright. On one condition."
"What?"
She
looked up at him with something akin to caution. "You are a very strong
character, no? Used to command others."
He nodded
reluctantly. "You could say that, yes."
"And
do you have an idea yet as to how you want to get Tiger out?"
He
sighed. "Not really." He glared at her. "And that nonsense of
yours about a most important person isn't helping."
She
smiled indulgently. "But I do have a plan, darling. I do. I have been
weaving a web around Backscheider for days, encapsulating him in my charms.
Soon he will be so tangled up, that Tiger's friends can just walk in and free
her from the dungeons, and he will not be able to lift a finger to stop
them." Her expression hardened, her bright eyes drilled into his.
"And I will not
have you bulldozering through my web and tearing the threads I have so
carefully woven. Do you understand me?"
The
Colonel nodded, although he didn't exactly look happy.
"Good.
That means that if you really care about Tiger, you will help me do things my way."
"But..."
But Marya
cut him off. "You want to get her out as soon as possible, no? And my plan is already underway
– you don't even have
a plan yet!" She shrugged. "Unless you want to try and storm Gestapo
Headquarters and get yourself killed. Please, be my guest! Not that it would help
Tiger," she added as an afterthought.
Colonel
Hogan sighed. "Okay, you're the boss. So what do you want me to do, Madame
Commander?"
Marya
merely smiled at the sarcasm dripping from that title. She'd have to be careful
in getting him to do what she wanted. "You will go and see Backscheider
now, no?"
"Yes."
"Good.
Here is what you have to do..."
I'm going
to claw her eyes out, I'm going to tear her hair out, I'm going to scratch her
face to ribbons, I'm going to strangle her! How dare she make Karl... I mean, how can he...
she... no, he...
For the
umpteenth time, Maryse's silent rant was brought up short. It was just too
complicated. How can you cool your wrath on a person you violently detest, when
she is actually the person you desperately want to reclaim for yourself?
She was
still shaking with shock and rage, plus a million other conflicting feelings.
Was this what it felt like when your husband – well, almost-husband – betrayed
you with another woman? Only in this case, he himself was the woman in question
and she had caught him passionately involved with another... That ladykiller creep... How dare he kiss her... I mean, him... And that
Marya, that insufferable bitch – I could kill her! She made him... but he
did... no, she did
it... but after all, she is
Karl...
Suddenly
she felt the tears streaming down her face. She simply was unable to grapple
with this; it was too... too... there wasn't even a word for it, dammit!
She
brushed at her tears, but they just kept coming. Never had she imagined she'd
be capable of despising someone so thoroughly, to feel such burning hatred
towards a person all the way down to the core of her being. And the worst of
the problem was, that the person in question also happened to be the man she
loved more than anything in this world!
She
clenched her fists, while her feet pounded the pavement in the ongoing escape
from the offending scene. Karl...
oh Karl, how could
you? That bitch, that... that slut...! How dare she! I'm going to claw her eyes out, I'm going
to scratch her face to threads, I'm going to strangle her...! How could you... I mean, she...
I mean...
"Fräulein
Mohr? Are you alright? Fräulein Mohr?"
It took a
moment to penetrate Maryse's overoccupied brain that she was the one being
addressed. Once more she brushed at her tears and looked up. A huge man in a
blue uniform was standing in front of her.
"Fräulein
Mohr?" It was Sergeant Schultz.
"I'm
sorry. I didn't see you," she mumbled.
Schultz
glanced down at his impressive girth. "Now that is not an easy thing to
do."
Again,
Maryse tried to stem the flow of her tears, and to steady her breathing.
But the
Sergeant's kind, worried eyes remained on her. "Fräulein, are you not
well?"
"Yes.
No. I mean..." Another attempt to brush away her tears.
"Come."
He hooked her arm through his and patted her hand. "Let's go and sit at
that bench there, and then you can tell your Uncle Schultz what's the
matter."
Suddenly
overwhelmed by an almost paralyzing fatigue, Maryse let herself be guided to a
nearby bench and sat down with him without a word. Vaguely, her eyes registered
that they were in a park, under a green canopy of plane trees.
"Here."
Schultz fished a chocolate bar out of his pocket and held it out to her.
"When life stinks, there is but one thing to do: eat!" He patted his
voluminous stomach. "Believe me, I know."
Almost
involuntarily, Maryse chuckled a little, and gratefully accepted the proffered
chocolate. She suddenly felt faint with hunger, too. No wonder – she had run
off without breakfast this morning.
Her
fingers fumbled with the wrap, and despite everything, she tried to savour the
treat as best she could. Like every woman, she loved chocolate, but real
chocolate was near impossible to get in Germany these days. And she hadn't seen
it in Paris so far, either.
Still, as
she was slowly chewing away the sweet American candy bar, her mind was
feverishly occupied with another task: how to explain her state in a somewhat
plausible way to the kind Sergeant. For somehow, the 'my boy-friend and I are supposed to get
married tonight, only I haven't told him yet, and now I just saw him dressed as
a woman, kissing another man'-story sounded so insane, that Schultz
would probably drop her off at the nearest madhouse.
"What
are you doing here?" she therefore asked, trying to put off the inevitable
question. "You weren't looking for me, were you?"
"Well,
a little bit," Schultz happily admitted. "I saw you in the street
back there." He nodded across the park, but that meant nothing to Maryse,
since she had no idea where she was. "You seemed to be waiting for
someone, but suddenly I saw you run away. For a moment..." He chuckled.
"For a moment there, I thought the Kommandant had frightened you with his
antics about his staff car."
She
frowned. "The Kommandant?"
"Yes.
Kommandant Klink of Stalag 13." Another chuckle. "He finally found
his staff car, and of course the boys were in it. They must have seen him
first, so they made sure that the Kommandant couldn't see their faces. The one
in front pretended to be busy with the brakes, and the other... oh la la! In
the arms of a woman of course – trust him to get all the pretty girls! And then
the woman yelled at the Kommandant that this car was a Gestapo car, and that she
was 'questioning' a suspect." He still chuckled at the memory. "And
of course for that argument, Kommandant Klink immediately backed away."
Maryse
sat stock-still. So that
was what happened...! They saw the Kommandant coming, and of course the man was
not to know that Colonel Hogan was here in Paris, so... She let out a quiet
sigh of relief. The idea, the image of Karl/Marya lying in Colonel Hogan's
arms, kissing him (or being kissed, whatever it had been) was still highly
disturbing, but at least it made sense
now.
"What
happened then?" she asked in a small voice.
"They
drove off," Schultz replied matter-of-factly. "So now the Kommandant
has lost his staff car again.
And he wants me to walk around again to try and spot it. But first I wanted to
make sure that you were alright. You seemed a bit upset when you so suddenly
ran away, so I followed you." He peered at her tear-stained face.
"Are you feeling a little better?"
"Yes.
Thank you." She gave him a watery smile. "I believe the chocolate did
the trick."
Schultz
beamed. "I told you so! It always does!" He patted her hand.
"Now what do you say we find a nice little café, and I treat you to a
gourmet lunch? You'll see – things don't look half so bad with a full
stomach!"
Marya had
been dropped off with her staff car at the East Bank café for her lunch
appointment with Backscheider, while Durkin-Hogan and LeBeau went on to Gestapo
Headquarters to see Tiger.
Karl
thought the Colonel's idea of exchanging Hitler for Himmler a stroke of genius
– instead of a flattering event, the visit was now likely to strike plain fear
into Backscheider's heart. A visit from the Reichsführer of the Gestapo, and
Backscheider as the local Gestapo top man had not been informed...? He'd be at
the café the moment Colonel Hogan was out of sight, begging for Marya's advice!
But time
passed, and whoever entered the café, Backscheider was not among them. Not even
at their scheduled lunch appointment at twelve o'clock. That was alarming for
the overpunctual Gestapo Colonel...
At 12.05,
he could simply have been held up by someone.
At 12.10,
that was still possible, but getting less plausible.
At 12.15,
Karl was beginning to worry. What the heck had happened at Gestapo
Headquarters? Had Backscheider simply shot Colonel Hogan? Was he mad as hell?
Scared to death? Feverishly trying to get things in order?
But there
was not much he could do but wait. So Marya kept herself busy, exploiting her
astrology and fortune-telling scam on the customers of the café. But neither
Backscheider, nor Colonel Hogan and his little aide showed up. The latter made
sense – she'd told them to come to her apartment between five and six this
afternoon for their report and further instructions. But Backscheider...? What
the heck was he doing? What the heck was going on? What the heck had Colonel
Hogan been ad-libbing?
At half
past two he decided he'd had enough – clearly, Backscheider wasn't coming.
Besides, his lack of sleep last night was beginning to catch up with him. He
really should try and catch forty winks if he had to deal with Colonel Hogan
again this afternoon, and
had that Underground meeting to go to tonight.
With the
car he reached the Rue Papillon in just a few minutes. He parked it on the
square at the end of the street, and heaved a sigh as he locked the door of the
apartment behind him. For a few hours, Marya would be blissfully dead to the
world...
"This
is where you will be meeting your friends?"
"Yes."
Maryse swallowed. "And thank you, Schultz. You've been a really good
friend today."
The big
Sergeant smiled down at the lady on his arm. "The pleasure was all mine...
baby." He patted her hand. "But now I better go back to the hotel and
tell the Kommandant we didn't find his staff car." He unhooked her arm
from his and...
"Schultz?"
"Yes...
baby?"
Maryse
bit her lip. She couldn't very well ask him to come to their top secret wedding
tonight, could she? Not even for moral support – a buoy to cling to in the
storm ahead. For she had this awful premonition that Karl was going to be mad
at her, and Monsieur Antoine was going to be mad at her, and then this Monsieur
Aubault, who had even cancelled something else in order to give them a chance
to get married... And she had botched it all up by not telling Karl about it...
How she dreaded the long awaited Sunday
evening, seven o'clock now!
Suddenly,
she just threw all propriety to the winds and put her arms around Schultz's
big, comforting bulk. And hid her face in his uniform. He had been such a
perfect companion today, diverting her thoughts with stories about his
children, his toy factory, his favourite food and the antics of 'his boys' in
the prison camp – and what awaited her now was nothing but trouble. If only...
"Hey."
Schultz patted her back with a fatherly air. "Don't start crying again
now. Are you sure you're alright?"
"Yeah.
I'm sorry." She took a deep breath to steady herself, and let go of him. Time to face the music. After all, it's
your own bloody fault... She looked up at him. "Wish me luck,
Schultz." She heard herself how pleading it sounded. How scared.
Clearly,
Schultz heard it, too, for he searched her face for a moment. But Schultz
wasn't one to pry. Or to ask questions. Instead, his smile broke through –
sunny and reassuring. "I wish you all the luck in the world – baby."
She was
sure going to need it...
"Ah,
Mademoiselle Marisse! Le grande jour has come at last!" Monsieur Antoine
grabbed both her hands as if to congratulate her. "So what did your Oskar
say?"
Maryse
winced. Oskar... But of course
he couldn't know... She gulped. "I... I haven't told him
yet," she forced out.
"Quoi?"
Monsieur Antoine stared at her in disbelief. "Vous plaisantez."
Maryse frowned.
"What?"
"You
are making a joke, n'est-ce pas?"
She shook
her head. "It's just that I've hardly seen him these past days. Especially
since he's been running after that Backscheider. Half an hour for breakfast if
I'm lucky, but with all those other people around, I can't very well take up a
top secret wedding, can I? And he runs out straight after breakfast, so no
chance there. And by the time he comes home, it's halfway through the night and
he's utterly exhausted. All he wants then is a hug and his bed. And at such
moments, I simply don't have the heart to bother him with my problems."
"Your problems? It is his wedding, too!"
Monsieur Antoine rolled his eyes and threw up his hands. "Ah, les
femmes!" He shook his head. "You should have told him right
away."
"I
know." Maryse bowed her head. "In hindsight, his fatigue last week
was nothing compared to how he's been coming home these past days. I should
have told him on Wednesday or Thursday or so. But..." She shrugged.
"Well,
there is not much we can do about that now, is there. Unless..." Monsieur
Antoine looked down at the floor. "I believe he is in the souterrain at
the moment. I am sure I saw him go in there this afternoon. So why don't you go
and talk to him right now?"
Maryse
hesitated. "But what if that Backscheider is with him?"
"I
don't think there is anyone with him – it has been as quiet as a churchyard
down there all afternoon. Now go! Allez!" He turned her around and
directed her towards the door. "For I really do not believe, that any man likes to be
surprised by his own wedding. The least you can give him is a few hours notice."
Obediently,
Maryse stepped outside and went to the door on the other side of the
shopwindow. A few deep breaths to try and calm down her galloping heart, and...
But she
didn't knock yet. For what was she going to say? 'Karl, just so you know – when you get to the Rue d'Arcy
tonight, we're going to get married.' Yeah, right.
And then
that disturbing image of Marya – Karl – passionately kissing Colonel Hogan...
Schultz's story had clarified the 'why', but she still wanted to hear Karl's
version of it. And feel his arms protectively around her and...
In the
shopwindow appeared Monsieur Antoine, urging her to get on with it.
Alright
then. Hoping against hope that the words would just magically appear out of her
mouth when she'd stand in front of him, she closed her eyes, raised her hand
and... knocked.
She
waited. But nothing happened.
She
knocked again. And waited. But still nothing happened.
With a
shrug between disappointment and relief she returned to the shop. "He's
not there anymore," she told Monsieur Antoine. "So I'm afraid he's
indeed going to find out when he gets to the Rue d'Arcy tonight."
Monsieur
Antoine grimaced. "Let's hope for the best then. Alors, what do we do? Do
you want to change here, or do you want to wait till we get to Monsieur
Aubault's?"
Karl
didn't know what it was, but something
had started him out of his sleep.
He sat up
and glanced at the clock. No. Still twenty minutes before it was to go off. It
must have been something else then.
He got up
– he was wide awake now anyway – , turned off the alarm-clock and went to check
the door. Maybe someone had knocked? Colonel Hogan a bit early, or
Backscheider? He opened the door at a crack and peered out. No. The alley lay
deserted in the late afternoon sun. Oh well.
He went
back to the souterrain room and decided he might as well get ready. So he
changed into something more appropriate for Marya at home, carefully put on the
wig that carried the hair in a crown, and sat down at the dressing-table to
touch up his make-up. At least he'd be ready in case Colonel Hogan – Durkin, he
reminded himself – showed up early.
For that was
the trouble with the man: he was unpredictable to the extreme. It was probably
one of his greatest strengths in his resistance work, but it could easily lead
to problems when you had to work together with him.
And on
top of that, he got the impression this morning that the man was not happy
about having to take orders from a woman. Revealing himself here in the privacy
of Marya's apartment was certainly an option, but he seriously doubted whether
that would ease the relationship. There was a chance indeed that the Colonel
would laugh his head off (which would be good), but after what happened this
morning, there was a good chance he'd feel humiliated to the bone instead.
Passionately kissing a man without realizing it's not a woman?
With
Tiger's life at stake, he'd rather not risk it. Better stay with the status quo
therefore. Not to mention that the little Frenchman would be absolutely
crushed...
It wasn't
until ten to six though before they showed up. (Okay, she had said 'between
five and six', so there was nothing he could complain about.)
"Ah,
my great Durkin! And my dear little small one!" Marya stretched out her
hand – the Colonel ignored it, but the Cockroach pressed an avid kiss on it,
and refused to let go.
"So,
you went to Backscheider with a nice little piece of news. How did it go?"
She sat down and patted the sofa invitingly, but again, the Cockroach was the
only one to accept the invitation. He was positively gazing at her.
Colonel
Hogan hugged his chest. "It went pretty much as expected. He almost fell
to pieces when he realized that Himmler hadn't informed him of his visit."
A slow
smile, and a gentle tap on the nose of the eager Frenchman. "Good."
"He
also insisted that he wanted to start working on Tiger today – but that was
before I mentioned Himmler. Tiger herself is getting rather desperate
though," he finished in a grim tone.
"I
can imagine," Marya murmured. "But we'll have her out soon."
"So
what is the next step of your plan?"
She gave
him an enigmatic smile. "We are going to bait him."
"How?"
"I'm
a great bait," the little Frenchman put in. "I may be small, but for
you, I can catch the biggest whale in the sea!"
"Shut
up, LeBeau."
Marya
chuckled, and blew the little man a kiss from very close quarters. "I believe
you. But what we need to reel in here is not a giant whale – it's a slimy,
slithering octopus."
"Cut
the marine flowers-of-speech, will you?" the Colonel cut in. "What's
the plan?"
But at
that moment, they all stiffened. There was a brisk knock on the door!
"Backscheider,"
Marya whispered, her indolence gone in the blink of an eye. "Quick – hide
behind that screen!"
She
didn't wait to see if they followed her directions – she struck a provocative
pose and called, "Entrez!"
Backscheider
– apparently alone – was invading her personal space in a flash, and he looked
absolutely distraught. He grasped both her hands and pleaded, "My dear –
you've got to help
me!"
Marya
arched an eyebrow. "But of course, darling. What is wrong?"
"It's
all coming together: the most important person, and the one who's going to make
a fool of me... My dear, you've got
to tell me what to do!"
She
guided him over to the sofa and made him sit down. "Now start at the
beginning," she admonished. "Remember – I cannot read minds, so you
need to tell me what the problem is." She arranged herself on the opposite
end of the sofa. "What is this about this most important person for
example?"
"It's
Himmler!" Backscheider cried.
"Himmler?"
"The
head of the Gestapo. Oh, you wouldn't know that of course, but he's the top man
in the Gestapo. The Führer's right hand man. He can make or break me with the
snap of his fingers. And now he's coming to Paris, and he hasn't notified
me!"
"Why
should he notify you?"
"Why,
I'm the head of the Paris Gestapo of course! He's my boss – my highest boss!
Surely he would tell me when he's coming for a visit! And if he
doesn't..." He shuddered.
"Yes?"
Backscheider
gulped. "Why is Himmler coming? What have I done? What have I had a chance
to do? I've only been here a good six weeks! Yes, I've cut some business deals
on the side, but everybody does that. And my interrogation records are top-top
shelf – the best results!"
Karl
didn't want to think about how he got those results, so Marya pried, "But
why is it so bad that he didn't tell you he is coming? Ha!" She sat up in
sudden enthusiasm. "Maybe he wants to surprise you! Everybody loves
surprises!"
Backscheider
started to bite his nails. "Not Herr Himmler's surprises. Nobody likes
those. If he's coming to Paris and he hasn't informed his top subordinate here,
that can only mean one thing..."
Marya
tilted her head. "He is a forgetful person?"
He
glanced at her. "No. Trouble. Big
trouble." He shook his head. "But why is Himmler coming? What have I
done? What have I had a chance to do?"
It seemed
to be developing along the lines of a circular lament, and Karl quickly grew
tired of it. After a few more rounds, Marya got up and seated herself at her
dressing-table, pretending to touch up her make-up some more. But her apparent
loss of interest had no effect on Backscheider – he just kept going on and on
in that circle of fear and self-pity.
"My
dear Colonel," she sighed at last, gazing at the ceiling. "You came
here to ask the advice of the stars, yes?"
"Yes.
Yes!" He was close to falling on his knees. "What should I do? What
can I do to deflect his wrath?"
"Did
you bring your chart?"
That
brought him up short. "No. No, I haven't. But... surely you can interpret
the stars simply with my basic astrological information? I'm a Taurus; I was
born on May 2nd, 1891."
Marya
shook her head. "Without a detailed chart, I can only give general
indications. It won't be very personal."
"But...
you told me that the stars were very favourable for me this time of
month!"
Marya
nodded. "And the stars are never wrong." She shrugged a little.
"Sometimes my interpretation is not so good."
He didn't
seem to hear her, caught up as he was in his own troubles. "Why is Himmler
coming? What have I done? What have I had a chance to do?"
Marya sighed.
He was getting exasperating. So she looked at him in the mirror, determined to
put an end to this circular lament. "I forget – did I read for you a long
lifeline or a short one?"
Backscheider
placed the palm of his hand under his chin and squinted at it. "You told
me it was very long."
"But
of course, you are no longer young," Marya mercilessly pointed out.
Once
again, Backscheider began to bite his nails. He almost felt sorry for the man –
almost!
"What
should I do?" Backscheider trembled.
Marya heaved
a sigh, and moved back to the sofa. If it was metaphysic nonsense he wanted,
metaphysic nonsense was what he was going to get. Colonel Hogan would probably
have a fit behind his screen, but once he'd take the time to think it through,
he was smart enough to figure it out.
So she
stared into Backscheider's eyes and placed her thumbs on his temples.
"This man you have told me of," she started in a low, quasi
hypnotizing voice. "The blackmarket man..."
The
moment the door fell shut behind Backscheider, Colonel Hogan and the little
Frenchman reappeared at Marya's side. And apparently they hadn't quite grasped
the idea yet.
"Very
nice, very nice. That's absolutely all I needed. Thanks!"
She
looked up from counting the money Backscheider had given her, but before she
could open her mouth, the little Cockroach demanded in a huff, "Why did
you let him kiss your hand?"
Karl
grinned; Marya smiled triumphantly and moved back to her dressing-table. Time
to tease the Colonel into thinking things through. "You are both jealous –
how sweet!"
"He's jealous – I'm ready to kill!" the
Colonel retorted. "I had Backscheider going my way – he didn't even have
my phone tapped!" Bristling with annoyance, he leaned over her. "What
are you doing?"
"Kissing
him this morning,
that was in the line of duty. But kissing Backscheider...!" Talk about
being jealous...
Colonel
Hogan clearly had had enough of it, too. "Will you dry up about the
kissing?" (Who knows how the little Frenchman had been going on about
Marya's charms...)
And
finally, she could get a word in again, too. "I do these things by
intuition," she replied to the Colonel's earlier question.
"I
forgive you," the Frenchman assured her.
"Well,
I don't." Colonel Hogan turned and began to pace the room. "If you
can point out any possible advantage in my phone being tapped by Backscheider,
I'll..." He stopped dead in his tracks. "Yeah. Maybe."
There you
go. "You have thought of something." It wasn't even a question.
"No
thanks to you," the Colonel retorted, and turned back to them.
Marya
gave him a broad, knowing smile. "Hold out as long as you can, my darling.
It will be that much sweeter when you surrender to me."
He
returned it with a glare, and the little Frenchman declared, "Over my dead
body!"
Marya
chuckled, and hit him with her powder puff.
But,
"Don't tempt me," the Colonel warned him, while buttoning up his
overcoat.
Marya
watched them go – the Frenchman practically had to be dragged out – and nodded
to her image in the mirror. They'd gotten the idea – or at least the Colonel
had. Pity it had to be done in such a roundabout way, but more and more he got
the impression that the Colonel wouldn't easily accept direct orders from a
woman. So the trick was to give him hints, and then let him work out the
details himself.
Suddenly
the door was pushed open again, and the little Frenchman reappeared. "We
can all three be friends!" he announced enthusiastically. "I forgot I
was French!"
Marya
chuckled and blew him a kiss. And with that, he disappeared again – for real
this time.
Karl
sighed. Well, at least that was over and done with. He'd probably see them
again at this meeting of Monsieur Antoine's in a moment, but...
His eyes
fell on the clock. Good heavens, it was ten past seven!
Reality
"He'll
be here. I know he will."
The three
men exchanged a meaningful glance. But none of them had the heart to point out
to the edgy bride that her groom had no idea of the importance of this
'meeting' for his personal life, and that – in case he was forced to stand his
bride up at the altar due to unforeseen circumstances with Backscheider – the
poor guy wasn't even aware that he was doing it.
"He'll
be here. I know he'll be here." Maryse kept restlessly pacing back and
forth, clenching the small bouquet of lilies-in-the-valley in her fist. He had to be here. For telling
him they were here to get married was a cinch compared to them getting married
without him being here.
She tried
not to glance at the relentless clock on the mantlepiece again, but her eyes
were already drawn there before she could stop them. Nearly twenty past seven.
And he had promised...
'I'll see you at seven
tonight, okay?' he had written in that blasted note this morning.
So he hadn't forgotten. He wouldn't forget. He'd be here. Unless of course...
An
ice-cold hand closed itself around her heart. What if... what if that evil
Backscheider had found out about him and simply... shot him?
No – no,
he wouldn't do that. Not kill him. Not right away at least. Not someone like
that Backscheider. He'd torture him first, and that meant they could get him
out together with Tiger. As long as...
Or had
her worst fears come true after all – that he had been killed in an accident or
something today, just like Oskar – just
before they were to get married... Oh God, no... Please! She
couldn't face that again – she needed
him! Even if he felt compelled to prance around as a woman from time to time
and kiss other men; even if he wanted to have a whole string of mistresses at
the side – she needed
him by her side to be able to face life. After what happened to Oskar... Oh
God, please let
him be alive! Please
let him be...!
A
majestic ding-dong resounded through the room, suddenly rooting Maryse to the
spot.
"That
will be him," Monsieur Aubault said relieved.
Maurice
Dubois got up out of his deep armchair, and Monsieur Antoine gently tried to
pry the poor manhandled flowers out of Maryse's grip. But she pulled the
bouquet away. "No."
Maurice
Dubois gave her a steady look. "Are you ready?"
She
closed her eyes. A deep breath, and... "Yes." This was it. The single
most important discussion she was going to have in her life. Would she be able
to convince Karl?
Dubois
gave her an encouraging nod, and then he led the way to the spacious vestibule.
Once he
had located the mansion in the Rue d'Arcy that carried number 31, Karl had
parked the staff car two blocks down. It was always better to attract as little
attention as possible to a meeting-place of the Underground; he could walk back
those few hundred meters. Late he was already, and bad as he felt about that,
avoiding attention was more important than the gain of a few measly minutes.
At least
he had gotten here as fast as he could, even if Maryse was not likely to be
thrilled about his outfit. But among these people, who all knew about Marya, at
least he could drop the act and simply be himself, even if he was in disguise.
Better than nothing, so to say.
Number 31
was indeed a pretty grand mansion – lots of high windows on either side of the
dark wooden door, and to top it all off an old-fashioned bell pull to go with
it.
Karl
pulled it, and heard a majestic ding-dong somewhere in the house. Pretty upper
class, all this. He grinned, and wondered if perhaps the door would be opened
by a real life butler.
And yes,
the door swung open and... No. It was Dubois. Looking rather puzzled for an
instant, but his expression quickly changed to haughtily dismissive. "Que
voulez-vous?"
Karl
chuckled. "Bonjour, Dubois. What – don't you recognize your comrade in
arms without his colonel's uniform?"
Dubois'
jaw dropped. And he quickly glanced over his shoulder. "Danzig?" he
mouthed.
"Yes,
it's me. And I'm sorry I'm late. Backscheider interfered with the planning, but
I came as soon as I could. I hope you guys weren't too worried?"
"But..."
Another glance over his shoulder to where Maryse stood – nervous, tense... and
unaware of...
But now
Karl had picked up on his uneasiness. His eyes narrowed, and he tried to look
past the Frenchman. "Something wrong?" he whispered.
"No!
No, nothing is wrong." Dubois opened the door a bit wider. "Come on
in."
Karl
stepped past him and...
The
moment she set eyes on him, her breath caught audibly, and from out of nowhere,
the morning's rage was instantly back in full force. The car, and Colonel
Hogan, and...
Suddenly,
something snapped in her. "You... you bitch!
Can't you even show up as yourself for your own wedding?!" In two steps,
she stood in front of him, and smacked that hateful Maryaface with her
lilies-of-the-valley. Hard. And before either Karl or Dubois realized what
happened, she had pushed them aside and ran out of the house.
For
several seconds, there was just stunned silence.
Karl was
the one to break it, asking half dazed, "What was that?" He plucked
some small white flowers out of his wig and off his coat. "What
wedding?"
From a
dooropening further down the vestibule came Monsieur Antoine's quiet voice.
"She didn't really have a chance to tell you these past days, but... we
organized that you two could get married here tonight – in secret."
It took a
moment for Karl to digest that. But suddenly his eyes were ablaze. "Get
married? With the Gestapo and all? Has she lost her...?!" And before
anyone could stop him, he had stormed out the door, too.
A second
stunned silence fell, broken by Dubois as he slowly shut the door. "I
guess there won't be any wedding tonight then."
Monsieur
Aubault appeared in the dooropening to the drawing-room, too. "A pity.
Nervous as she was, she seemed like a nice girl. I would have enjoyed making
her wish come true tonight."
"She's
a lovely girl," Monsieur Antoine confirmed quietly. "And he sure
isn't bad either. You should have seen them together, Philippe – they're
absolutely crazy about each other, but in a very tender way. They so deserve to
get married..."
"But
if they didn't even have a chance to talk about it..." Dubois left the
sentence hanging.
Philippe
Aubault shook his head. "I wouldn't be surprised if Resistance work in
Germany, in the heart of the Reich is even more perilous than it is here. Their
life must be something like walking a tight-rope. No wonder he freaked
out."
"And
unsuspectingly showing up as Marya sure didn't help." Monsieur Antoine
heaved a sigh and looked at the front door. "I really hope they can work
this out..."
"Bonsoir,
Mademoiselle Mohr."
But
Maryse brushed past the reception with angry steps, so intent on getting to her
room that she completely ignored the receptionist's greeting.
She was
followed on her heels by the seductive nuisance who had visited Captain Dehner
so much last week – she, too, was the picture of anger.
The
receptionist glanced at the bellboy and raised his eyebrows in a most
meaningful manner. "Uh-oh..."
The boy
grinned. "Catfight coming up." He looked eagerly at the stairs.
"Shall I go and listen?"
But the
receptionist's face instantly darkened. "You'll do no such thing. It's not
our job to spy on our guests – and least of all yours! So if I catch you so
much as coming close
to the lady's room...!"
He looked
at the door, fervently hoping for Captain Dehner to enter next. Ladies fighting
over a man were a nightmare for a hotel receptionist – he'd much rather have
the Captain sort out his lovelife himself...
Maryse
threw the door shut in Karl-Marya's face, but he caught it and followed her
into her room, shutting the door behind him with only marginally less force
than his would-be bride would have a moment ago.
And
immediately, Marya turned into Karl dressed as a woman. "What the heck do
you think you were doing?"
"Get
out," she ordered, her back pointedly turned to him.
"No,
I want to talk to you. What..."
"Get
out!" Maryse snapped. "I'm not talking to you like this."
"But
I...!"
"Get
out, I said!"
With a
frustrated growl, Karl turned on his heel and stormed out of the room, first
pulling her door shut with far more force than necessary, and then slamming his
own so hard that the windows rattled in their rabbets.
And there
he stood, in the middle of the room, with his fists clenched at his side and
with a frown in his forehead as deep as a ravine.
"I
should never have brought her along," he muttered to himself, and tore off
his wig. The high heels followed, the fur coat, the jewelry, that flimsy dress,
the bra and other underthings... He wanted to talk to her, and he wanted to
talk to her now.
And if she refused to talk to him when he was dressed up as a woman, well, then
he'd personally break the record for changing back to a man!
It was
indeed barely five minutes later that Karl Langenscheidt (he hadn't bothered to
put his minimal make-up as Captain Karl Dehner in place) stood at his beloved's
door again – only to find it locked.
He
knocked, and when there was no reaction, he knocked again, more insistently.
"Maryse, let me in. I want to talk to you."
"Only
if you are you," came her voice back through the door.
He rolled
his eyes. "I am
me. Open up!"
The lock
was turned, and the door opened ajar. "What do you want." A picture
of rebuff, with traces of tears.
But he
had no intention of having a wordfight in public, so he forced the door open
far enough for him to enter, and closed it again behind him.
"What
do you want," Maryse repeated, walking away from him and stealthily wiping
away the last traces of her tears.
"An
explanation. What the heck were you thinking? Instant marriage?! Don't I at
least have a say in that?"
She
snorted. "If I leave it up to you, it's never going to happen. Face it,
Karl – everything
is more important for you than me."
His face
darkened even further. "That's not true and you know it."
"It
is, too!" she retorted with angry emphasis. "You invited me to come
to Paris with you so we could have a little holiday together – spend some time
together in the anonymity of the city, without having to worry about being seen
together too much. All you had to do was to deliver that map and sell the
jewelry, and then we'd have all the time in the world for each other. But we've
been here now for a full ten days, and all you're doing is going around blowing
up rocket launching sites, and prancing around as that... that... Marya
woman!"
Karl was
instantly on the defensive. "It's not like I'm doing it for fun, you
know!"
"You
shouldn't be doing it at all!" Maryse rounded on him. "You promised
you'd..."
"I know what I promised! But
when people need help and I'm able to give it, how can I say no?"
"You
can!" she yelled back. "Just say, 'No, I'm sorry'!" She began to
pace the room. "But no, Mr. Big Hero immediately has to get involved in
all kinds of dangerous activities. And that in a huge city where he's never
been before, where he hardly knows a soul, plus he barely knows the
language..."
"Now
look!" Angrily, Karl stepped in her path.
But she
just stepped around him and continued her rant. "And then this Marya
woman. You said you only needed to dress up as a woman to sell that jewelry.
But every time I turn around these days you're dressed up as her!"
"Believe
me, I'd much rather not!" Karl interrupted her vehemently. "But at
the moment, Marya is the only
chance of getting that Tigerwoman out of the clutches of the Gestapo. And I
didn't exactly seek
the opportunity, you know – it was pure coincidence that Marya ran into
Backscheider. Now if you think I should leave this Tiger to her fate in the
hands of that monster, just
so I can spend more time with you...!"
Maryse
stood stockstill, suddenly silenced. All the anger seemed to have drained away
from her, and all Karl could do was take her in his arms.
"I'm
sorry, sweetheart," he said quietly.
They just
stood there in silence for a while, with their arms around each other. But at
last Maryse spoke in a small voice, "It's just that this rotten war is
devouring everything.
Our lives – yours, and mine, and our life together. All I want... well, besides
for the war to end... All I want is to finally build up a life with you. Get
married, have a family, raise our children in peace..." She looked up at
him, her eyes more pleading than he had ever seen them before. "Why can't we at least get
married, Karl? Nobody in Germany need know if we do it here. And we can just
continue as we always have back home until it's safe enough to... you know,
make it public."
He bit his
lip. He wanted to say 'yes' so badly that it almost physically hurt to hold it
back. It was difficult enough to deny her anything when she asked it normally,
and a plea like this... But, "We can't," he forced out. "Believe
me, Maryse, there is nothing I want more than to marry you and build up a life
with you. But Paris is as much under Nazi rule as Hamelburg. The Gestapo
tentacles stretch out to here, too – our marrying here would never remain a
secret for them. I don't want to risk them abusing that knowledge if one of us
were to get caught."
With a
smothered cry of agony, Maryse buried her face in his neck. "But what if
this is going to be another Thirty Years War or something?"
Karl
screwed his eyes shut at the frightening thought. "Let's hope not," he
croaked. "By God, let's hope not." He had to keep believing that it
would be over soon, or he'd go mad...
But
suddenly Maryse looked up, her hands firmly on his shoulders. "Then let's
make a run for it," she propounded with a resolute air.
"What?"
"Go
to England," she clarified matter-of-factly. "We're already halfway.
And we've got a car. How hard can it be to get to the coast and find someone to
take us across the Channel?"
He just
stared at her.
"Karl,"
she said in her most reasonable persuasive tone, squeezing his shoulders a
little. "We've already sacrificed so many years of our life for this
bloody war – and you even more than me. Don't you think it's time we reclaim
some of that?"
His mind
was in turmoil. Focused as he had always been on the fight against local Nazi
outrages, the thought of defecting to England had never even entered his mind.
But now that the option was put before him...
England...
A country where the Nazis had no power. No more Gestapo to fear, no SS...
Maryse and he could finally get married and have that family they both longed
for so badly. And learn to live again without the constant fear and tension
that had become second nature to them. For the first time in nearly fifteen
years he would be able to be Karl Langenscheidt around the clock, seven days a
week, 365 days a year, and bury all his alter egos in oblivion, never to be
unearthed again.
And
surely he could help defeat the Nazis from England; they were bound to have use
for a native German speaker who'd been involved in the Underground for years.
Or better
still: pretend the war wasn't there and get back on stage to do what he loved
to do the most. Instead of torturing his conscience with (semi-)criminal
activities, or sending friends into danger and... No... His friends...
He
moaned. It was a heartbreaking sound – a sound one would expect to hear from a
victim of torture.
"Karl?"
Worriedly, Maryse shook him a little. "Karl? What's wrong?"
"I
can't," he brought out.
"You
can't what?"
"Leave
them. Go to England."
"Leave
who?"
"The
others. Udo. Franz. Hasso, and Heike. Karl and Emma. Fabian. Karsten." A
gasping breath. "They rely on me. I can't expect them to stop fighting if
I decide to bug out. But the moment one of them gets hurt, or killed, or picked
up by the Gestapo... I would never be able to forgive myself for not being there, and perhaps
have a chance of preventing it." Now it was his turn to plead. "Don't
you see, Maryse? At war or not, right now England seems like heaven to me. But
I can't leave the others in hell. Not to mention the innocent people back home
who need our help." A quavery sigh. "No matter how much I long to
leave this whole nasty war behind me, I'm going to have to stick this out till
the end. And only when the Gestapo is hot upon my trail do I have a legit
excuse to get out."
Maryse
regarded him with a mix of understanding and disappointment. And took him in
her arms again – he seemed to need it.
And Karl
muttered over her shoulder, "I can't even bring myself to be as selfless
as to suggest that you go to England on your own."
"Good.
Because I wouldn't go in any case," was her reply. "I'm not going
anywhere without you. You know how I hate the not-knowing. I'd be pulling my
hair out for worry about you before the first week was over."
He
chuckled faintly. "Lucky for me then. For I'm fairly sure that your
presence is the only thing that's keeping me sane in this madness."
Fondly,
she ruffled through his hair. "I know. That's why I'm not leaving you
behind." And suddenly she chuckled. "You know, I could always ask
Colonel Hogan to stage a Gestapo raid where they come within an inch of
grabbing you. I'm sure he'd oblige. And then you'd have a perfectly sound alibi
to leave the country with me, and we could finally start living our
happily-ever-after together."
The
prospect of a staged raid didn't even draw a smile from him. He merely closed
his eyes and...
A sudden
knock on the door started them apart. "Yes?" Maryse called slightly
breathlessly.
The door
opened and, "Fräulein Mohr, I am really sorry to disturb you, but the
Kommandant... Karl?" A frown. "What are you doing here?"
It was
Schultz.
Maryse
cast a startled glance over her shoulder. How did he...? Good grief, Karl
didn't have his Captain Dehner make-up on!
But Karl
had already switched gears. "Hello S-Sergeant," he said, and saluted
– all Langenscheidt-jittery and blushing up to the roots of his hair. (But that
might well be due to his being caught out.)
"But..."
Schultz came into the room. "What what what... what are you doing here? In
Paris? Ach ja, natürlich: your uncle the general. Is he staying at this hotel,
too? And... how do you two know each other?"
"He's
my cousin," Maryse quickly interjected. "And he'd just received some
bad news from home."
"Ach,
das tut mir leid." Schultz's sympathy was obviously genuine. "But now
that you're here, perhaps... if it's not too much to ask?"
Karl
nervously shook his head; then nodded. "Was ist los, Sergeant?"
"It's
Kommandant Klink. He's been arrested by the Gestapo!"
"What?!"
Not more people to
rescue...?
"Why?"
Maryse inquired.
Schultz
shook his head. "I don't know, Fräulein. I wasn't there when it happened.
When I got back here this afternoon after I dropped you off at your friends'
house, the receptionist told me that two Gestapomen had been here earlier today
and taken away the Kommandant."
Karl
frowned.
But
Schultz already continued. "Karl, I know you're technically not under my
orders at the moment, but... could you not ask your uncle the general to look
into it? The Gestapo is never going to listen to me – a mere sergeant. But how can I go back to
Stalag 13 without the Kommandant? But perhaps a general can get them to let the
Kommandant go?"
Karl
nodded, and twitched nervously. "I will ask him, Sergeant. I can't promise
anything, but..." He hesitated. Corporal Langenscheidt couldn't get too assertive, but...
"Do you... perhaps... know where they've taken him? Or on whose
orders?"
"Yes,
they showed their orders to the receptionist. He said they were signed by
Colonel Backscheider."
Maryse
exchanged a quick glance with Karl. "Backscheider? Isn't that the one from
the staff car?"
"Yes.
That's him." Schultz sighed. "Maybe he got tired of the Kommandant
complaining to him?"
Maybe. Or
maybe Marya didn't have the man as tightly in her grasp as he thought she did –
which was alarming, to put it mildly. Or maybe Colonel Hogan had decided after
this morning's disaster that he wanted the Kommandant out of his hair, without
informing his forced female ally of his private little caper. True – Colonel
Hogan would never pass up an opportunity to harass the Kommandant. But to leave
the man at the mercy of the Gestapo? Of someone like Backscheider?!
Schultz's
voice cut into his thoughts again. "Please, Karl, can you ask your uncle
the general to try and get the Kommandant out? It would be worth my life! And
after all, Kommandant Klink is your usual commanding officer."
Karl
nodded. "I'll ask him, Sergeant." He hesitated. "Are you staying
here, too?"
"Yes.
In room 2, on the first floor." He tilted his head. "You, too?"
"No,
we're not staying here." An embarrassed half-grin. "Generals tend to
prefer something a little more... classy. But I'll let you know what he says –
if necessary, through Fräulein Mohr."
"Thank you." Schultz was
overflowing with gratitude. "And please, thank your uncle the general,
too, if he agrees to help." He began to retreat to the door. "But
I'll leave you two to your privacy now. And I'm sorry about your loss, Karl. But
I have to say..." He eyed Maryse appreciatively. "You look beau-ti-ful in that dress,
baby! Would you perhaps do me the honour of going out with me tomorrow
night?"
Maryse
gave him a tense smile. "I don't think my boy-friend would approve of
that."
"No,
I guess not." Schultz sighed. "But if you show yourself to him
dressed like this, I'm sure he'll finally forget about those big shots and
occupy himself with you instead – before someone like me comes along and steals
you away. Really, you're as pretty as a picture – baby!"
The
moment the door was closed, Karl's eyebrows shot up. "What was that?"
Maryse
shrugged. "I met him at the café around the corner, and he recognized me
from the breakfast room. I had to tell him something."
She closed her eyes. Suddenly she felt completely drained.
But,
"He was flirting with you!"
She
opened her eyes. "Would you rather I'd have told him you were my
boy-friend?"
"Of
course not, but... letting him flirt
with you?" Karl was the indignation personified. "How...!"
"Yes.
And it's been nothing but harmless words," Maryse tiredly interrupted his
beginning accusative rant. "For Pete's sake, Karl, the man is old enough
to be my father!"
"Yes,
and he's..."
"Karl,
please!" All
of a sudden, the tears were streaming down her cheeks. "Don't start a
fight about nothing, will you? Nothing happened!" She hugged herself, and
brushed at her tears, but more just kept coming. "I haven't exactly had a
great day myself either, okay? First you were gone again before I could talk to
you about us getting married, and then seeing you as Marya with Colonel Hogan
in that car..." Her voice caught. "How do you think that made me feel?"
Karl had
brains enough to connect the scattered links. "Oh God," he breathed,
paling visibly. "You were there?"
"Yes."
Once more, Maryse brushed at her tears, and made a conscious effort to compose
herself. "I realized later it was to keep Colonel Hogan out of sight from
the Kommandant – Schultz's story explained that when he found me. But to see
you... well, you as Marya, in Colonel Hogan's arms and passionately..."
She gulped, and kept her eyes carefully avoided.
Karl
regarded her in silence. He felt like a first-class jerk. "I'm sorry,
Maryse," he said at last, hesitantly reaching out to rub her arm. For
somehow, despite an air of despair and longing, her whole demeanor seemed to
discourage him from doing what he wanted to do: take her in his arms and let
her feel that she
was the only one for him.
"Do
you do this often?" she demanded. She was still looking away from him.
"No.
Even when I worked as a female impersonator I kept it to a minimum, because I
hated it." He took a deep breath. "Marya occasionally couldn't avoid
it with her big shot admirers, but most of the time I managed to keep it
limited to handkisses. And I swear to God: ever since I first kissed you on
that bridge over the railroad, I haven't kissed anyone but you, apart from the occasional
birthday kiss for a close relative. That is – until Colonel Hogan grabbed me
this morning."
Maryse's
head snapped up. "You mean he
started it?"
Karl
nodded, blushing slightly. "I know it'll be difficult to check the story
with him as long as I need to remain incognito, but once the war is over, I
think you should ask him, too, what happened in that car today." A tiny
grimace. "I'm pretty sure he'll remember what Marya did when he grabbed
her..."
Maryse
suddenly felt faint with relief, and Karl's arms made for a welcome refuge.
"I can think of a few other things I want to do to that man," she
muttered as she buried her face in his neck.
Karl
chuckled softly, and soothingly rubbed her back. "Don't be too hard on him
now. How was he to know that the lady in question was actually a man scheduled
to get married that evening?"
She
groaned, and he pressed a kiss on her hair.
"Maryske?"
"Mm?"
Another
kiss in her hair. "Could you do me a favour, please?"
She
looked up, and he kissed the tip of her nose.
"Could
you perhaps... Would you mind wiping out that memory of Colonel Hogan kissing
me?"
A smile
spread over Maryse's face. "With pleasure."
And it
felt like coming home after a long, trying day.
Enjoyable
as it is to stand there with your arms around each other and practise the art
of kissing, you can't help that after a while your legs get tired.
"Maybe
we should get more comfortable," Karl suggested at last.
But the
only place in a fairly basic hotelroom to get more comfortable as a twosome is
the bed.
"Maybe
I should get out of this dress then first," Maryse murmured.
He stared
at her with his mouth open. "Maryse – really! I'm shocked!" But he
could barely repress his laughter.
She
chuckled with him. "You know what I mean – change into something different. I'd rather
keep this dress neat." She frowned. "Which reminds me – I left my
other clothes at Monsieur Aubault's. And he was going out of town for the rest
of the week."
"I'm
sure Monsieur Antoine or Dubois will know how to get them back. But where did
you get this one? I've never seen it before." He held her at arm's length.
"Schultz is right – you do look lovely."
"I
got it from Monsieur Antoine. As a kind of thank-you for your help with the
rocket launching sites – so you'd have a beautiful bride." She made a
little pirouette for him. "Don't you recognize it?"
That
clearly rang a bell with him. "Is it that purple dress you were talking
about?"
"Yes,
that's the one. Do you like it?"
"I
love it. It looks really good on you." He tilted his head. "Maybe you
can keep it for when we're really getting married."
She stood
still. "Yes. It's probably going to be difficult to get anything this
beautiful if the war is going to last much longer. I better be careful with
it." She turned her back to him. "Can you please undo those hooks and
eyes for me?"
"Me?!"
His voice almost squeaked.
"Yes.
I can't really reach them well enough to do it myself, so..."
"But...!"
An audibly deep breath. "Alright."
But the
moment she felt his hands on her back, uncharacteristically fumbling to undo
the fastenings, some of his sudden nervosity and suppressed desire jumped over
to her. And she held her breath. Good heavens, this was exactly what she'd been
fantasizing about that first time Monsieur Antoine had done up this dress for
her! Karl's hands on her back, undoing those hooks and eyes... Only they
couldn't go any further yet – after all, they still weren't married. Still, this was a guilty
little pleasure she could enjoy...
She was
acutely aware of his quick breathing, and of his hands on her back – were they
really trembling? – as they struggled with the little hooks and eyes. If
only...
"There."
She felt his relief as he stepped back. "I'll see you in a moment,
okay?"
He was
out of the room before she had a chance to turn around to see his face. And she
tittered like a schoolgirl. Granted, she had but a very basic idea of the
details of 'making love' – she didn't come from an environment where such
intimate affairs were discussed openly. But if the mere unfastening of her
dress already had such an effect on Karl (and on herself), how exciting would
the real stuff
then be?
She
sighed. Hopefully she'd have a chance to find out. Preferably sometime soon.
A good
ten minutes later she was lying in his arm, with her head resting on his
shoulder – much like they had been a few days ago when they'd been talking.
Maryse
grimaced. 'Mental note to
self: don't mention anything
that is in any way related to Backscheider, the Gestapo or the Underground.'
This time she just wanted to enjoy his company in peace. And his proximity.
Forget about the war for a while. That's what vacations are for, right?
"By
the way," came Karl's voice from somewhere northwest of her head.
"You never answered my question."
"What
question?"
He kissed
her hair. "What the heck were you thinking? I thought you knew why we
can't get married yet."
"I
do. But..." She sighed. "I know it's too dangerous for us to get
married in Germany. So I figured if we did it here in Paris, in secret, then
nobody in Germany would know unless we told them."
"Yes,
I follow you so far. But why? What's the point in getting married when we'll
have to keep pretending that we're not
married for I don't know how long?"
Maryse
bit her lip.
"Hey."
He rubbed her arm encouragingly. "Did you even think of that?"
She
screwed her eyes shut. He didn't understand. Of course he didn't understand.
And he never would understand unless she told him, but... A quavery breath.
"You know about Oskar, don't you."
"Yes..."
His sudden hesitation was palpable, but she forced herself to go on.
"I
know we can't really be
married yet. But I'm just so scared of..." Another shaky breath.
"Karl, Oskar got killed just eleven days before we were to get married. I
don't..." She gulped, trying to swallow the lump in her throat. "I
don't want to go through that with you, too. It's a bit like... once we're
married, there won't be a repeat of what happened back then. Then you'll be...
I don't know. Safe somehow. Past the danger point." She heaved a tense
little sigh. "I know – it sounds ridiculous when you say it out loud.
But..."
"No,
it doesn't." He pulled her a bit closer, turning over her words in his
mind. "I'm sorry I didn't think of that. But whether the idea makes sense
or not, I think I understand."
They lay
silent for a while, until Karl continued, "However, I'm afraid it still
doesn't negate the fact that we'd be in even more danger if we'd be
married."
Maryse
looked up. "Why,
Karl? Lots of people are married, even in the Underground. Hasso and Heike,
Karl and Emma – why would it be any more dangerous for us than it is for
them?"
"It's
not," he said quietly. "But Maryse, do you realize how the Gestapo
works when they grab you?"
"They
torture you until you tell them anything they want to know, just to get them to
stop."
"Yes,
but..." Karl hesitated. "There's an even worse form of torture. If
for example they'd grab Hasso, they would quickly pick up Heike as well. Or
Monika. Or even Monika's little boy. And then they'd put them together in a
cell, and make Hasso watch as they torture his family – his wife, his daughter,
his grandson. And tell him they'll only stop as soon as he starts
talking."
Maryse
lay as still as death.
"Now
if I translate that to myself," Karl continued cautiously. "The way
things are now, the logical local person for them to pick up and torture in
front of me would be my uncle Frank – my godfather, and the closest thing to a
father I've ever known. Watching him being tortured would be bad enough, and I
have no idea how long I'd be able to stand that. But if it were you..." He shuddered at
the thought. "I wouldn't stand five seconds..."
He
sighed, and pressed a kiss in her hair. "Love is really a bad thing in our
line of work. It makes us too vulnerable. So if they'd find out that we were
married... And they would, even if we did it here, in secret and all."
Another sigh. "The others had no choice – they were already married when
this whole mess started. But we do have that choice: wait, and pretend to be
just friends in order to keep each other relatively safe – or follow our heart and
get married, only to risk having the other tortured in unmentionable ways. And
whether I like it or not, I know what I
prefer."
"Yeah,"
Maryse breathed.
He left
her a minute to digest that, just pulling her even closer in an attempt to
protect her from the harsh truth – as he had for so long.
But
apparently, she still didn't oversee the whole picture. "It doesn't work
like that for you though. You're always in disguise when you're out for the
Underground. So they would never know what relative to grab."
He had a
bitter smile. "Maryse, my disguises only protect me as long as I stay out of their grasp. Once
they grab me, and – I don't know – start beating me up or something, they'll
notice soon enough that I've got make-up on my face. All it takes then is a
good scrub and they'll have no more trouble figuring out my identity as they
would with anyone carrying false papers."
It
remained quiet for a long time. Karl gently rubbed her back. He was well aware
that after shattering her dreams about a speedy marriage this evening, he had
now also burst the bubble of her presumed sense of his security – as well as
her own. Perhaps that was a bit much for one night...
He
stroked back her hair, and kissed her. "I'm sorry, Maryse. Perhaps I should
have kept that to myself."
"No."
She shook her head. "I'd rather know what we're up against." She took
a deep breath, but her voice came out awfully small when she confessed,
"I'm scared, Karl."
"Yeah."
"Scared
that in the end there won't be any future for us. If we get caught by the
Gestapo..."
"I
know." Another kiss. "And all we can do is be careful and hope for
the Allies to win the war soon. And pray that God will keep us safe."
"Yeah."
She buried her face against his shoulder, and a long silence ensued. But just
when Karl was beginning to wonder if perhaps she'd fallen asleep, she spoke up
again in a more cheerful manner. "There is something we can do though – even if we
can't really get married yet."
Clearly,
her coping mechanism was kicking in. Better go along with it, so, "What's
that?"
"You
could ask me to marry you."
"Huh?"
He craned his neck to try and look at her.
"Yes.
You've never actually asked
me to marry you, you know."
"Yes,
I have."
"No,
you haven't."
"Yes,
I have."
"When?"
That
brought him up short. "Um... I don't know. But I'm sure we've talked about
it. Quite a few times, too."
"We've
talked about it,
yes. But you've never actually proposed to me."
"I
haven't?"
"No."
"Oh."
Silence. "But what's the point in asking you when I already know you want
to marry me?"
She
sighed with exasperation. "That's not the same. Dig up your romantic bone,
will you?"
"You
mean you want to see me on my knees."
"Whatever.
As long as it's something memorable, for just like you, I don't even remember
when we first started talking about marriage. And a marriage proposal should be
a memory to be treasured. Besides, it has the advantage of being easily kept
from the Gestapo."
"Alright,
alright." He ruffled her hair and kissed her. "I'll think of
something, you little marriage tyrant. Does it have to be done tonight,
or...?"
"I'd
rather you'd surprise me one of these days. At least before we go back to
Hamelburg."
"Okay."
He sighed. "One official marriage proposal, coming up soon."
"Thanks."
She practically purred with contentment as she cuddled up to him and laid a
possessive arm across his chest. "At least it's something."
He smiled
indulgently. "You're a little tyrant." He nuzzled her hair, and
rubbed her back. It simply felt so good to have her lying in his arms. As if
she belonged there. Hopefully it wouldn't be too long before they could lie
like this all night, every night. He so wanted to make her happy.
Which
brought to mind that reproach she had made him tonight: 'Everything is more important
for you than me.'
It stung.
It wasn't
true.
But if
that was how she perceived it, perhaps he was doing something wrong. Perhaps...
yes, perhaps he did take it for granted that she'd simply be waiting for him
until everything else was taken care of. Perhaps that really wasn't fair – and
more so, since it was mainly for his sake that they had to hold off getting
married. For if it was up to her, at the very least they would be on their way
to England by now.
Of
course, that idea of running off to England made total sense from her point of
view: they'd be safe there, away from the danger of the Gestapo, and finally
free to pursue their own happiness. It wasn't that she was blind to the
atrocities they were fighting; it was simply a matter of her worry about him
superceding everything else.
But he
couldn't leave. Not yet. Maybe later, if the fight against the Nazis dragged on
much longer. For to be honest, sometimes he did wonder how much longer he'd be
able to muster the stamina to keep up the fight, to constantly be on high
alert.
He
pressed a loving kiss in her hair. When to get out was a problem to worry about
some other time – first he'd have to rearrange his priorities a bit to show Maryse how important
she was for him. Which meant in the short term staying away from Monsieur
Antoine, Colonel Hogan and anyone else connected to the Paris Underground as
soon as they got the Tigerwoman out – which would hopefully be in a day or two
at the most. And then dedicate the rest of their time here to cater to Maryse's
every wish. And come up with some real romantic marriage proposal, for that
seemed to be what she was hinting at.
Heck,
perhaps they could even stay another week. She sure deserved it after all he'd
put her through with Marya and all.
He tried
to see her face. She lay there so quietly, breathing so calmly – was she
asleep? "Maryse?"
No
reaction.
He
smiled. He certainly had no objection to letting her sleep in his arms again
like that time in the forester's shed a while back, but there was a little problem:
he needed to go to the bathroom. Would he be able to get out from under her
without waking her up?
Well, he
wouldn't know until he tried.
So he
carefully lifted her head off his shoulder, and pulled out his arm from under
her before gently setting her head down on the pillow. He watched her for a
moment, but no, apparently she was too fast asleep to be bothered by the
manoeuver.
So
cautiously, he edged himself further out from under her, and moved the arm that
lay across his chest until he could roll into a sitting position. Well – so
far, so good: she was still peacefully asleep. "Be back in a minute,"
he whispered nonetheless.
Upon his
return however, he found the situation had changed: the still sleeping Maryse
had rolled over onto her belly, and almost seemed to be hugging the spot where
he had been a few minutes ago. (Little was he to know that this was his first
encounter with a future lifelong inconvenience that came with sharing a bed
with her.) But this bed being a single one, that left hardly any space for him
to crawl in beside her.
While he
stood there, contemplating what to do, he was suddenly struck by how small she
looked. How vulnerable. Perhaps, with the way she was hugging his residual
warmth, perhaps she was cold? Maybe he should just...
He looked
around, but there was nothing in the room that could serve as a cover that
wasn't already under her. Maybe...
He went
back out of the room and returned with the coverlet from her own bed.
Carefully, he draped it over her, and tucked it in around her. She could sleep
here tonight; he'd take her bed. After all, no matter how much he'd love to,
they shouldn't be sleeping together yet. And sharing a bed for the night was
yet another step up from their innocent nocturnal adventure in the forester's
shed.
Carefully,
he pulled out his pyjamas from under the pillow. She moved a little, but didn't
wake up.
And he
smiled. His brave little Maryse, who was willing to put up with so much, just
to be with him. His heart swelled as he realized just how much she loved him.
So much in fact, that if it had been up to her, they would have been married
now.
He stood
there, watching her sleep for a while. It really was a most wonderful sight –
he could easily imagine he was going to miss out on a lot of sleep once they
were married, spending entire nights just watching her sleep in his arms.
But in
the end he stroked a few stray strands of hair out of her face, and kissed her
softly on a sleepwarm cheek. "I love you, Maryse. And as soon as it's safe
enough, I will marry
you. I promise." Another kiss, and then he got up to go to the other room.
And she
smiled in her sleep.
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